Home-made chilli

MILLIONS by Danny Boyle is really a good movie. Rented. =)

Anyhow, i got 3 for 2 books at Borders today. Surprisingly, Chris bought a short novel to read. Someone got posted to OCS and is on cloud nine. Haha, i am too. Because he shares his goodies with me. Parfum!! CD!!! Aww...sucha great woman buddy!! *grins*

After entering the 4th MANGO boutique in town with woman, i finally found size 32 for this black classic pants. O_o My first decent beyond decent bottom i guess.

Shop shop shop!! Cannot stop stop stop!!

Im actually gonna spend my Sunday on some Econs and IBM work. And yes, reading South of the border, West of the Sun. Actually, im already 1/2 through my new novel! =)) My whole mind is filled with shoppin and more shoppin..i needa bite myself.

Prehistoric Nana Banana

Xiangjing:
har? really? no KIDDING! so ur birthday past le la!?! oh my! am living in prehistoric times! happy belated by 1 wk birthday!

03:59:49pm
29-07-2005

Seriously darlin..you blardy banana..you forgot my birthday! 1 BONUS point for being the only who forgot. Bleagh...you owe me BIG TIME, miss pretty dinosaur. *grins* Meet out soon next week yea, you're forever busy. Hoho!

On a lighter note, there's a rumour gg around in class that me and Pauline are tgt. Haha, delirious lar! So this guy asked for our contacts and such. My my, some dumb lesbian show we're gonna put up. *cheeky*

I might be trading in my Nokia 6170 for Nokia 6680 or 6681. Comments anybody??

Phuture

It's finally pass midweek. Not that its a bad week but i want weekend to come so i can see my dirtyboy!! Oh, Bras Basah is quite some place to be at huh. Bought my Mullins (Mgmt & Orgn) book at a way below 2nd hand price! Cheap cheap!! *grins*

Pauline and I walked all the way from Clarke Quay station to Bras Basah!! Unbelievable..

But i had McWings extra value meal for lunch, so i guess some was burnt off. Calories totally hit the ceiling!

Had wanted to check out Club Momo but since its our 1st time there, we're not too sure about many things. My cab fare was $2.60 from Clarke Quay station. Haha. Cabbed down to Dlb O and got bounced by the blardy door biatch as usual. Hee..glad my age doesnt start with a TWO yet. Thats all i can say. =) Ended up at Zouk/Phuture. Oh, lychee martini is really good. Because i hate the effect that drinks've on me, that one was kinda yummy.

Moosik for Mambo Night got me standing like a dumb-fool on the dancefloor as usual. Haha..how to dance to oldies?? Seeing some idiots dance entertained me and Liyu for awhile though. Hoho! Phuture's moosik was so much better after 1.30am. Met Aurelia darling as usual. Sweet. =)

Seriously, the amount of guys that tried to hit on Liyu is 1 *beep* 2. Ooops. I really hated that JW look-a-like. Haha. But dont worry girl, i wasnt pissed. I was pretending but i really irritated with him at the same time. He's not even fcuking cute? Gross... Then Beng had to take care and company me while JW look-a-like stole you away. He's really one nice "uncle" lar. Haha. Gentleman. =) He paid for everything??? Haha..chicken congee was so delicious.

Saw a terrible accident on CTE when i was gg home. My goodness...it was a wreckage!!! *freaks out* Some young male driver was sitting on the curb..drink-drive kills!!

Cant believe i danced for 4 hours. By the time i got home, Maid was awake already. Then of course i slept like a log till 1pm. No class today, time to get some work done then.

