Maurice

I did it again. Your every touch awestucks me. Know i shouldnt have accepted the invitation. Was distracted the entire day. [Dont even know why i bothered going to school for Thiang's consultation at 2pm when she totally forgot about me and shuyun.] Emotional burden. Kept thinking about it. Why is it you? Why do you have so much control over me? Will i ever break free of this fixation? I can't even break loose from myself. Just be gone. I need to brainwash myself. Burden burden. I should stop thinking about it now. Maybe later. Miles to go before i sleep. I'm stuck on you. Friend or lover. I dont know. But i know i need you in my life. Dont ever leave me baby.