off day

Tired. You're irreplaceable.. =))

Finally got the letter and present from Cheryl. Sheesh, im like uber guilty now. Kinda misunderstood my dearest best friend. =/ If you do read my blog girl at Melbourne, which i doubt so because of ur busy schedule, just want to let you know that no matter what, our friendship will last our lifetime. Without you, a huge part of my world would have collapsed. I'm missing you too. Can i just say im sorry Cheryl..for not being sensitive enuff, i overlooked on so many aspect of ur emotions as well..yes. Let's make it work, this time, things WILL change.

Thank you Melissa for standing by me. I guess only told you what happened. I cant blame her all the time. I hope i wont be heart-broken anymore. But if i do falter, i know you're beside me like another best friend. =)) Sorry for my outburst on phone the other day. Crying and sobbing like some freaking idiot. Haha. Let's club this weekend or next wednesday. Wanna tann this sunday?? I mean if you can tann..haha..

Liyu dear, she stands up for me. And i love her for that. Although we go crazy together half the time, we really enjoy each other's company and always stood by each other. =) Shopping has become our greatest hobby. Yes, we share to many similar clothes. Hee..

Woman, you're a really awesome friend. Last time, my impression was that you were stuck-up and all. Then i came to know you better, only at the last stage of our college days. Haha. You're entering NS soon, just remember to pass me all ur possessions. *punches* Will help you utilise em to the fullest in the mean time. *grins* No more good food for you..too bad!! =p

You're right, no matter what, God loves me. =)) Dave, this weekend perhaps. Kinda groggy these days.

What goes around comes around..

30 taxpayers

30 taxpayers. I cannot stand it. All the cheena uncles. Fug, got tongue-twisted tryin to communicate with them!! All were nice, esp that auntie who said im sweet, the uncle who told me the 2 TPO fellas should be fired and the pregnant mother who complimented me. Haha..in the frontline service, these mean a lot to me. *grins* Im a good officer!! Rah!! =))

Lunch was crazy!! Lynn and I shopped at Wisma and got our ToriQ lunch. *sups* Saw many cute guys today. Haha. Like finally im getting my eyes tuned to noticing guys. -_o But i wont stop looking at girls. =b
On my way home, this ah_beng was blasting his MP3 so loud i wanna smack his freaking face. Everyone was annoyed..so was his gf. But he proudly exclaimed that there's nothing wrong with listening to music. Yea, sure. You arsehole, so considerate lar. I hate those neighbourhood freaks. Youngsters have a lot of growing up to do. Esp the ah_bengs with dyed hair, fair face, speaks cheena and carrying a blasting MP3 player around. Im discriminating them..but so what? They dont deserved to be praised..duh..There are many other inconsiderate and rude singaporeans around..sometimes i REALLY wonder if we even live up to the expectations and praises. I'll only admit to littering sometimes.When a dustbin is like really out of sight (E.g.funfair).

Totally twisted..glad i applied for leave tmr. Yay!! He's returnin this evening!! *smiles*

EFSC

Served 25 taxpayers at EFSC today. All were nice. In fact, very friendly and smiley to me. =)) But was tired and time passed real slow..and i suspect 1 of extra-martial-affair. Sheesh. Okies, i better shaddup.

Lynn cracks me up all the time. She loves saying "spas/spastic". And i enjoy saying she's full of "nonsense". Also, chicken bones were showered all over her at KFC. Haha. -oops- Rahh...hell of a girl!! More people that i can connect and have fun with. =)) In fact, im good with everyone..except this one person.

I'm gonna commit myself to 50 situps every night before i turn in. No more regular gym visits with Chris and Tirene, bad for my figure. Haha. And i just gotta club this wednesday or weekend. Can't stand it!!

Dumb-dumb

sentosa with mel

Sentosa was great!! Sun was mighty mighty!! Except after 3hours, it kinda rained. *pouts* Melissa and I had so much fun crapping around and just chilling out. The whole tanjong beach "find-the-new-bar" adventure. =p Ice-cream was indeed sinful and that whole Chinatown meal. Woah... =))

Think i was too skimpily dressed (tube and shorts for ur info)..ended up with many stares. Some guy wolf-whistled me at my neighbourhood. Ews. Remind me to cover up, winter clothes'll help.

Went to Chomps with my family after dinner. Imagine more food in my stomach. Stingray, bbq sotong, hokkien mee, sugarcane juice..gosh..im officially 1 month pregnant. Haha.

Was a great weekend. Awesome tann and great company from my darling baby Melissa!! =)) Let's do it sometime again sweets! Love ya!

7 taxpayers

Chinablack again..but arrived there pretty 'late'. Supposed to meet Aurelia dear but couldnt find her..left my hp at the counter so couldnt contact her. Spotted her but didnt go over..haha..and i saw many other friends. And sheesh..Daryl. Crowd wasnt that good. I swear we have to meet up the next time my dear Aurelia!! =)) Can't wait to see that sizzling hot girl! Im addicted to clubbing.. *shakes head*

Sentosa tmr with Melissa dear. Havent seen her for some time. Got so much to whine to you about..esp bout Cheryl Song. Rah!

Work was definitely scary today. I served 7 taxpayers. All walks of life and all the weird status. Haha..cannot disclose much. So..yea, cant wait to serve more! =))

Mustafa next week my dear Liyu?? I want my Man & Boy back..haha..sorry, keep hounding u for it..By the way, Im falling in love with Middlesex. Its a fabulous book. =)

gd fri eve

I was greeted by bad haze/smoke the moment i woke up. How unhealthy.

Glad there's no work till Saturday-which is definitely gonna be real challengin and scary, serving taxpayers at the frontline. There're so many stuff to memorise and the terms aint exactly simple. Luckily i had Economics background, helps a little. Haha..Lynn is the hungry dinosaur in my group..she can really make me laugh, full of nonsense girl. Tirene was way quiet today. And i cant stop twisting around in my chair. Rah, was bored during the training so our notes're filled with doodles, scribbles and hairy sheeps. =p

Am on a major diet, but my tummy's not flat at all. In fact, its bloated with air. *doink* Or blood? Shrugs. I have like 2 more university application to finalise..so lazy to do them. Its frustrating and troublesome!

Keep seeing Linderr on the TV..hope she wins Ms Singapore Universe 05. Easy to spot her, the only gorgeous malay there. =)) PLMGS girls rock!! Oh, our air-conditioned hall has been pulled down. So is the staffroom/computer lab/library block. *heart sinks*

A couple of nights ago, before i turned in, i missed Edward suddenly. Dropped him a msg and yea, he replied today. But it was a mass sms reply. Rah.. =) I'll keep him as a friend close to my heart although things didnt quite work out. Next, i dont know where Xiangjing disappeared to. We're all here to be with you, dont know why are u isolating urself. It's been a month plus since i last heard from you? Let me know if you're alright my dear girl..please.

Stoooopid! I realised many of my relationships dont work out or worked out halfway because of me. Always me. Rah..do i seriously have a major problem?? I suspect so. And Terence, if u ever read my blog, just stop asking me out. I dont wanna date anymore alrights. Quit it!!! RAHHHHHH..I rather stay as friends, in that way, things remain nice and good.

Just wanna read my novel this weekend and get a tann. Shhitty..im uber fair! Nuff of shopping, till my next payday. Im gonna dye my hair with Shuyun next month! =)

clubbing

Work training was alright. Now im the expert in Filing of Income Tax. Haha.

This is indeed the most frustrating day of my life. Seriously, nothing can get worst. Dont even wanna talk bout it. Rah..i just wanna scratch someone's skin, kick the door and punch someone's chest. Bugggger!!!!!

Chinablack was boring to the max. Dumb techno, my stupid skirt, the thing jammed in between my legs, stupid gay crowd dancing "ballet"..ew..but good thang is that everything was free. Okie..entry and housepour was. -_o Wanna go for Nike's hiphop party at Zouk tmr. Forget bout the Chinablack good friday eve party. I've a great feeling it wont be fun. =)

period!!

Cramps suck..i'm dying..legs're duper wobbly..and i can't stop complaining. =/

IRAS training was boring. Reliefs, rebates, taxpayers, e-filing, oath, access card, calculator and all the other crappy stuff. *conked out* Glad to see gwen, yanhui, grace, jasmine, qiuhong, shuyun and many others whose name i cant remember there. But its gonna be hell of a good working experience! =)) Payday on 10th April. Looking fwd already! Besides, its a short-week!

My 3rd trip to SIM. Seriously, i think the 4th trip should settle everything. Im so indecisive, i've already wasted so much time and money travelling to and fro. Just give me a place in the other 3 friggin universities, then i wont have to bother..rah!!!!! Frustrated. PMS. Fug-it.

