Never Forgotten

After reading a friend's blog, i got pretty 'emotional'.
She was discussing whether there's a possibility of exs remaining as friends.
And honestly, till today, i can't answer that.

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You know the revenge game as well as i do.
I'm just trying to be a better person right now.
In school, we were taught to communicate, the importance of it all.
Right now, there might be just a hundred and one misunderstandings which i cannot be bothered to clear up.

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Am feeling very nervous about the surgery next week.
Other than the bruises on my arms and knees, my mind is pretty fucked up as well.
What am i afraid of right?
PAIN. thats what im afraid of.
PAIN.

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Melly -> xoxo (: