Daiso is my best friend (:

You see, i've been hiding this secret from you since 4 years ago.

i waited and waited till i found out you've broken up with him.

i told you i want to meet up and tell you stuff you ought to know.

but i guess you really don't really want to have anything more to do with him.

and since thats the case, i'll try to erase that part in my memory.

and close the matter which i buried deep down in the dark corner of my heart.

today.

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am at genting, hotel resort's coffeebean tapping on internet access.

clearing emails, sending birthday invites and doing some online shopping/browsing.

weather is cooling, reminds me of melbourne, my 2 weeks there.

haze cleared up but its almost dinner time.

my teeth is achy but better now that i can eat semi-solid food.

the past few days have been hard on me, burnt my overly abused tongue while having porridge for every meal.

underarms don't hurt that much today but that part beside the skin tag is burnt. i wonder why. am going back to neuglow after i return from Genting.

gambling is scary. but i can watch people gamble for hours!

godbro and godma is at the casino.

i've been chilling here for a couple of hours with godbro's wife.

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so this Genting trip is to spend time with my god-family and yes, to rest and retreat after traveling like siao for the past few weeks (:

i have to stop myself from over-working..

so why did i bring my macbook along for this trip?? haha

my mum still can't get over the fact im spending so much on traveling, even before i start working. but its all worth it right?

i wanna go taiwan, philippines, new zealand and states this/next year!!

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I dont like people who try overly hard to prove to others they're different or unique.

i mean f*** man.

The more you try, the more pretentious you are to me.

so please, keep the ego and shits in your pants or bag or whatever.

and i also dislike people who try too hard to show off. In an abstract manner or just outright shameless kinda show off.

gross gross gross.

i dont say it out but yes, im rolling my eyeballs in the socket ok.

I'm only human and i think certain personalities/people just turns me off.

Just please, dont try so hard to prove yourself. unless im your direct boss. else you're risking yourself getting judged by me.

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Birthday invites emailed. please RSVP even though dinner venue can't be confirmed as of yet (:

I hope you don't think the list is long (of being left-out during dinner etc) because i think most of my friends from different cliques somewhat know each other (:

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the phone conversation, though random, was good. because i havent done that with any friends for the longest time. the phone, ladies and gentlemen, can be a very powerful form of telecommunication device (: *plays a blangah tune and dances to it*

Naz -> braces to prepare for my orthod surgery :b

Saedah -> ya, hell of a holiday man! (: see you soon, please come for my birthday dinner k. gotta catch up, big time!!

Amber -> heh, its damn packed i know. money running out so im coming home this saturday. missing me right!

Jerr -> finished my book, not satisfying but at least i finished 450 pages. heh. btw, luggage wasnt a f***. i have a way with people *grins* btw, im still pissed you said "check my family out". its just really wrong and not polite. i dont know what you think but ya. you blew it when you said that. nope, not being difficult or sensitive here.