Daryl

If Daryl's ever reading my blog..this song (strangely) adumbrated my feelings for him. Some parts are a lil' exaggerated though.

Well, i might have screwed things up badly and upsetted him quite alot, however so, im not begging for another chance but i'll like to think there's another hope sometime, someday. I could be slapped in the face for what has happened. Im not daring. Im afraid of a repetition. Im afraid of losing u as a friend (or more). Simply because we havent gone far (or anywhere) to decide if we wanna end it all.

I dont wanna lose friends..i wanna keep them.

Expose - I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time
With all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now and I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt wont show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like its here to stay
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
Oh, no matter what I do
Each nights a lifetime to live through
I cant go on like this, I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love
And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over me

Im NOT in love or under any love spells. For now, i dont care if i have suitors or if im gonna get married. Boys're sucha headache..they make ur heart-bleed. But girls are not any better..bgr or ggr, both's gross. =x

Think im jinxed..i'll never be fortunate..not now. Maybe i dont love myself, cause if i do, i wont do anything that'll hurt myself.