I wasnt intending to blog

Day 3 at NTU welcome week: was good seeing many friends around..milo van..cheap food..horrible heat..cute guys walking about..

but nothing as shocking as bumping into my ex there. Of all places. My blood pressure went up for sure.

I didnt want a million things to happen. I was crossing my fingers (and toes) hoping he wouldnt come up to say hi. I'm not even sure what to say to him, whether to wave, smile and say hi or just pretend that he's never there.

Some things remain in my memories for good.

It wouldnt be easy looking into the eye of another guy, and believing im going to ever fall in love again..