By the way, Happy 19th Birthday Gracie. =) Sorry i couldnt attend the celebration, im losing too much blood. Can't make it there. Hope u enjoyed urself?? Hee, lub ya plenty! *hugs e cow* I'm the youngest in our clique now. *pouts* Pamper me animals..haha..

town 3 times

I hit town 3 times consecutively. O_o

Got my Ralph Lauren Cool. My 5th parfum. =) Looks nice for display actually. Chris finally got his C K Eternity from me. Haha. Im waitin for my Miami Glow, Woman!

Done with [e] finally. I would say its fabulous for a change. =D Humorous too..Nige the nonsense guy, my fav character in there. =)) Moving on to Geshi before Tirene kills me. Can't wait for Middlesex!

Alrighty, im comtemplating on studying in Melbourne. Really. Or Brisbane. I can board with my friends. Esther, thank u for inspiring me. Haha..not!! Dad's not in favour though. In his opinion, i'll be there to party instead of cramming. He's damn right.

Im feeling duper uncomfortable...rah...hate it...

shopping again

TAY PING HUI was at Wheelock walking around alone late evening!!! Haha..hot hot hot!!!!!!!!! *jaw drops* whats the big deal right..

Tirene (the blur cock) got the wrong Saverea??? Shan't elaborate so much..sheesh, what a huge mess created because of that Bar bar identity crisis. Now we've got 2 jobs on hand..RAH!!! *pokes reney*

Shopping with Chris was cool. Haha..the whole perfume & cologne business..woah..think the Paragon Ralph Laurens promotion's cool. =) Wenta Tangs, saw Jeanali again, she gave me free n****** on top of the ones i bought. Haha. Woman, you shld get one too? *grins*

Couldnt resist it, i got Middlesex. Cant wait to start reading!! Meanwhile, im 1/3 to the end of [e] by Beaumont. No Daryl and Edward..who's gonna intro good books to me..cannot trust other people's taste

tangs' sale!

Darlings of PLMGS, the entire row of science labs and home econs rooms have officially been pulled down. So are the memories gone, well-buried in the mess of smashup. Miss my school.. ='(

The foodfair at Suntec was crazy! Duper crowded, i left the exhibition hall smelling like some fried food. Sheesh.

Meet Liyu dear at town for some shopping. Tangs' having some sales!! Go try those gorgeous lingerie at the Dressing Room. Woah..what a better time to buy them? *grins* Saw Jeanali working there..she was tryin to get me to buy those silicon nipple stuff..haha..think they're a good investment! Tmr last day, i'll be sure to drag my arse down there. Haha. So pretty!!! *gushes*

Another day of shopping with Chris tmr. Haha..thats why i can NOT wait to start work and earn back those money spent!

boring weekend

Out to town (again) O.o

Gotta take those nasty passport size photos. I loathe the lights and the way i turn out on those pic. *shudders* I suck. Its certainly one of the most boring weekend..okie, im exaggerating a lil'

Ta.

really love this pic..no nana though.. 

[e]

Im bored silly!!! Rah!!!

IRAS -filing svs centre next tues. I think the working hours're good (8.30am to 5pm). Really looking forward to it :)

Kinda read 40pages of [e] by Matt Beaumont. Not too bad so far. Still have 2 books to go. Im so gonna buy Middle Sex on my next pay day.

Miss Singapore Universe 2005:
And in no particular order, Rebecca Lim, Linderr Jasni and Lorraine Lam garnered the most number of votes in a SMS voting campaign which started from March 5 and closed last Tuesday (March 15). Ahhh....im so proud of you gurl!!! =)) Have fun out there...i'll be rootin for u sweetie!! =))

Kimmy's birthday is coming. He is a nice boy. (Jesus, cant believe i wrote that..he forced me into it) Haha.

my 'ancient' violins :) 

sentosa

The sun's hothothot today! =)) Went Sentosa with Chris. While he was 'scanning' girls, i caught myself checkin them out as well. -_- Sheesh..haha

Head down to Subway (Cine) for lunch..thanks for the treat mate! =b I like this guy...easy with money. Haha. But i'm definitely not making use of him. Rah...i mean duh! He's Tirene and my woman! Of course, he wenta work at the M1 roadshow. Before that, this model guy blocked my path. I ignored him..so he went to disturb Chris. Ooooo...