Liyu -> haha..finally u wanna club lar. Get ur arse on the dance floor! Rah..haha..love u tooooooo!! *muacks* Seriously, the drive to club is declining. *grins*

Boutique of the month-Forever21

Was Lesley's treat on Monday; the sizzling butter, corn, rice, pepper and steak went together pretty well. If you're in for some fast food, yet sick of Yoshinoya, i'd recommend Pepper Lunch. I give them 4 spoons! =)

And so it was Cafe Cartel for dinner with Jenalyn, Amber and Faith. Thanks for the belated. Haha. Secondary school friends rock my socks!! Okie, im gonna advertise for Jen darling. Check out her lil' online biz at Yahoo Auctions: here

As for today, i found a pretty halter sun dress (kinda African-like in design) at Forever21. I adore the clothes they offer there!! Or rather, i always happen to go at the right time and pick out nice outfits. *grins*

And for now, more photos to entertain my blog readers: here

Liyu -> hee...i so bet JW's cute lar. *shudders* haha..miss u darling..when will we get to meet again??

Melly -> Breasties sound haha..but anyhow, still cannot forget what u did for me on Saturday. Please meet up soon kay!! I want my square-cut jeans!! Hoho!! Stupid shit, i cannot stop buying belts you know! Args! And guess what?? I saw Miss Adeline Low in her old pokpok car today!! She even smiled and waved..haha *shocked* take care babe.. =))

3 cakes this year! (read: fatness)

Here's a big thank you for those who've touched me in a way or another on my special day:

God - for seeing me through another trying year.

Family - for giving me everything i want and loving me. but i really hated the arguments and tears. haha.

Cousin Meng and Amy - thanks for remembering. haha..looking fwd to more family gatherings!

Dirtyboy - for making me feel so loved and fortunate. thanks for the flowers baby. I love u.

Cheryl - for remembering my bday although u're all the way down under. really miss u.

Melissa (and ur Shawn) - for being sucha good girlfriend. i love u so much darling, wouldnt have gone through many things if not for you standing by me. and for the delicious cake and loud helium BALLOON! you remembered my fav flower's the sunflower!! Breasties forever!! *hugs and kisses*

Liyu/Jinsheng, Esther, Sheryldine, Sinyin/Jeje - for spending that few mins with me. i love you all. SOUL rocks!!

Faith - for the blessing and greetings every year, for the 13 years friendship. i love u too. =)

Edward - for everything u've done for me. you know i love you too. thanks for gracing the occasion yesternight, cake and gift're precious. but you're even more precious than any of those. Hee.

Shuming - thanks for coming down all the way and spending my birthday with me a gardens and glasshouse. handmade card by you touched me..its so pretty!! Not to mention the funky tee! always enjoyed your comoany. so there! =p

Luke - for the bracelet and for trying to entertain me while i got worried over dinner arrangement. Haha..you lucky boy!! dont sue me for being a bad host. i promise i'll not neglect the other table again. *grins*

Chris - thanks for rushing down to celebrate my bday. haha..idiot...come so late...rah!! *hits u hard*

Jasmine - xcrush!!! hahaha...you corny little shit!! how's ur swollen breasts??? *oops* haha..thanks for the gift..most appropiate i swear!! haha..without u at the dinner, it would've been a -ve difference. thanks for coming dear.

Grace - stick woman...eat more. you didnt finish ur seafood platter! haha..thanks for the bikini..its brown..totally my type of design and everything. thanks for coming..i can never thank you enough for the friendship. hee..neighbour!!! =p

Angela & Jason - love the bracelet and thanks for the precious cake. was yummy!! =)) thanks also for coming..really sorry i couldnt interact with u guys more. sigh..lousy sitting arrangement aint it. anyways, love u!!!

Jennifer, Lena, Denise, Lesley, Zihui, Charlotte, Laypeng, Yunhao, Kimmy, Ross, Zhiqiang, Jian Yuan, Jiesheng, Bernard, Ivan, Keegan, Penny, Layleng, Rushdy, Aurelia, Amanda, Tirene, Gracie and Shuyun. Thanks for smsing to wish me, for calling and for posting on ur blog wishes. Love you guys plenty!! *hugs*

Its just a plus one to 18...but yes, its a frikkin big deal! Of course it is. Hoho! A big and sincere thank you to you all again, without you all, it wouldnt have been as joyous as it was suppose to be. At first, i was apprehensive about celebrating because its really just another day. But looking back now, i cherish the memories more than anything else. The pictures are here.

