Mum's so different from urs

Other than feeding myself drugs, i sleep and read the entire day away.

Im so tired. I've got zero energy for anything.

Oh. Something interesting! I saw this fat woman all dressed up in the streets, walking with a transparent tight black and red skirt, with her exposed fanciful undies. Shameless and disgrace to us women.

I finished My Sister's Keeper. Another book that has captivated my heart. Cried when the book came to an end. Its so good..you've to read it my dears. =))

Anyway, Mum dragged me out this morning. She kinda scolded me and my lil' sis for not waking up on time to go out with her. We were ready by 8.10am and she said she have to wait till 9am for us. Hello?? Someone go tell my Mum she's dumb. The thing is when she nags, she dumps in some other stuff too. Like she said we have a maid, dont have to do housework and still can blahblahblah. You get the story...so i simply ignored her and didnt talk. Being sick and becoming an emotional wreak makes my mood worst. Was telling myself even if my Mum dies next time, i wont miss her scoldings and yellings. Its utter rubbish to me. But since she mothered me, i decided to shuddap and let her talk all she want. My Mum's different from all other Mums. She has prolly been through so much bad stuff, she acts like a crazy person.

I thought if Mum had been through such a hard life, she wouldnt want the same to happen to us. No. She simply made it sound like having us made her life worst. In other words, we gave her hell. Sometimes, i think my Mum should sit down and think back about things we did for her that she should be proud to have us for. She needs to learn how to forgive and release any grudge in her. She needs to release herself from all these crap she's feeling. I dont know what can help my Mum. I love her.

Thinking bout how different my Mum is as compared to other Mums, it just makes me cry. You guys wont understand anything..ever..