Saw those pretty clothes (the sizes more like it) i adored at MANGO. And got something from FOREVER21 as well. Gootness..they have XS as one of their sizes?? So fetch! *grins* New clothes for work next Tues at IRAS! Finally, Im employed. Frictional unemployment just went down by 0.0000001%. Haha.

Current Mood: Euphoria :)

torn down

Another anonymous tag. I do not appreciate it. Leave ur initials, if not, bugger off. RAH.

I saw them tearing down that row of science labs. My heart kinda sank. PLMGS is in a heap of mess. Memories are so gonna be buried in those 'cement and steel'. I'll never forget those crazy practical lessons we had. Stains on the ceiling and side walls..due to the explosion of our test-tubes of course. Yes, those huge test-tubes are very sexual objects in an all-girls school.

Chowiz-system, cafeteria-style canteen, toilet passes, choir practises, prefects meeting, duties in the morning, wah..God knows what else..meet-the-parents, boring lessons, english-in-action every wednesdays..music lessons with the stupid harmonica. Of course, happy stuff are a plenty. =))

Look-up, Lift-up!

SIM

Wenta SIM with Tirene yesterday. Kinda interested in the biz (accountancy) course. However, SMU's got a double degree. And NTU biz fac is better than NUS's. *confused* Apply for all lar. RAH!!

Guess who i met on the bus down to town after that? CLARA LEE!! Oh my goodness...Tirene and I totally jumped!! *excited* Haha..its been so long since i last met her, and darn..she's still calling me Eunice?! *faintz* Eww..no no..i prefer Shanice, thank u. =)

The J.Lo perfume that was launched: Miami Glow. Stupid auntie..she's rude and irritating. I really prefer the opposite sex attending to me. Her service sux..wished i had done more than just shaking my head and dragging Tirene away from the old ugly fugly witch. Ugggghs!!

Movie with family this evening. Was good. =)) I saw Li Nanxiang's wife and that big breasts woman who advertised for some bust thingy at Toa Payoh. She owes a salon there. Ate the entire bowl of macaroni at Macpherson kpt for supper..sheesh..check out my tummy. I'm feeding myself like some caged animal.

I keep forgetting its March Hols already. Its getting hazy and warm huh..Sentosa!!! =))

peanut-butter

I can not stop eating SKIPPY with bread. Stab me pls...rah...

Its just getting easier bummin ard at home.

fugster

Those nasty fugster (im talking bout the ah_bu-nei_neis) can't quit staring at me and my sister at the bus-stop. Seriously, i can only stare at him and give the "shit u arsehole" look. Singapore's no longer safe with those smelly fugs around. Never see girls with breast and nice legs before? Ew...go fug off. I wish i can scoop their eyeballs out. Correction there..i'd rather use a chopstick to dig it out.

Was town for me today. Woke up so late, Sentosa plan was scrapped. Wanted to buy "Middlesex" but i guess clearing my other 3 new books wld be a better idea. I've been putting Socrates Cafe-A fresh taste of philosophy on hold for a long time already. =/

Jobless? Yes...v v v jobless. Cant wait to start school. Oh..you know those bananas with v thick skin?? I absolutely love them. Haha..the thin-skin type cant be peeled properly!! Rah...i hate getting the yellow flesh in my nails. Pay is coming on Tuesday!! *yayness*

the 4 'D's! =p 

5 days passed

5 days just passed?? *incredible* I have no idea how boring it was for me ever since i left SingTel.

Jobless as i am, i bum ard at home reading and reading and eating and eating and watching and watching those dvds. It repeats everyday. From the time i woke up (its usually noon by then) till dinnertime..woah..time can really drag its way around man.

Nope, no dating. Enough of those shitarse crap. I can really keep my mouth shut for the entire day till he calls me or when liyu talks to me or when Chris the woman asks me out to chill. Otherwise, my lips are pressed firmly together for the entire day. I've excluded talking to family members, of course.

I've nothing planned for the weekend. Maybe heading to town for some light shopping and i simply gotta check out J.Lo's Miami Glow!! =) As for Sunday, Sentosa if the mighty sun's out. And thinking of that particular somebody stayin near there makes me..i dont know how it makes me feel. Why does it still bug me till today? *shrugs*

Sighness, i wanna go to NUS biz school..but i cant!!! SMU?? Way outta point. FASS?? Dont think they want me!! Ughs..uber irritated!! Plan my next step and everything'll be fine. Ha.

bout a thousand books we have at home.what u see's e surface. Most're hidden inside.. 

beautifully stacked are the trophies of me and my 2 sisters. =))  

Supermkt

I had a dream..i was taking care of his dog. What does the dream dictionary say bout that??