19 is prime

I saw TONG XIN YUAN 2 casts at New York Skin Solutions this morning when i went there for my appointment. Haha..now i know the storyline!! *grins*

IBM class was boring as usual. Brunei guy spoke to me! Haha..love his thick american accent! He's uber cute!! Even the lecturers love him! Except..maybe he smokes too much. O_o

Mom bought me a durian cake (gave a 1/4 to neighbour) and paid for the family dinner at some seafood restaurant. Although im prone to getting rashes, i absolutely enjoyed the black pepper crab. What i hated most was the sharks' fin. I ate like 1/2 a bowl and lil sister had FOUR bowls!!! *faints* Ew..totally not my kinda food. A pity elder sis is away at NTU's hall camp. Rah. Service at the restaurant was uber good. Haha..they kept replacing my plate and went to the extent of handing me a BOX of tissue paper to clean up my disgusting mess (read: im a messy eater). Maybe for the first time in my life, i saw many many stonefishes and ulcer-look-alike mouth of many HUGE fishes. Dad was having fun with my camera phone. Haha..i guess he nearly fell asleep during dinner. Fatigue. =p

And every year, God-ma gives me a red-packet. Tradition. Sigh, i miss my Papa...if only he lived to see me turn 19. =(

Shuming and Edward was with me between the transition of "18 and 19 year old Shanice". Simply adore their company. We can laugh and talk about anything under the sun at almost the same frequency. Photo-taking, thats what me and Shu's good at. Wahaha..the waitress at BrownBox wished me happy birthday too!! =)) So now you know where i was at midnight-serangoon gardens with 2 of my bestest buddies from college!

Jenn darling, thanks for calling. Always preferred some personal touch. Cause you're the only one who called me actually. Haha. And Tirene who dedicated a blog post to me. Love you darling, please try to make it tmr. Wont be complete without you. =))

And so, its 7pm dinner at glasshouse-Fish&Co in a couple of good old hours.

Shall rest now so i can combat my flu, cough and asthma. And pray my dirtyboy feels better. *pouts*

Happy Racial Day :)

I told my maid i dont want milk this morning. Still, she made a cup at 10am. When i woke up at 12pm, its already cold. She still bring into the studyroom for me. I'm frustrated. She doesnt LISTEN..what Mom said is frikkin true.

We dont ill-treat her you know. Neither is there a language barrier.

Yesternight when my neighbour's boy came over, my maid gave him a knife to play with. Fcuk..got problem a not?? A 4 year-old compared to a 22 year-old..is she using her frikkin common sense??? 2 nights ago, she watched the boy take something in the fridge, allowed him to take a bite and put it back. Where's the hygiene man! Made me so angry..she's lucky all 3 of us have grown up. Cause im really not sure if i wanna grow up playin with knives and drinking cold beaveages early in the morning.

I want Lilibeth back!!!!!

I'm sick..sigh..fever, cough, sore throat, flu..and my baby's sick too. I reaslied we're always sick at the same time. O_o Which is smth not meant to be good...hur

July sucks

What exactly does "keep in touch" mean to us? Well, basically it has evolved from some kind of meet-up-soon-again to i-have-ur-hp-number-and-thats-good-enough-already for me to contact you when time arises. What to do, we grow up, lead our own lives and old friends are replaced by new friends. *shrugs*

Yesternight's biz discussion with the woman was boring. Mom was msging me throughout, asking me what she and Dadee was talking about, yadayada. The thing's that Dadee was afraid the pretty woman might con him etc etc and cost him to lose his entire fortune. *faints* I thought it was really dumb for me to tag along and discuss the marketing/diversifying stuff with them. Well, at least Mom can take a breather now. Wasted evening.

Who wants free supply of beancurd (other than Kimmy and Edward)?? Haha, marry me then. =p No, im not trying to sell myself. Hurhurhur.

