Mistake's done

At this moment,
there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world,
some are running scared,
some are coming home,
some tell lies to make it through the day,
others are just not facing the truth,
some are evil men at war with good,
and some are good struggling with evil,
six billion people in the world,
six billion souls,
and sometimes, all you need is One.

Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill

Beautiful aint it..

I havent any idea why in the world would i be thinking of stuff like that. It is very difficult to stike a balance between deceit and honesty in a relationship. I shouldnt even be thinking of destroying something i love so much. It's so selfish and unfair. I'm sorry darling..just so sorry. Sometimes, i feel i do need someone stronger to help me get through issues that im bugged with and i havent got anyone to turn to instantly. Because the 1st person i thought was You, yet all i got was cool answers which made my tears fall even harder. Darling, I believe its You that i need and want. I Y u so much, sweets. Dont wanna let us go..i wont let this happen, just wont.

Snow Ice-ing at SMU after school with Jerrome and Pauline yesterday. Chill and did some catching up. Actually we were just crapping away. *grins*

Home alone. Needa feel that 'rush' to study. Hypothesis testing sucks. Globalisation is worst.

Melly -> good that u're pampered! im not as lucky as you're. hee. yea, needa do some plannings. dunno leh..maybe bang-some-kok will be a good place too. but i miss bali..yes, rafting!! mum kept thinking about bali bombings. *curses* oh, aussie..might go to melbourne end year for cheryl's grad. come come?? haha..for now, lets focus on june hols. =) cruise will be good too, but boring. states?? no no...far!! haha..i'll miss home!! max 4 days lar. haha..ASIA!! yes, must get dine to bring us around..she's like some traveller. haha. well, the main point is i've to use my own savings and so i cant fly too far or too long. pauper!

Zihui -> you still owe me a date out!! not SRJC pls..haha..miss u sweets!