Because of you

He wants it commited, i want it too. Then why am i entertaining such thoughts. Blardy hell...

Anyway, i've got my hair dyed medium brown blonde for free at the salon. It looks very natural on me..haha..which is what i wanted cause i didnt want it to be too light/bright. Miss G commented something about having mouse hair once in college. Haha, because mouse have brown hair! *gasps*

Spent lotsa time with Lesley darling this week..which was really cool. =) We even got a similar tee-shirt.Haha..wenta Holland Village, Sheryldine's Mum was teasing me (again)..ughs!!! Now nobody can get over what i've done in Primary4. O_o

Tsk!

SAF Changi chalet (sea-view) from Sep30 to Oct04. Who will like to come for some free food?? You're all invited. =) RSVP okie..im expecting close friends to come. Since the place is huge, you can stay over, rooms're big enough..

Lesley -> love ya too girlie..let's shop again when im rich..haha

Char -> you too babe, study hard for Os yea!

Sheryldine -> yar lar..haha..idiot..enuff of the telephone voice msg already lah!! *blushes* hee, im missing you..when're we meeting again? come for my chalet with the girls??

Peng -> haha, where got impressive?? thought it was badly written in a rush. *grins* take care babe, havent seen u for eons =)

Bandwagon pudding

Im the girl who is spoilt a little too much. That girl who refuses to cook or wash the dishes. I'm the girl that failed Home Economics, breaks a needle or two, then failed Design&Technology. The girl who bickers all the time. I'm that girl.

I'm that girl whom you remembered laughing like a hyena. For one reason or none at all. And that girl who cries in the dark, behind her comforter, wetting her pillows and waking to a pair swollen eyes. Crying for her loved one, who is supposedly in Heaven.

I'm that girl you called a bad girlfriend.

I'm the girl who escapes from reality, hoping every ending to be "and they lived happily ever after". I'm the girl who runs fast enough to make guys ashamed of themselves but yet never fast enough to escape from problems. I'm the girl who loves studying and reading but yet loathes examinations.

I'm the girl who never excels in anything but knows a little of all trades.

I'm that girl you call your daughter, your sister, your friend, a bitch, a lover. But also that girl whom lied to you and made you worry. I'm that girl who gossips and curses even when i've made a new year resolution 2005 never to swear again. I'm that girl whom tried to be there for everyone yet never being able to so. I'm that girl who spends too much for my own good, totally unaware that it's every parents hard-earned money. How do you measure rich in exact terms. I'm that girl who is trying hard to save now before the rain comes.

I'm the girl with many secrets.

I'm that girl who fall in love with you. Despite the negative comments i get from others about you being a bad boy. I'm that girl who isnt very good or virtuous either. Yet my silent wish is to get everyone's blessings one day. I'm that girl who want others to see you as i have, the beautiful you. I'm that girl who wants to marry you.

I'm the girl who cut your finger nails, even toe nails.

I'm the girl who broke one too many hearts, yet never being able to make up for it. I'm that girl who is just a girl you'll fake a smile for the sake of being with. I'm the girl who misses you so much but you dont even want to have anything to do with her now. I'm the girl who had so much fun with Bagel and pray silently he still remembers my scent.

I'm that girl who wants to be your friend, maybe even more.

I.Am.That.Girl.

Shoot Me in the Head

Brothers Grimm wasnt exactly up to my standard. But it thought it was pretty humourous. Erm..3 stars max.

Yesterday was crazy. Shopping before school with Lesley, dinner at NYDC with S.O.U.L. after classes then it was date with my dirtyboy.

Had fun chilling out with my girlies-Mel, Dine, Esta, Sinyin at Heerens. All the crazy neoprint shots and more crazy camera snapshots. Haha..everyone's looking so pretty!! Must be the power of love eh! A pity Liyu was absent for this outing. When will all be present?? Nevermind, we missed ya! =)

Marcus drove me and dirtyboy to Chinatown. What for (at 10pm in the night) right. I wanna eat my salty and greasy carrot-cake and the spicy Lou Tou Fu. O_o He drove us down to Clarke Quay for a walk after supper. It buzzing with activities man..and all the hot american babes in skimpy tops. How can i not stare at their huge, perky and white BREASTS??? Hoho! I have this thing for boobs...Geez

Studyguide from UK arrived. It signals the start of an intentive revision for term1's work.