Dadee have this little round thing on his tummy. Supposely a operation's needed to remove it. Heard that TTSH didnt allow him to downgrade from classA to a lower class ward. Ridiculous. Rich doesnt mean the govt can anyhow suck our money right? Its equally as hard-earned. And pls..we're only average..far from rich. Rich's a relative term. Rah.

Anyways, my interesting Economics teacher Sandra said my name's very new age and nice-sounding, thus, my name will be firmly rooted in her head. *SHIT* She even remembered where i sat for last lecture and tutorial!! Unbelievable.. O_o

So, im down with flu and a sore throat..Kept me up the entire night at frequent intervals.

July's a bad month. *curses*

Fed-Up not Fed-Ex

Was trying to converse in mandarin with my parents yesternight and Mom looked so aggitated. She was wondering what kinda native language i was blubbering. My my, is my chinese that bad?? Not bad right..i did passed my AO mother tongue oral!

And so Mom has ordered me to company Dadee for dinner with some hot woman (must be some biz dinner as usual) tonight. And i am to play Dadee's "girlfriend" and assume that Mom's dead. *faints* Mom, im sure you can come up with a better storyline or smth. O_o Dadee's afraid the woman might drug his drink and scoot him away. Wahaha..hilarious! But my Dadee really does've the charm (at his age). =b

Last night dinner was another beancurd testing session. Save me..................

Mom say the car has to go through 3 bidding...then we call up another agent. She said 6 bidding. Oh my goodness??

Seems like im having some form of rash on my neckline and moustache area. Ew..

Anyway, i really cant think of any stimulating post to write on (as if any had been). Huge expression and grammer problems after 7 mth of no-schooling.

Anal...im beginning to have a problem deciding what to wear for school.

Army steals our men!!

Time spent with my baby was more precious than water...no kidding! 10080 mins per week and i only get to see him for 120mins. I want attention from someone i love. (Isnt that what most of us want?) Im afraid i might be falling for him..yea yea..after like what..close to 3 years of courtship. Realisation.

Found my Condo card today. Finally. So, the car issue - I dont wanna learn driving!! But wont it be cool to pick you girls/guys when we go on dates?? Haha..i know you cannot wait darling Zihui!! Was just thinking about my clubbing needs (for now, im sick of clubbing), Mom'll need the car too because her night life is more "heong" than mines. Hoho! *grins* And thinking about the amount of cars that'll start horning at me, totally makes me shudder.

Luke and I pooled in some money for Darling Tirene and Tisha's 20th birthday present. Of course, its a small gift from the girlfriends too. =)) Yummy eh! Must thank Chris my woman for carrying my shopping bags again..weekends come and go..frikkin routined. Bought new clothes again..my older sis Emily picked up some tabs..wee...

NKF caught in toiletbowl mess

Im in the risk of sounding incredibly stupid, but, i still dont get all the terms..hard-disk..combo..what shits man. Haha..Liyu darling's as blur as i am yesterday at Funan when we were notebook hunting. *grins* I must thank Edward for trying to explain stuff to me. Haha.

Pretty much decided on an ibookG4. Basic usage. Anything above simple is confusion to me.

Mom's gonna purchase a new car soon. Dumb investment. Parents hardly ferry me around anyway. In fact, she wants me to drive her around in it. *No way!!!* It's pointless buying so many cars. Dont ask me to learn driving..i'll prolly bang every single car i see on the road. X_x

Off to Esther's place for yummy lunch made by her Mummy!

Oh frikking shit..my cab fare mounted up to $19 that day. Damn the jam!!!! *curses*

Headache

Dodo wants to make Dadee's company their partner. And seems like he's scooting off to HongKong for the foodfair. It's gonna attract lotsa trade buyers!!! Sigh, just dont fly off on my bday. *fingers crossed*

Finished reading Kafka on the Shore. Next up should be The Ha-Ha (:

Was deciding between an iriver and ipod. Until Wyn told me that iriver lags. O_o Laptop/notebook hunting with Liyu darling tmr.