Run into Mrs Ting at Cold Storage. Why aint she in college? Haha..well, at least i didnt let Mr Hui (sexy butt!!), Mrs Sim (mother sim) or Mrs Ting down for econs. I would say my effort got paid off when i saw my grade. *wide grin*

I took my maid Jac to the supermkt..wow..can you believe it?? Im so bored that i've to buy groceries with her. I wanna start working soon..resting on my arse the entire day is duper shitty! When i saw those wittle children in their plmgs uniform, i just want to start my life from primary 1 again.

I've too many regrets, like why didnt i do this or that. My bad.. =s

Direction-less

Finally finished Man and Boy by Tony Parson. Brillant book..i love it so much. =))

I almost fell into a depresion. I feel insecure bout my future. Suddenly, nobody's holding my hand and directing my next step. It gets depressing when i'm directionless. I'm still so young, only turning 19 this July. Yet, it doesnt seem like i've any specific dreams i want to achieve. It's just way to vague? If we know whats planned out for us since the day we're born, everything might be easier, a whole lot easier. But, it doesnt happen that way.

soul blog up!

S.O.U.L.
hey girlies, we needa get a gorgeous template with birdies and bees and butterflies and rainbows! =))

Just had a talk with my Mum. She fucking made me cry. I know i didnt get As. But so what?? Its my life..why cant she be happy? She made it sound like i cannot make it to university and that my grades're sucha diappointment. Hello?! Its a full-cert alrights?! If everyone work hard and get As, there wouldnt be normal stream or ITEs to begin with. Not everyone's born a scholar or have fantastic results from the day they're born till they rot in the coffin. We're made different..right? I just want her to be proud of me. Even if i were to take a break from studies for a year, i also want her to know i have my own directions in life. Where's the "all i want for my children is that they are healthy and happy". Fuck..i dont need a good education to be successful. My Dad's a PSLE (3 re-exams for ur info) dropout, yet, he still brings home an income higher than most fathers. The only thing im sorry about is when i asked my Mum why bother giving birth to 3 children when she doesnt see the joy of parenting. Im the stupidest of the 3 daughters she had, thats why her expectation of me's so high?? Please, not everyone is born to get straight As okay. I know u mean well, but please, dont make it sound like my life is going to be so pathetic because my grades doesnt seem desirable. For Christ's sake, go to the church or temple or mosque to reflect on YOUR attitude towards ur children too. You keep complaining work's tough and ure doing it for OUR sake. Duh, of coursse we know. We didnt let u down that much did we?? We didnt even grab a parang to kill anyone! Jesus! Just be happy for us Mum..learn from Dad. We DID try our best already. ='(

Thats why im determine to be rich and 'powerful' like my Dad. He's my inspiration. He doesnt stress me out like Mum does. Thats why i feel that he loves me and believes in me more than my other half-parent. Glad i have a God-mother who loves me as much. Sighness, if only Papa was alive..i miss u.

Need God

I think i need God back in my life. For this 22 days at least. I've been drifting and disappointing him over and over again. Asking for forgiveness yet repeatin the same old crap. Im going to Mass. Gotta sort things out, get as much spiritual help as possible. Back to those mission school days-chapel, quiet time, prayers, singspiration. Amen? Amen! Cheryl will be so proud im trying to set my life straight, my holy life. *huge irony in there*

Last day at SingTel

Last day at SingTel. Was suppose to leave on wed, but i rushed through those nasty stacks of registrations and left today. Not point staying since they fired Tirene. I worked there because of her. Oh well, the IRAS and NAC job is awaiting for me. =)

I miss the security guards who smiled at me each morning and when i got off work.
I miss the CJC bung.
I miss the canteen food.
I miss crappin with Liyen, Daphne and Tirene.
I miss the gallon of water at the dispenser which left chlorine lingering in my mouth.
I miss the terrible toilet whereby i slack each day.
I miss picking out great songs on radio with Daphne during those boring hours.
I miss the number pad on the keyboard where my hands where on for 7.5hrs.
I miss loggin off at 5.30pm sharp, i mean v sharp.
No, i dont miss SingTel. But im thankful for the job experience there.