Zihui -> haha, thought u've always known me as one?? *grins* Prelims almost over eh..how was it?? Im sure you'll be able to enjoy 1st 3 mths in a college. Miss ya sweets.. =)

Dine/Melly -> Haha..friday was kinda a success right! See, i did try to put an outing together! Your turn to ask ME out!!! Bleaghs...teeheehee...pictures will be up as soon as my computer's fixed darlings! =))

Brassiere

Chris has been saying "the girls are stripping the guys the whole evening". Haha. Tell me something new..why're the guys so excited over stuff like nudity, sex, girls, dancing, touching etc etc

Look what has army done to our men O_o

And so i saw Gracie at Plaza Singapura's KFC today. Guess what!!! Her colleague Eve (bung) is so frikkin cute!!! Ahhh.....her height is somewhere about mines, but yea, she's so damn cute to me. Damn...think i've found a new crush. Haha. *swoons over her*

Stupidity. Sillyness. Bought 2 exact Management book in a week. Thank God Lesley's buying 1 from me. Love ya girlie! =)

After school was window shopping with Pauline. Redeemed my $70 worth of Triumph International product. =)) More lingerie!!

Actually i kinda realised most bras are meant for wearing on just by itself (Read: without clothes on). No doubt they look sexier and more appealing. Most of them're so pretty...yet, its kept INSIDE. Pointless for flaunting dont ya think so?

It's Ladies Night and what the hell am i doing at home.

Dirtyboy...im missing you.
Start the week by wishing weekends'll come soon.
End the weekends by wishing the next weekend will come soon.

Angele -> haha, your blog is nice itself. all the lovey-dovey pics with ur carrotman. hehe..seeya in class!

Angel -> my mum keeps everything. she even got my endowement jewellary kept since i was born. -_- talk about an anxious mum haha.

Bell -> the umbilical cord is like so gross lar. haha, wanna see it?? i'll post the pic up sometime when i can for you all to examine. hee...miss ya darling

Zihui -> haha, 18..you need 2 more years?? Aw..the lesbian scenes're more on lost and all the touchy-feely love stuff. can well-relate with the entire show. i love it. hee..tell you all about it next time. rent it lar! i rent it then lend you? hee..my comp's down so hardly blog-read and hardly visit ur blog lor. but i really didnt forgot about u..know youre taking ur As mah. all the best my dear! stay pretty eh! P.S. yes, im broke..haha..what to do...im trying hard to save now okie! *grins*

19 years,1 month, 21 days

Mum showed us (sisters) our embilical cord today. Mine was like a big fat BLACK PEA. Haha, kinda gross. Lil' sis have the nicest, longest and clamped cord because it just always get better lar. Haha.

Think my current financial standing is very bad. Im feeling sorry for myself. Why do i need to wait till my Mum confiscated my cards/passbooks before i learn how to save? First time in my life i have to delay payment for stuff. O_o

Just bless me with the Rouge job, God....

save save save

DAY 1-survived with $12

My bestest, nicest, handsomest Woman has treated me to dinner at NYDC. Oops, he did it again. Haha. But i did my part by sponsoring the set lunch 1-for-1 coupon by Lesley darling. =))

Went for the Rouge interview with Pauline. My hopes're damn high..pls let me get this job!!!!!!!! He seems all ready to welcome me aboard as their staff..but of course he said he'll call me again. Like as if he doesnt want to get me all excited and happy straight away. Oh well..i'll wait patiently. *grins*

I'll be able to have free incoming calls finally. Call me! Muahaha

Orchard Freak?

Do i look like im those sort that hits town daily? Apparently, menny of YOU out there keep asking if im at town. Haha...miss me say so lar! *grins*

Money money money..all i can think of is supporting myself instead of asking my parents for money. Afterall, im 19 and self-reliant. =) Wanna get some waiteressing job or bar job that allows me to work after school. Night-shift jobs..that'll be the best. Gggrrrrrrrr.....!!

Ughs..im very frustrated.

Va Va Voommmm

Companied Mum to showroom. And so a car was purchased. I was sitting there listening to the boring conversation and the whole calculations crap. Fun part was the test drive. Actually, not really. =/

Mum had her license since 1997 and have not driven regularly since then. Wet weather equals to nervous a passenger (read:me). My goodness..her driving skill IS scary. Fast and furious, the car stopped once and the engine kinda like wasnt as smooth. But i guess soon enough..she'll get a hang of it. 2 weeks and the car will arrive. Nothing to be happy about, doubt i'll get ferried around anyway.

Blardy hell.. *curses* Mom confiscated my cards and passbooks. Its really sad to say that i've been spending so much since A-levels ended. 5 digit to 4 digit. And nearly hitting 3 digit as a matter of fact. By the time i started saving, its already too late..i'm left with 2 bucks till the next allowance for school comes..

