G.S.S.!!!!!! Retail-therapy anyone??

Gonna miss school...sigh..girls...when are we going chinatown again???

Melly --> Flu girl?? drink more milk. =P Oh, i thot ur camp ends on the 9th??? sure...im free almost everyday. =) can spend 6hrs with you..then maybe sleep over at ur place again?? haha..i'll call ya soon. *huggies*

Chris --> Shaddup..i type wrongly can..of course i know her age! -_-"""" Hahahha...get well soon. *i know ALL abt you* haha..

Blood Donation Drive: Sucks..came late to school and to my horror, Mrs Kok was observing our class. So i guess im stuck in the library for this period.

Dad's birthday celebration: Last night was cool, mum foot the bill and we took many pictures outside Oasis, the restaurant near indoor stadium. Gave dad his card at home and he was delighted. *smiles*

American Idol: It's just wonderful to see 2 great young adults make it big when they're only 16/17. Fantasia sang with emotions as she always did and did a much better job than Diana. Diana was good as well. =) Just thought she yelled too much..of course i want Fantasia to win lar. Haha.

Can't wait for GP and English Paper 8 to be over...
Can't wait for to see Ms G back...
Can't wait for ... err ...

Saw the tube go down Godpa's throat. *sadDed*

Chris was being totally irritatin yesterday..haha..

College Day was bad..totally "none-of-my-business" day. Maurice came down and look for me..ate at Sakura..so expensive. Congrats to Ed for his award..forever so smart..chris's such a jerk..

Wrong number..

Dad's bday this wednesday..dinner at Taiwan restaurant!!! *grinz*

Friday got Gp and Lit Paper...after that will go out and watch Shrek2 with Tirene.. =) anyone wanna come along??

Chris is so handsome... *rolls eye* PS: he forced me to praise him..

Wrong number..

I don't know why am i so happy these days..even if the Math test was like so tough and i can still smile.

Disturbed my maid like crazy yesterday, she couldnt sleep. Haha..then i purposely picked a fight with my little sister and ended up laughing like some hyena. =P

Wrong number..

Im so embarrassed of certain sms i send out sometimes i wanna find a hole and hide in there. *lolz*

Wrong number..

Tirene's still as mad as ever..inherited burping from me and couldnt quit talking about that guy..Grace is..haha..err..Shuyun so "focused" during Fatty Wong's tutorial and Nana is forever asking me to blog. There it is! Haha..really ar..you should stop touching me and my book. Cause i can touch u till u shiver non-stop baby..haha.. *roars*

Melly --> i found someone who stays a block away from you!!! He's name is Chris and he's tall!! Haha..erm, after 9th then. =) It'll be my holidays but apparently have to study 80% of the time la. Cheers!! Ooo..cheryl called me last weekend, but was too busy to chat for long. Haha..my shoes babee!!

Ann-pork --> Lamer..i love you slut. *winks*

Army --> Hee..Amen! I see that you're having mood-swings recently?? Let go-let God. *smiles*

Shu --> Haha..everyone deserve some praise at some point of time..

Chris --> I know all about you.. *spy*

Edward --> Where's my.... *lolz*

Fine weather, abit of heat and bright nice sun. *grinz*
Yes, might be very warm but there're plenty of ways to cool yourself. Check out some of my ideas:

1) Hang out at air-con areas
2) Swim
3) Go the beach and fly a kite or smth
4) Stand infront of your refrigerator (highly effective)
5) Switch on 5 fans and blow till your hair tangles up
6) Eat ice-cream, then go to a gym to burn off those calories
7) Just smile and praise God that heat's better than South-pole
8) Sleep and dream of yourself playing with snow

So, the Draco boys came over to my place to bake the cheesecake. Was good isnt it?? Haha..gonna start our mess production on Friday for Entre.ship day. Please come support us and help contribute to charity okie?? They're so shy, dunno how to work the machines and dont dare to ask my maid. I was in school having econs tutorial. Yes, left them there just like that. *shrugs* Hey, this is called "trust" i suppose?? Turned out great, Steven Tay introduced me to a supplier in case we can't finish production. *how nice...!!!*

Whats a blog for when i dont really write certain stuff down?? *frowns* Like certain things, i dont say it out, or i only let some "special" friends know..Hmm..good thing i keep a diary. *smiles*

Today have squash and track. Both from 5-7pm. I'll spit myself into 2 again. Metephorically.