I woke up in the morning feeling empty. I really do. Like nothing to look fwd to. However, i would choose to consider it as a blessing from the day we knew each other. I wouldnt classified it as a mistake knowing you, i dare say i did once enjoyed our many chatting/smsing sessions and being in ur arms. Nothing's eternal, letting go is prolly the best choice.

From today till the 29th, its Singlehood for me. It'll the routine of shopping, reading, open houses and chilling with my friends like there's no tmr. I'll survive well and good. No more guys for now. Deprived? No, not very thank you. =)

Sentosa with Shuyun

The Sun took a long time to come out after the downpour at Sentosa. Shuyun and I had small chats while trying to read our books in peace. Know why? 5 disgusting guys..ew...shant even bother describin what happened? Was indeed sinful sharing a whole spring chicken with her at Sunset Bay..haha..and i had Chicken Croissant and Garlic bread for breakfast! Delifrance rox!! I love my girlie!!! Haha..sorry she was "fossilfied" while waitin for me to arrive. *grins* But hey, i wasnt late!

It dumb trying to salvage situations when everything just topples each time we talk. Yea, prolly everything i did was all on my own accord. Which is like so foolish now because of the attitude he returns me. I do miss him, but it doesnt seem worth it at all. Certain issues are so small, yet, he takes it so seriously. I'm sick of tryin and trying and trying to please him when it doesnt work most of the time. At first, it was a challenge because im always the party being wooed. Me having to woo someone was new and exciting to me. But i think he's friggin petty and hostile to me?? I dont want to be treated like that when i've already done my share. Yea right folks, i should just drop him. I feel like a skeleton in his wardrobe. Part of me wants him, part of me tells me to drop him and move on.

Deprived as i am (of "playing"), i dont think i should keep on with this anymore. Its tiring me out like crazy. It is a pity of course, that we didnt advance. I certainly hope that he changes my mind, but i know its like "dream on sha". Just wondering why am i always in weird relationships. Why am i stuck to a guy who's attached? You bet there's lust, but on top of that, its 2years of nuturing and deep feelings involved. I hate sharing but im not possessive as well. You guys wont understand anyway. So much love to give, but the right person never turns up. Talking bout mutual attraction, there's plenty. Sometimes i joke with my friends that maybe its a better choice if we just shut up and roll in bed. That way, we dont have to argue. Im sick of dating. It doesnt work out. Jumping into bed immediately doesnt work out either. Im v into short-term relationships, but im glad me and that "LT-guy" as u termed, is getting along great for the past 2 years. I wish ours will be something liddat-a mixture of lust and love, but ur tone burst my bubble, like totally. Im just gonna stop inviting myself to ur doorstep. If someone wants me badly (for whatever cause), he should be the one pulling me back. Im always waitin, but nothing happens. Not like i didnt do my share of giving in, apologising, throwin myself at you. Takes 2 hands to clap right?

There's a mixture in the style of my narration. In case u're wondering why's my narration so weird and outta place. Alright then, i shall stop calling u anything. I'll just stop. Just stop. Stop.

Botanic

Woke up at 1130am this morning..thank goodness im off work today. Gonna get fired anyway. Why did they have to outsource?!

Liyu came over my place which after we head off to Botanic Gardens. Wow..what the heck are we doing there right? Haha..her stupid photo shoot..felt like her nanny. But was nice lar..pretty flowers, nature!

Synapse05' was mundane, to me at least..the temporary grounds of PLMGS is duper huge. Didnt finish touring the school, left quite early to meet him. Missed those days whereby i was a perfect and havin so much fun with discipline and the ACS boys. Haha..no, i wasnt one of those despo biatches! As if i need to stoop that low and throw myself at em'.

Swam at his place, showered before headin to Country M at serangoon gardens for dinner. Was happy to see Lisany there! Hugged and congratulated her for the fabulous grades. She got 3rd place. =)) Luke, top scholar as usual, no surprise there (duh). Felt so bad because she was servin us.. =/

Sigh..i am deprived already. Missing someone's usually bittersweet..its a misery most of the time though. Cant wait for 29th to come..rahh..!!!

Pubbing

NewAsiaBar was freaking crowded??Mostly foreigners and mature biz people. No place for 7 of us and thus we headed to IntroBar instead.

