Solitare Mystery

Everything is just so wrong.

Suppose to leave today but i didnt and i couldnt.

Why did the fished-up school reject my transfer when they accepted someone who had failed modules. What more, i failed none.

Why did i even reject a place in local uni in the first place.

It seems like God's playing a game of hide-and-seek with me with regards to my educational route.

Accepted, rejected, applied, accepted, rejected. Applied, got rejected.

Maybe cause i can't even figure out what i want. How pathetic.

Frustrated. Very.

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Lil sis sprained her ankle (again again and again), then she got mild depression, fever, vomitted. Gees.

Older sis is sick, she has been sleeping for hours. Then complaining she can't sleep at night.

My throat feels sore...my mind is in a mess. I've tons of things to do, things to decide on as well. Things've chucked aside, now its time to slowly bring and sort them out.

Thou shall not be rushed into any decisions.

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Dad's turning 50 this weekend. Wow, half a century. Its frustrating..how can anyone tolerate living in this fished-up world for 50 years.

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GSToffset package. I'm not 21 officially but they've decided to be nice to those who falls short of being officially 21. Am i suppose to feel old, like becoming an adult soon? Nah, i dont think so.

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As stolen from Angele's blog;

“When you are down to nothing, God is up to something.”