Sickly Shanice

've been lying in bed for 2 days. Medicine's making me really weak. Guess it helps me get all the rest needed. Until my anitbodies takes over, i'll be on medication. This sucks. But i kinda enjoy sleeping the whole day, reading my book, watching 4 shows in a row on teevee.

Went to doctor's yesterday alone. Maybe i grew up having my parents taking me to the doctors..emptinesss was wat i felt. Saw daughters with their mums..then i realised my Mum's at work and Im here alone with my book in the clinic. Where's my beloved maid Lili??? *cries*

Dr Aw said my pulsation's really high. My heartbeat's always fast. Sometimes, i think its working a little too hard. I asked if its a bad thing. He mumbled something like my stamina wont be that good. Well, im a long distance runner! Haha..i admit cross cty hasnt been easy for me. Swimming too. But i exceled in both sport..so..Sheesh, on another thought, maybe i'll die faster because my heart's pumping more than avg people. -_- Its wearing out. *faints*

The Amazing Race was awesome!!! So glad they won. Begging for money is really letting ur pride down..getting bald..woah..they had faith, and thats all i can say. I cheered for them..its almost as if i was there rooting for em at the finishing line. =))

Pasir Ris Park with Peichin, Faith and Jenalyn tmr. Not sure if i'll be well enough..but oh well..i haven't blade or cycle for awhile. Excited. =)

Meanwhile, i havent checked the price for Shenzhen and Honkong trip yet. Mum, jie and me going in June. Waste money..not very keen on holidaying. I hate going aboard. Yet, i see myself on the damn plane everytime. Of course i end up having a great time. Rah..

Can't believe my computer's down...using my Sista's laptop. Sigh..guess i can survive this period. Back to My Sister's Keeper! Hope to finish by this week so i can start on Haruki Murakami soon.