Overdosage

I'm gonna win (Top 3) the stoopid Bioskin challenge. Cash prizes! As for now, im guaranteed 1 year free treatment and products. Congratulate me. Don't get me wrong, I really loathe the whole media crap and lies-spewing-all-over thing.

Why is everything so dark. It has sunk in. I dont wanna feel the way im feeling right now.

Don't ask if i'm alright.

I'm not lost but i cant find myself either.
I dont feel right.
I cant make it right.

Peng -> i've actually lost some weight again for no reason. but im not skinny. haha. u are.

Peichin -> yea, seeya friday babe. hopefully i go to work. haha. exams're next week!!

Zihui -> 3rd week that is! =)) love-love..

I'm not SKINNY

It's weird. I don't even hear a word of "thanks". Think if i am referring to you.

Pauline said the cab story was joke-of-the-month. Haha, watch how my hand flings when the driver steps on the brake. O_o

Working on all 3 days. I don't know how am i gonna cope with exams. But i need the money. Savings account can only increase and NOT decrease.

After dirtyboy's birthday was Ed's then after him'll be Chris woman and after after him is Shu. *pulls hair* You guys.....grrr......

I'm gonna quit alcohol. It's giving me heat rash all over. When can i start wearing those sexy tops?

Think happy and everything'll be good.

I love my honey..he's the sweetest. =))

Peichin -> yea, working on friday. coming to visit me?? :P

Deep breath, count to 10

Father Flanagan's was cool last night. Other then the roach incident. *curses*

Thought Hide-Out was rather boring. Chinatown's good though. =) Food!!

Again, I can't recall havin a decent conversation with you. Haha. Hope u like the lomo, card and cake.

Why must boyfriends cheat on their girlfriends?

I also dont know. I'm in no position (at all) to make any extreme comments.

I might be on rebound. Stay clear. Why am i like that. Issues!

Anyway, got to know this damn hot gorgeous delicious cute guy. *curses*

Should've worked last night. Zouk!!! Tryin so damn hard to save, stop making me spend!

Caught SAW II this evening. Loved it. *grins*

Everyone have their christmas list written, except mine's not out yet. Guess giving me cash would be most appropriate. Haha.

I need some space.

Belated Birthday Boy (b-cube??)

Father Flanagan's feast!

Indran/Amy

Their side of the table

Our side of the table

Ames/Sha/Reney

shu that photo bitch!! haha

shuming/edward/christopher

irritating squirtz!!

POK purposely looked away

Indran/me/Amy

gays're shocked!

gays..

Picture destroyed

Args..spoiler!!!

picture perfect (:

photographer-me

without me..

without ames..

Making out, sex and what-nots.

Met Christie for dinner with Melissa after my manicure. I've got yellow nails! It's been so long since we last got together..like 3 years! A pity Cheryl couldnt join us, but soon..this Saturday my bestie's returning from Melbourne!! =)

Was the first one down at Dbl O with Christie after some window shopping. Oh my goodness..i drank like 2 graveyards, 1 jug of Vodka Ribena, 1 Tequila shot and downed many champaign glasses. Couldnt take it?? Think i got high like twice in the night. Had to go out for a breather before getting in to dance again. Crystal, Wei Hao, Rel, Cheryl, Diana, Robert from Zouk came down and partied with me! =) Followed by Marcus whom was mistaken first as a gay and next my boyfriend. A pity Eunice was underage and couldnt get into the club!! Aarghs??!!! I swear i wasnt drunk. Prolly a mild hangover, headache and the whole wanting-to-throw-up feeling. At least i didnt misbehave. O_o Christie left by the time i re-entered. Wonder if she's alright.

Havent danced like this for a damn long time. When i saw the empty glasses, i had this urge to clear them. Occupation hazzard. Haha.

And so, unglam and shameless stuff happened in the club (as usual). Blame the alcohol, cigars and lightings. Sometimes, people should stop acting drunk when they're not. Kinda disgusted, really.

Enjoy the photos sweetie!

Suki Raman-my girls

We love mirror shots! (:

Insanity (Smelly.Shanice)

A little R(A).. O_o

Christie & Crystal

euNICE & shaNICE

Squirtz!

Happy Birthday, Edward

Rough month. Rough week. Rough night at work.

Thought everything was smooth. So it was not. Puffy eyes, think the whole world saw me crying.

