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What a fine gathering yesterday. =) 5 ladies, 5 gentlemen who wouldnt stop bitchin bout army life. Haha. Was kinda entertaining if you listen hard. As usual, thats what all my guy friends ever talk about these days. O_o

Head to Happy Daze for another gathering late evening. Ended up discussing crime and some other issues. Havent catch up with these people for some time. So it was just perfect to sit down, sip some tea and munch on ikan bilis, fries and calamariie. =)

That aside, i went home on bus 73. Dropped off near Bowen Sec. Waited a zillion years for 854 to come. It never did after 25mins. Irritated and all, i decided to call up my hero, Dadee to come scoot me home. Imagine my fear:

-sitting all alone at this bus-stop with no other commuters
-behind me was fenced off, grassy area
-suddenly, this ah bu nei nei stood behind me
-i jumped off my seat and walked to the main road

God bless me..if i was kidnapped, defiled, molested, chopped into a million pieces, or have missing organs. Haha..aint that bad lar. I mean considering i live in Singapore and night safety here's not that terrible. Still, i'll never get myself in such a situation again. I'll call someone to pick me up.

I hate being a girl. You just cant help feeling vulnerable over such uncontrollable matters. Not when guys are around.

Had a nice one hour talk with this girl before i turned in. Really, if being of different sex causes brainless people to suspect a boy and a girl is together, i suggest u go back to kindergarden. Afterall, there is such thing as platonic friendships you know. And being seen together often doesnt mean somone is dating.

Let's all not read too much into things. And dont interprete the most innocent things told to you by others in the most absurb manner. Sometimes, things JUST are that simple. Period. People get hurt in situations as such. And no amount of apologies work. It's almost easy to forgive, but not that simple to forget. It's even harder knowing he/she is someone close to you...YOUR heart. But then again, aint it just a perspective problem?

I'm putting a closure to this. No more. Just no more.