Tomorrow have wedding rehearsal at CHIJMES in the evening. Luckily school ends at 1.15 for me. *grinz* Im excited baby!!

Melly --> Haha, yup..been to hell and heaven all in a week. When you free?? Watch Shrek2 together from 28 May onwards?? Have to tell you ALOT of things!!!

My girls --> Thanks for trying out the cheesecake. =) Love you all..hee

Painting the banner sucks..but i guess it turned out well enough. Shuming's really talented..hmm..1st time i saw him doing art stuff..you know what i mean lar huh. =)

Hmmm...went on a shopping spree today. Brought a skirt, one normal top for casual wear, a tube from Future State, which i believe will keep sliding down and the "Black Eye Peas" CD. All bought on impulse i believe. Oh..and i bought a new SD CARD!!! haha..128Mb for $80. Panasonic brand so abit more expensive. Im brand conscious..i guess.

Then i meet up with Maurice and watched Van Helsing. Ate at this Japanese restaurant on the basement of Takashimaya..and as usual, i dont know whats the name of the restaurant. It's always nice having him for company. I dont even know who is he to me. My daddy?? My friend?? My fling?? My brother?? Or....well, no time to think too much??

Man..i saw Tisha (Tirene's twin) at the washroom of Taka..hahaha..shocked!! Went to find Tirene at Orchard library but couldnt find her. So happen her number wasnt with me. *shakes buttt*

I must say Cheryl's got the foresight man! She's my best friend who's studying over at Australia currently. Her tennis idol..Justine Henins..man..she's top in the world for some time liao. Suddenly wanna mention that..haha..see?? The impossible can be made possible! *smiles*

Zihui --> Girl, you okie?? Im good so far..haha..the worst is over! *smiles*

Shuqin --> Man, i hardly go online, give me more time okie?? Haha...i wanna bathe!!! Watch telly no good baby.. *winks*

Melly --> Studies coming along great??

*smiles* i feel peace all around..praise the Lord. =)

Entrepreneur's Day is stressing me out..always taking up my breaks to go for meetings with teachers or kaikian..haiz..whatever.

Going to Esther Leong's place for wedding song practise again..hope dinner is as good. =)

Mrs Ting knows my name?!! *oh boy* What a shock..she's gonna call me next to answer questions.

Dunno how's God-pa, too caught up doing my own rubbish..and setting problems..

Tirene --> Haha..its okie lar..no server is perfect and i understand that. Had fun nevertheless right!

Sheryldine --> Boy..how did u find my blog??!!

4 days have passed.. My heart still feels weak from what has happened.

I’m told to forget about anything that has happened and to study hard.

I choose to believe that God will oversee all these… I don’t have to worry about it anymore.

This matter is going to make my heart numb and make me change my views of certain issues… perhaps grow stronger too.

I don’t wanna make myself sound like the only victim here cause all of us are.

But as long as all of us want to be friends, I don’t think that’s an impossible dream right?

Lay Leng --> Thanks for the huggie. *flatz*

Tirene --> Haiz..thanks for letting me into your house for the past 2 days. Meowz..your server is like so fantastic that I can’t surf a shit thing lar. Haha..thanks though..really..enjoyed the company and your dad…dot dots..haha

My girls --> Notepad is so useful hor?? *lolz*

Army --> God is the only constant thing in our lives. I so agree with you. Thanks for keeping me in your prayers. Need spiritual help desperately..

Shuqin --> Wanna watch tv or play with water?? Haha..will link you soon sweetie *bleaghz*

The rest -->For trying to make me laugh though I keep giving that “look”. *smiles*

I leave it all to God.

No matter how much i want you to see the truth.

As i've said, i dont wanna prove myself.

Ivan --> Thanks for the pep-talk and prayer.

Tirene --> You too sweetie..thanks for praying. *huggies*

Shuyun and Nana --> For trying to cheer me up. =)

Melly --> Haha..its okie dear, some other time then.

My life will stop going down...not with God around. Amen!

What a weekend..

Sports Meet 2004
It was okie and boring. Collected medals and kept practising for cheerleading. Man...not fun at all. Especially if im the flyer and have to be so-called molested by the guys. *damn* Draco might not be the winner but the whole school knows we're the best in tack and field. Being disqualified still makes us the winner. You know, i know, all the houses know Draco is the best at sports.