Saw Jared, Ivy, Crystal, Rel, another Crystal, Wei Hao and Vincent. Then i got depressed i wouldnt party with them. Outlet Manager bought us a tray of Apple shooters though..shared it with those colleagues on off. =) They were forcing me to drink with them. Still got red in the face after downing glasses of water. Hurh. A pity it was Teck Chong's last night there. =/

My Lesley's back in town! Can't wait to see her in school on Friday! Welcome home sweetie! =)

Shopping, manicure, dinner then clubbing at DblO with Christie, Melissa and Zouk colleagues. Busy week.

Didnt get to celebrate the last 2 years of ya birthday with you properly. Hopefully this year will be a different one. Many happy returns Edward. =) You've a place in my heart. Love-love!

Angele -> heh. like what u see babe?

Zihui -> darling, deleted ur post for safety reasons. never put ur hp number online yea. saved it. haha...seeya real soon!!

Wet Weather

Why's Jie Sheng sticking on to me suddenly again. *shudders*

I've no one to care for because someone's taking things for granted, i think.

Nasty weather, didnt make it to Sentosa with Christie. Sigh. Ended up chilling at her place and then town for some window shopping. HabourLights condominium's pretty! Totally thrilled to see my babe! We've all grown so much but she looks very much the same. I can't say i havent changed physically though. Saw Mrs Stubbins after 3 years too..! =))

A pity i've to scoot off to school. Nevermind, we'll've each other on Thursday again yea!

Welcome back Woman! Seeya soon yea..remember to bring my Kurant!! Thanks!! *grins*

Christie playing with her new cam

Christie's place (Living room where we caught Mr & Mrs Smith)

Habour Lights (view of pool)

Dining area & window in kitchen!

Angele & JJ in class (:

Bioskin, my love!

I'm every sales person's nightmare!!! *Rah*
I've bags of purchases all over my room. Yet I'm still shopping EVERYDAY!!!

Meeting Christie Stubbins at habourfront tmr morning. Finally get to see her after 4 years or so. Very excited!! Wonder how my Aussie babe looks like now! Haha.

DoubleO this Thursday??? So far my Zouk colleagues, Christie and LSE babes coming. Party with me before exams start, please.

Darn, with regards to the upcomin examination, bless me. Focus!!!

Let's get wild, down and dirty (:

Angel -> where got earn a lot?? Haha, i sacrifice my sleep to get the money babe! But its fun lar..love it there!! Come to Zouk!!

Shuyun -> I want to pig out with ya!! Haha..Sentosa first..show off figure then we go chinatown put on weight. Muahaha..

Stolen

Terence Cao was at Zouk yesternight. And it was my 1st time posted to Member's bar. Stressful because the big boss is there to entertain the super regulars and i've to perform my duty well. Diana, Audrey, Claris, Wei Hao, and Darren were very nice to me. Now i know more colleagues! =)

Just calculated my earnings for the past 1 month at Zouk. Together with the tips, its about $1028 net. I'm monitoring my expenditure so i can account the money to Mom. She's very particular about me-spending.

Woke up with Dirtyboy in my bed, hugging me tight and planting kisses on me. Mixed emotions but nevertheless, i'm thankful things're alright between us and that we still have each other no matter what. Perhaps, i think way too negatively of things. We'll make this work babyboy.. =)

Brownie was a success. My dirtyboy loves it. Thank you to one and all for the baking tips. =) I'll make another one to share soon. Hoho!

Shopping with lil' sis in the evening for her prom dress. I like this tube dress at FOUNTAIN selling for $59. Hestitating factor is that i've to make a special order just for a black one. O_o But then again, black'll never go wrong. *grins*

It’s hard loathing you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I wanna know
Should I stay, or should I go

Angel -> it's alright..haha..forgot about what?

Shuyun -> in a r/s things dont run as smoothly as we wish. so, there was a huge hicup a couple of days back. but things're more or less good now. see??? we have to catch up soon..at sentosa okie! haha. love ya babe.

Dine -> and i miss u too. =(

Zihui -> it got better already. thanks for the concern sweetie. *hugs* you make u miss u so much!! so we settle for the 10th alrights?? remb to call me then...my memory's failing me. haha..BE MINE!

Blower

They say army takes a toil on a couple. I thought i could handle it. Apparently i'm wrong. I wish i wasnt so committed to this relationship as compared to pervious relationships, maybe then i'll feel less pain.

