Secrets

Secrets.

I'm not those type that will leak out one. But i do let them out on purpose if im overtaken by anger. Anger makes me "kill" people.

It's up to you to trust me. I didnt force you to tell me your secret. What secret is a secret when you share with someone? Haha. Think about it.

If i let out a so-called secret, i didnt do it cause i wanted to break the trust there. Or give people the impression i know much more than i actually do. More like i'm out to hurt a 3rd party. If you get what i mean. I'm not revengeful..im just evil and mean.

And please. If you dont intend to let out your secrets, then dont hint to people things or talk about it indirectly. Curiously will be aroused. Dont say your stuff halfway. If you want, say it all, or you just friggin shut the hell up.

Just a point to note. Dont be too trusting. You'll end up putting urself at a disadvantage. Best person to trust will be God. Cause he might not even exist at all and thus your secrets won't be let out.

Tell me i'm making complete sense. Im not being pessimistic or anything. Just being crisis-oriented and practical.

If it's nothing big, think of yourself first. You've gotta learn how to handle yourself before you can think of others. Cut the crap about putting others first. Please..dont act like a saint. But i do believe in putting yourself in other's shoes. Unless it's a war, don't talk to me about putting your nation and neighbours first.

Yea yea..10 commendments..those're the politically right action and behaviour and guidelines to follow. If only people try to follow, there'll be less rape cases. To hell with guys. Okies..im digressing..whatever.

I'm not referring to anyone in particular. Actually, for most of my entries, i'm referring to myself. If you think i'm talking about you, haha..too bad. Not my problem actually. Mind your own business..i said it before liao. =))

And a message to guys: No, girls are NOT hard to fathom or understand. We seems like it because we purposely make things difficult for you guys. Too bad. If not, maybe the girl has her own issues and dont even understand herself. Like as if anyone of you understand yourself fully.