Shanice is so sadd...............

Gone..but not, gone case. =b

Be With Me is certainly most touching. Highly recommended by urs truly. =) Actually, i might just watch it again..Ha!

Saw Daryl at Subway after the show. Kinda happy..yet oh-well..

Im so sleepy...didnt've a good night's rest at his place..blardy bed..so springy..later have to go view car with Mom. And im not done with my IBM essays. O_o My IBM lecturer is so funny i tell ya..when he assessed my essay during tutes, i'll normally tell him it lacks content and reference. Then he'll mumble something like "as usual" and chuckle. Man...haha...he seems happier these days because he just got hitched 2 weeks back. Oh...congrats Mr Moorthy!! =))

Oh, if i can get IPOD Nano soon, i'll. =) Think the white one's classic.

This is a night to be remembered..

Melly/Dine -> babes..............how about next friday evening?? We've a babes night out?? Dinner and usual stuff?? If all present, we can go to My Playground. Sounds good??? =))

Happy Birthday Cheryl (in advance)

Im sick (nope, pun inintended).

And it is certainly Mom's fault. I protested when she ordered me to bring Jacq to the clinic. She actually threatened to leave my laundry out when the maid washes the clothes. Fcuk right.So i sat at the clinic for almost 2 hours and got a blardy virus from the sickly there.

Nasty nasty flu which made me sneeze and blow the entire day at school till my nose's peeling and red.Now i just wanna lie in bed and not go anywhere. 4 days of suffering..

Think Be With Me is gonna be a great show..cant wait to watch with dirtyboy this weekend. Is the MOMO plan confirmed my dearest Liyu babe?? Actually i'd rather laze in bed with dirtyboy hugging and kissing me the whole night till i start to feel less sick.

Havent been shopping lately. Prouda myself. =) Im actually SAVING. Haha..what a virtue.

Layleng -> Miss ya too!! the Jolin pic on ur blog..i love the way her fringe looks!! haha...

Melly/Liyu -> Friday?? if mel dont come, im outta the MOMO plan as well. ooppss..haha...

Chinablack-which was not that black/dark really

Created a new email account with GMAIL. So, all mails to sherniece@gmail.com please, thank you.

Anyways, saw Wendy at Chinablack yesternight. My goodness...her neinei still so huge...and attractive. *chuckles* Hahaha...Melly, your good friend right! She slimmed down a lot lar..unbelievable! =b

Wanna complain about the moosik lar...still as bad to me. They know which songs'll get the clubbers started..but yet its so over-rated. Finally met Terence face-to-face. I think i've over-estimated his appearance. Oh man...scrawny guy...VERY touchy. I dont think we can even be friends. Whatever..Happy 21st Birthday.

Played the concentration game with dirtyboy after sweating out at the dancefloor. We came in tops!!! =)) Love that game..haha..oh i actually forgot to bring my I/C..and had to borrow from someone. Blardy hell...no, the bouncer didnt suspect. Only pointed out gently (at my flats) that i should have worn something more formal. Ohh.....sweet and nice bouncer..haha..

Which after was River Valley Rd for my congee and chicken rice. Slups..so yummy i tell ya. Fatty.....fats fats...budge budge...Tina the talking tummy!!! O_o

P1/P2/P3/P4 Faith - P5/P6 Humility

On my way to the bus-stop, i saw this beautiful young girl with a huge sunshine smile plastered on her face. Her dad was cycling her home on a bicycle. How blissful.

Then came a luxury car. Girl was looking all sulky. Prolly taken a rich dad who drives her home daily for granted. *shrugs*

But what im having difficulty in expressing here is, sometimes wealth can never replace how a parent participates in the up-bringing of their children.

Just cycling home from school (a relatively) short distance can bring so much joy to the little girl.

Okie, i've never experienced a car/bus/bicycle ride home when i was in primary school-for a simple reason that PLMGPS was a short distance from my place. My maid picks me up.

Reminded me of how i always use to call home during recess to speak to my Maid. Hey, my long-term maids did contribute a hell lot to my growing stage. Parents're forever working. Sometimes, they can leave me in the hands of a nanny for like an entire week. Yes, this nanny happens to be my beloved God-mother. =)

Oh my my..those brush-your-teeth Mondays, slippers on rainy days, no-dentist-checkup days, eco-garden days, hopscotch days, buy-a-cute bunny days, cutest pencilbox, bookshop splurging days, cheap snacks days....man....i miss primary school!!!

My primary school...

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