I like it when i'm standin next to the stereo at Zouk. I like the way my heart literally pounds to the beat of the moosik. I like feeling numb to my emotions.

Made new friends. Saw Jared (?!), Yew Teng and some other long lost guy friends. Mun and Sonia..infamous girls of PLMGS. Muahaha. Weird, crowd only came in after 1am. Then again, it still wasnt full-house.

Jared asked what was the drink in my hands. I told him it was a shot of "blowjob". He asked if it tastes like cum. Oh fucktard..u ought to know better?? *disgusted* And yes, the comment about Chris shocked me. You know certain things can destroy a good friendship right. Tsk tsk.

Think the Security of Zouk are all awesome quirky uncles. Haha. They entertain me a lot. *grins*

Did i mention Christie Stubbins'll be back in Singapore tmr??? Aahhh...can't wait to see my babe!! =)

Zihui -> science MCQ can still be very tricky. always good to stay home for last paper because you realise u still dunno certain stuff while doing it. Haha..tell PTK to relax lar..they'll forever be hiring. haha..its my official ONE MONTH at zouk! haha..think i like the environment there alot..other than the coughing fits i have due to the smoke. thought it's the 10th that we're meeting sweetie?? up to you lar huh! =)) i wonder if we're mentioning about the same thing in the weddin pics..hee..

Shuyun -> i miss my duckied too.. =( sentosa on 2nd week of december huh! dont forget and dont cancel the date!! unless the weather suck. hahaha..

Peichin -> babe, u sound uber upset on ur blog..i dunno what happened but we all get suicidal at some point or other. brace urself and tmr'll be better. =) haha..i realise faith and jen dont club? sigh...follow ya sister, come ZOUK find me soon!! haha..love ya!

Happy Birthday, Dirtyboy

While couples've a monthly or yearly anniversary, i've come to realised that we can't remember our date. O_o

Sneak from my diary:

16-11-2003
".........He held my hand as we crossed the road........then we went up to the last level so he could make his birthday wish........."

16-11-2004
".........Yes, Maurice's birthday today. It's just like any normal day because he's stuck in camp. Said my smses are the 1st good thing today......."

16-11-2005
Wont be able to see him today as well. Army's got a hold of him, sigh. I'm a little against belated celebration..but cant wait to see him this weekend. Let's indulge in our favourite Belgium Chocolate from Haagen Dazs. *grins*

Realised my darling've everything he needs-shoes, clothes, bags, cologne, facial products, entertainment stuff. So i've decided to bake brownies for the 1st time, for my dirtyboy! Hoho! He wants me to save the money for presents anyway. Alright then, material gifts can be given on Christmas anyway. =)

When next Feb come, it'll be exactly 3 years since we first crossed each other's path.

At some point or other, guess we'll all start to drat birthday celebrations. But it'll never go wrong thanking your Mom or spending some time with people you love..

Hit the Mark

Was at Tirene's place for dinner in the evening. Beautiful picking things up from where we left off a couple of months ago. I just wanna see everyone together on the 26th!! =))

Shuming, Chris, Luke, Edward, Tirene and myself. It's gonna be awesome! *skips ard*

Went shopping after school. Got a decent brown skirt from EBASE at a discounted price of $39.20. Very pretty.. =) It looks fine but perhaps a shoestring too long on a petite frame. Nevertheless, I love it!

Jennifer Lopez's new parfum <LIVE> finally out!! And yes, i'll buy it just for the sake of owning that gorgeous potion-like-shaped bottle.

Work on Wed, Fri & Sat. Will be frikkin tired. Sigh. But money makes the world go round because its nearing the festive season....which means........SHOPPING!!! It is Women's prerogative anyway right! *grins*

Bioskin assessment tmr. Fcuk i need more treatments on my chest than on my face. The nasty zits're driving me nuts!! I wanna wear tubes and spags and dresses!! Damn the dirty environment at Zouk and the disgusting unwashed uniform lar. Curses...

Title-less

Eh..seriously, i dont really've any job recommendations. Haha. Maybe if i stop working at Zouk, i'll let you replace me. I only gave my word to PTK..so..haha..

I've been insecure about this issue for some time, might just go on forever. Indeed if i voice out my inner thoughts, i will spoil relationships. I just don't know what to do. It might not be something paramount but it weights me down at some point or other.

I don't wanna regret this. Or maybe it has already happened?