My head feels heavy...!!!

I pray for you..miss you baby..

princesses - (me:draco, tirene:hammi, gracie:muddercow, shuyun:duckie) missing is xiangjing:banana

while waitin for reney

animal farm :)

duckie.muddercow

hammi.draco

dimpled gracie.silly sha

shuyun.tirene

me.gracie.shu's body

Desperate Houswives -over and out-

Got mistaken by some Apple staff for vjc girl. O_o

Still, i hope to get an ibook and ipod sometime.

Lunch and dinner were companied by Lesley and Liyu. "L"s..both my darlings. =)

As usual, Liyu was "something something something"ing away before dinner at NYDC. Haha..I guess im used to the special way we communicate and i love her all the same. =) That waitor was like super nice and all, but we kinda confused that poor guy. Haha..someone claimed that her chests' more real than mine over lunch!!! *gasps* Fine..hoho! =p Come to my school Lesley!! PS: ur dog's a killer!!! Ahhh..traumatised.

Check out the Starbucks (wheelock) guy. Hot hot hot!!! He helped me with that cup of hot cocoa which was overflowing because there's no way i'll make it to the seats outside. Sweet!! Think Beng's like so funny. Sociable..not too bad. Not any of our type though. You've got to admit that girlie. *grins*

Sociology aint the subject of my type. Patricia (my lecturer) was saying smth about standing/singing a song to the class should anyone fall asleep. Fcuk..grow up..we aint college kids anymore. Get real. I swear i'd have walked out of class. *curses*

Anal..i dont get it!! Why's everything so confusing?? Rah.

Party party Party

I think my blog's so screwed up. Esp the comments icon. Rah, can't be bothered. And im definitely lagging when it comes to reading ur tags because HALOSCAN doesnt show the right number on my pc!! *groans*

Ok. Breathe.

Went to - mother's wake yesterday with a couple of other friends. I dont really know what to say except to stay strong as she moves on to a better place (Heaven). We'll always be here. Memories of my Papa always flood back..and i think i'm still learning how to cope with the loss. God bless her family..

Risque @ Indochine was awesome! Except when linkinpark, eminem and shrek soundtrack blast the entire place. O_o Haha. Manage to see Wyn, Aurelia, Amanda, Audrey, Michelle, Natalie, Sashi, Lester, Wesley and some others whose name i cannot remember on the spot. Melissa and Shawn were great company as well..love you so much darling!! =) I think i might just be really sick of clubbing these days, moosik's the same everywhere. HipHop/R&B i'm referring to. Same routine, repetition of club beats, drinks, sleepiness and crowd.

Alright, shoot me in the head.

I give myself problems when there isnt really one actually. Why am i always like that. *curses*

Shanice.sMelly.Shawn 

smth's wrong with shawn's eye!! 

Post-Party 

Sneaky Shawn :) 

SPG attack!

Never've i imagined to bump into SPG. I did, yesternight when i was walking along the long corridoors of Citylink Mall. PLMGS prefect memories flooded me...ew..."you button up! if not i'll unbutton another button for you". "alright..im fine with 2 buttons down...its warm!". Go do some speculation. Hoho!
O_o

Congrats to London. Of all contenders.. =)

Dinner at Chinatown again, this time it was w/o my toufu with tons of chilli!! *spicy*

School's alright. Made many friends, none in which i feel really "close" with. All very platonic kinda friendship. I'm 'in love' with my tomboyish economics teacher. *gasps* She's very interesting and definitely the only lecturer who interacts with her students. =)

Its weird eh...so many people visited my blog yet none tags me...except darling Dine. =) Thanks for leaving ur footprints. Maybe its better if nobody comes by anymore. Then i'll be "more free" in my penning down my thoughts. Wish i write in my personal diary more often though.

I'm utterly confused now. Anal...

Is everything really going down the drain?
Why do i feel a strain in the relationship?
Faith's gone. Maybe Hope's still there.

Honesty

Its been a long time since i'd trouble getting out of bed. Today was mere torture.