That stupid contemporary cocktail-Mango Crush-was so freaking strong?! I got tipsy and heartbeat was crazy! Felt hot like fug too..ughs..i admit i cant drink well, and in fact, i go crazy when im drunk. Best time to trick me into things. Haha. No!

Chilled at Starbucks before heading home. Hee..was a good evening spent with Chris, Shuming, Kenny, Tirene, Liyu and Serene. =)) Think i'll stick to clubbing though..haha..its pointless listening to the shuffle in the bar when there's already music playing right? Yes, so, clubbing's more for me. Yeah!

A-levels

SingTel's retrenching like crazy. Sooner or later, i'll be jobless again. Frictional unemployment..darn! Why did they have to outsource all the way to Malacca?! Luckily i can't finish my work. o_-

Results back. Not too good i must confess. At least it was below my expectations. Mum asked if i wanna pursue studies or get married. Please..her sense of humour's bad at this point of time?! Gees...mum!!!!

The only teacher i thanked was Mrs Sim. =)) She really helped me alot for Economics. Literature was crap..really..and GP..ughs..Maths..haha..okie i guess. Remember not to ask me for my grades. Thank you v much. If i wanna let you know, i would have done so before u came up to me. Current mood: stoned. Thinking of courses available in NUS, NTU, SMU and aboard.

Anyhow, To God Be The Glory!

Results out tmr

I didnt manage to clear the 1140 HI card numbers today. Was practically snacking and chatting with my friends there. Plus, im taking 1/2 day tmr. That means more work next week.

Results tmr, please dont bother asking me how're my grades. Good or bad, praise the Lord. It might get a little depressing from this time onwards till 2.30pm tmr. I've already rented 2 great movies to watch, im guessing insomia will be bad tonight. Shit..see..i need sex to keep me away from depression. Oops..no no..bad joke. -_o

Nervous breakdown. Ughs. Oh yea, done with What Men Think of Sex by Mark Manson. It aint as "safisfying" as the other novels. Still, i've got 4 more new books. Brillant beyond brillant books.. =))

NYDC

NYDC: Fabulous night out with my girls.

Tirene - poor hamster, she was having some sort of gastric which was keeping her away from the fantastic food. But she got better. Craziest girl, she asked all the dumb questions and was hyper-excited the entire evening. Fav line of the evening "how r u all man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Shuyun - this duck, complaining and whinning bout her 1st day at work. Underpaid and undertreated by the darn agency. Her fav line during the date was "dont talk to me". Haha. Hope she'll get a better job soon?
Gracie - Apparently, this cow seemed the most calm. Got interested in the whole car loan thang she explained to me. Hee..Its all work work work and more and more OTs for her. Oh yea, how come u didnt talk about ur crush on some guy? =p Seems like she doesnt have any fav line..more like that 'look' on her face. Haha. Not sure what im talking bout?? Go check out the look on any cow's face. HAHAHA!! oops.. =/
Me - Nothing much, trying hard to listen to Tirene and Shuyun speak at the same time, busy with my digital camera and laughing my arse off stupid sex jokes i told them. Fav line was "i need sex". Hurhs..im naughty naughty!! They aint any better, in fact, they're starting to pick up lame stuff from me. =)

That made up: Deprived shanice, Desperate Tirene, Deflated Grace and Depressed Shuyun. I love my girlies..cant wait to see em on Friday..and yes, the a01 and a04 peeps!!

Pay day!

Shit lar..so much fuggin work..how to finish?? Why they buy so much HI cards?? Huh...why?! *pulls hair* Wah liao..just wanna curse..i'll never finish registering them! Pui lar...ahhh!!!!!

Nuff said bout work. I went to service my Nokia 6170. In less than 3 months, i'v officially spoilt my flip phone. Sheesh..i know i can get violent with things i handle but BUT but..!! I cant think of reasons to defend myself. =/ Okie, i admit to opening it at least 100 times a day. But so what?! It's gonna cost close to $50 for repairing the flip malfunction. I should've lied that i have the warrently card. But i chose to speak the truth instead..costing me a day's pay to service it. Darn..

Yes, finally got my 2nd pay from SingTel. =))

Meet up with the girls from my class for dinner at NYDC today. Was really excited seeing us together again. Those canteen and ohsoboringGPlessons and nonsense of college days..haha..i missed them so much!!! Stupid Xiangjing didnt make it?? She didnt even bother to pick up any of our calls or smses. More updates on that tmr..for now, im dead tired