Christie Stubbins will be home in 6 days while Cheryl in 12 days. Can't wait to see my girls from Australia. =)

And i'm just plain glad that we made up, girlfriend. *hugs*

The Exorcism of the Emily Rose

Fabulous movie, not as good as The Exorcism though. But gripping enough. The sound effects were damn loud. Watch it! =) Day out with my dirtyboy was awesome. Every bit of negative emotions for the week was washed off. He made my day. Love you darlin'.

Slight headache now. Think i need my sleep.

Anyway, work. I hate this particular colleague A LOT. *curses*

John was our guest DJ yesternight. Crowd left only at 6am. Sheesh..and i was frikkin tired by the time i got home. Saw a few regulars, some crazy guy that keeps saying hello to me and Shan Wee from Perfect10. Boring night la.

I'm feeling the Christmas season actually. When i'm shopping. Hoho!

Everytime i see you falling, i get down on my knees and pray..

Time goes by, so slowly

Haha, pretty accurate eh.

I spent my time doing almost nothing from 630-1130pm at Zouk. I hate events and functions. The Madonna CD launch was alright. Rather entertaining but frikkin boring after it ended. However i was posted to Bar 2 because Rel & Cheryl's on off!! *skips ard* Got Jasmine for breaks and small-chats. Almost fell asleep after 2am. Thank God for the supper. Hoho!

Reporting time's at 7pm tonight. Hope to see friends! Better complete my biz&mgmt essay before heading to town.

Zihui -> think i know what u wanna comment about the wedding pics. Should i remove a certain picture? Is it too obvious?? Study hard eh! It's almost over soon! Hee!! I'm actually free on 24th and 26th this month. If u wanna meet up on Dec, i can only make it after 1st week cause of my exams. I miss you sweetie!! =)

Fashion Test

Fashion Rebel 37% Tastefulness, 63% Originality, 37% Deliberateness, 70% Sexiness

[Flamboyant Original Random Sexy] You are the kind of person whose clothes attract attention even if, or especially that, you don't spend hours on picking them. You have probably nothing against eclecticism, as long as it makes you look good. You enjoy funny elements, vivid colors and emit a lot of sex appeal. However, it gets only to those who are not too scared by your outfit. Because, admit it, some people think you could be more moderate in your choices; still, it's more important that you enjoy your style. Good job.

Rainy Season

Ling Zhi from Yes 933 called at 8am just to interview me. Faintz..her mandarin was uber fast and good that i caught no shtye? Muahaha.

House moosik tonight at Zouk. Hope i'll be at Bar2 so i got Jasmine for company. =) Event then personal party at 11pm. Boring.

Peng -> hee..i took no personal offence. =) Sentosa with Grace and Jasmine soon can?!!!

I shame my race

More lingerie. Can't stop buying them. I don't know why.

Saw the AztecRose catalog for this Summer. Awesome! I wanna get this particular set of bikini. Beach, anyone? =) And this fabulous sexy black tube dress too. Must try it the size one day.

Saw Kian Zi, Aurelia and Crystal at Zouk. Miss my babe so much!! The girls're all dressed up and i look like crap in the luminating orange uniform. *groans* And i earned the least yesternight because it closed so frikkin early!

First day of work for Jasmine. Haha. Good that i have 1 more company. Though i practically know most of the staff there already. The security guys love disturbing me..haha..a bunch of quirky people. *grins* They wanna go DblO tonight?? Oh fcuk..leave me out, have got a biz mgmt test tmr and econs test next Tues. Pity me.

Rel gave us more lessons on drink concoctions and prices. Maybe i can be a bartender next time. Hoho!

Peng -> my chinese sucks...i know i know...haha..not only that, i look like shtye in the pics!! =p

Lay Leng -> Haha..boyish cute. But not that handsome right! Cannot tell he's almost 30!

Pairs

Told Lesley i'm going lingerie shopping with Pauline and she said i only have a pair of boobs. *faints* I know what is Naz gonna think about this. Haha. "Speak to my hands."

Changed my Square-Cut from Eve (straight) to Marissa (bootcut). Never satisfied with whichever piece i have. The wash all seems weird. No wonder they sell spoilt pieces, ten bucks cheaper. No, Woman got me the $139.50 one. Haha. Anyway, on his birthday, there'll be 25% discount. Was thinking of getting the silver label pair. *grins*

Material wants...sigh...