Last day of work was alright..in fact, i had staff discount for my hot chocolate at the Cafe. =) Working with Dom and Library@Orchard was a pleasure!

Met woman in town for some shopping and food. Tired. My weekend's burnt just like this. *grunts* Next week is 2nd week of school already.

Honesty: I think i'm having a huge problem with that recently. Dont wanna go too much into details but i really hope to get this shit outta my head. What is it am i trying to hide? What is it am i scared of? Why must i lie or why do i think of doing/saying something dishonest? I always try hard not to be a hypocrite, ended up one though. Sinful. Really unhealthy. I'm gonna try stop myself from:

1) trying to lie
2) misleading others
3) lying
4) cheating on whatever/whoever
5) be as truthful as i can be
4) hiding from God-knows-what

And in case none of these works, i'll just say in advance that white lies aint counted. See? I'm already lowering the standards of my moral values. Oh..hate myself..i really do sometimes. Do i need help? *combs through self-help section* :l

Library @ Orchard

Risque @ Indochine on 8th July. Who's interested!! Let me know yea..pre-sale tix with me! =)

Rah..work at orchard library was tough shit. Standing ard for 8 hours aint good. Got pretty restless, thank goodness i have Dom with me. Totally entertained by this 35 year old. But believe me, he looks 26. Hurhurhur. Plus i saw Allan Wu...hot hot hot..frikkin gorgeous!! *grins* 1 more day to endure..my weekend's burnt just like this. *curses* No sentosa and shopping..torture! O_o

My leg was aching left right after work. No more heels. Rah. Had late dinner with Chris. He couldnt stop drinking and i couldnt stop eating. Haha. This woman's a nice fella lar.. =p (to chris: dont say i treat u badly..muahaha)

Stop dating me for next week. Booked. Dumb-dumb..forgot what i wanted to blog on initially?? Grr..and stop staring at my right cheek..i know there's a very sexy acne there. =/

Down with SBS

I spent a great deal of time with Esther laughing at my biz & mgmt lecturer. The pronunciation of "very" which became "werli" after peppering it with a desh of indian accent. Muahaha. Cheapchill.

Girls (attention pls!!), presenting you my lastest discovery: Suntec City's La SENZA!! A wide range of bright coloured lingerie for you to choose. And the prices are reasonable i promise. Haha. Oh my my..esp the strapless bras?? They have this special material sewn-on so that it doesnt slip off! Sounds good?? Haha..say goodbye to Hollywood tapes! *grins*

So, my students' pass has finally expired. And SBS decided to jack up the bus/train fare with effect from today. Can u imagine a bowl of noodles cost 5cents in the 1970s and 50cents in the 1990s? You get what im trying to imply then. I wanna be a student all over again...transportation benefits. Just aint nice getting my Dadee to fetch me all over the place. =(

Since im trying to save, cabbing isnt an option either. This sucks. I even saw this pretty $45 FNT haltor top. But since i've decided to save, i shall not lust after it. *pouts* I want my DKNY Be-delicious parfum too. *groans*

Why am i so materialistic. Money's evil.

Spoonful of thoughts

Happy 19th Birthday darling Liyu. *muacks* i wish nothing but the best, health and happiness for you. Love you so much girlie. =) Till we meet next thurs yea..tanning!

Sometimes, i cannot help by wonder how would it be like to have you, you, you and you for a boyfriend. Yea, continuing dreaming Ms Shanice. Whats the use of thinking or daydreaming about something that is close to non-existence? *shrugs* But we humans still do that regardless. Many mistakes're made in this life of mine...education, relationship, food, shopping, whatever..but its just pointless..Rah..frustrations.

I worry about alot of things. But most of the time i'll brush them off because i cannot deal with it. And when will i be brave enough to face all these, that i dont have the answer. I need strength from God. Yes, im weak. I need a pillar to lean on. So what? Dont tell me you're God. *smirks*

Why're there expiry dates and dead-lines. I loathe them all.