Christie Stubbins (my sec1 bestie) will be back from Brisbane on the 20th November. That's like so very soon!!! I'm kinda excited, except my exams wont be over by then. *sulks* Following that is Cheryl (my bestie) coming back from Melbourne on the 25th November. My hols're packed..Haha..i've to fit in so many people! Zihui & Eunice, you have priority! =)

Below're the wedding photos for last Sunday. My cousin Alan looks so young still lar!! You have to agree with me that his bride is VERY pretty. =) Enjoy.

Naz -> Haha, thought somebody dont like the Sun?? Okie..you say one huh! 2nd week of Decembe, you go Sentosa with me and Shuyun. Haha, dont u dare turn us down. Well, Giordano calls it crew-cut mah! Heee...my money's hard-earned okie!!! Before u sleep, remember to think of me on wed, fri and sat! Haha..gotta save the bulk of them! Mum's hot of my heels! =/ She say wanna spend then might as well dont work in the first place. Haha..

Wedding Photo 1

Wedding Photos 2

Wedding Photos 3

Wedding Photos 4

The groom (my cousin Alan) and Dadee

Newly weds making their rounds

Dadee & Mummy

Happy people drinking

The Toast

Emily sis with Dadee (behind's the groom's Mum)

Me with Jealous Dad

Dadee in the middle with my uncles/his brothers

emily sis/yunhao

zhu hong lou??

finally going home..that's mum telling dadee to turn right

Covered

Was cloudy in the morning when i wanted to go Sentosa with Shuyun. Now, its frikkin bright and sunny. *curses*

Once again, he's come and gone. And i'm neglected again. Shant elaborate.

Suddenly, i just wished that all my friends're doing well and good. Even those that i have yet to keep in touch with. Or those that i've argued with ages ago. That includes Samantha and Hui Zhen.

Got a wedding dinner later at Suntec. My jockey cousin, Alan's. Think lotsa big shots'll be there. Oh, his bride is rather pretty. =)

Sweet Dreams're made of these

Manicure for me and Pedicure for Lesley. Hers was beautiful while mine was destroyed in less in 10mins after the completion. Talk about being gentle, not with me! Ha! Caught up with Sinyin while Lesley had her hair done. Oh my goodness..this girl can really pamper herself. Pedicure, hair-cut and 3 extra ear-holes. O_o Still, i love her! *grins*

Shopped at Levis for the longest time period with Chris. All just for my Square-Cut. He finally got me my birthday present. He paid 2/3 the price for me. Thank you very much, i love it and will definitely treasure it. =) Dearest woman is leaving for Brunei in a matter of 29 hours. I'll be short of a shopping partner for 2 weeks. *pouts*

Anyway, ZOUK was alright yesterday. There was a event and i saw this cute actor called Randall or something. Will post up his exclusive pic one day. No one i know in particular for the night, boring. Except his crazy gay guy was grinding his stoopid groin on my left thigh. *curses* I'm sorry i cant club during working hours. No! Fcuk! Dont touch me!! So glad Jasmine is starting work with me next week, except she'll be IN the bar and i'll be OUTside the bar. Haha. Congrats on the job, dont say i didnt tell ya: its tiring!

Bell -> U disgustin lar! hahaha...but i'll only let YOU touch me. =p

Peng -> haha..my face condition got worst. Maybe wont see me on teevee liao. haha..stupid late-nights.

Rain.No cab. NEL

The drank man blardy PEE at the bar table. What's wrong with him man!! O_o Called the security and pulled him out.

Then there was the usual fights and all behind. As we ate our supper and had our break, we all watched the "show". Someone asked if we bought tickets for the "screening" of the fight. Haha.

Caught up with Nigel, Amanda, Marcus, Chris, Crystal and some of the regulars. Saw Ann Kok too. And squirtz!!! Thanks for the lychee martini!! Hee, really nice of you. =)) *grins* I tried watermelon martini after work and i think it doesnt taste as good. Lit up many many Lambos yesternight..couldnt aim the milk into the glass well. Think i better stick to taking orders. I can't even clear the glasses and jugs like a good waiteress. Ha!

Not to say, Mambo Night was awesome!! Except DJs play the same songs every wednesdays. Kinda borin'..but I wanna club!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kanna touched again.. *curses* Not boobs and butt lar..

Sisters (Emily.Sha.Eliza)

Love ma Dadee!!

Family @ Marche