Squash Camp 2004
Haha..had headache and was sleeping while the rest was watching "Wishing Stairs" and having night-walk. Not till i heard the Muslims praying and their chants woke me up. *scared* Hmm...dinner and lunch was okie. Breakfast was the best because we had MacDonalds!!! Haha..PT was okie..didnt particularly wanted to run or doing workouts. Station games was fun and of course they played wet games. Never was this part missed out. *laughs* Not missing out the "scolding session" for the year2s. Haha..how contradicting..simple matter becomes so complicated. Then Shuqin, Ruying and i started sharing juicy gossips around school. Imagine my face with i found out about Jansen. Really lucky that he and i didnt get anything started last year. *freaked out* i shant comment too much on that girl...stupid bitch who needs to grow up. Guess what..my camp group won again. Haha..i always happen to belong to the winning grp. *shrugs* Took pictures and i must say camp was slack. And that made it my-desired-type-of-camp. *smiles*

Saturday's dinner
Ate with Edward..got another Sunflower. *smiles widely* He's indeed my caring friend..haha..you know why la huh..haha..where's my surprise??!!! *bleaghz*

Date with friend
you can slowly guess who is it. Haiz..dunno whether to be happy or sad. Caught "Dawn of the Dead" instead of "Van Helsing". Then had supper at 3am at Swensens. Indeed a weird time..shant mention the rest of my date..hmmm...oh yar..i saw Aurelia and you-know-who. Stopped and chatted for 5mins at least..its was almost midnight then. Haha..

Im confused..no..maybe i know what i want..no..maybe i need help..im self-destructive and go into self-hate mode all the time. Perhaps perhaps..no..maybe i should just stop thinking too much..damn..maybe im so hungry now..my weight dropped to 39kg..

Chris --> HAHA..*haunts*

Melly --> How about this wednesday babe?? I end lessons at 1.15pm. Needa have a talk with you..im suffocating inside me!!! Meowz..work hard for your sub papers okie..wish i could help you with your work. But i obviuosly can't..haha

Lesley --> Yupz..thanks sweetie..i'll come for track more often to see you okie..haha.. *winks*

Jenn --> Read the comments. =)

Jasmine --> Hey girl..forget about what i'd said to you regarding that okie. Just my thoughts..learnt from someone in fact. Hmmm..it still boils down to you in the end what. So, dont bother too much about my words. Yupz..i can always listen to you though.. =) i didnt say that to make you feel shit..you understand dont you??

Actually, i got it all sorted out. I dont have to run or need to run to prove myself to anyone. *smiles*

Sorry if i cursed the whole of yesterday. I dont need the trophies anymore. Like i dont have enough at home. Those people that went my place will know the amount of trophies displayed. *shrugs*

Hmmm...went out with Jenn gor. Was nice engaging in those kind of talk. Was rumbling on and on about my life as usual..and she just keep laughing. -__-"" What was the thing you said about nearing death??? *ooo* i loved it. Haha..you didnt get the joke when i mentioned about the "importance" of a guy's "shoes" though. And you went on preaching to me about stuff. Now that i've brought it up, you know what im talking about?? *lolz* Args..had fun with her...we actually sat down at a cafe..shit...whats the name of that cafe??!! sat down and chatted for 2 hours!! Haha...and the service charge thing..oh man..haha...

So much rubbish to share but time's limited..oh well..will blog when i can recall em'.

Chris --> i hear all about you...haha... *haunts him*

Tirene --> Hee...yupz...im not that best lah..haha..thanks for your support though. *hugs*

J[A] --> Lame kid..haha..i dont care if DRACO wins..to hell with the guys!!! agree right!!!

The best team with the timing of 1.02mins was disqualified. Everyone's happy "shanice's grp is DQ". Does it make a true sportsman happy when her best competitor is gone??? Come on guys..wake up and take on your enemies...challenge instead of cheering MY team is DQ.

If they claim my hand and baton was before the range, i swear they have no common sense. If my body is in the range already, how can the baton be before that range?? Dont they know the baton and hand has to be perpendicular to my body?? If thats so, i swear the farking committee has got farking no eyes. Im a sportwoman, i obviously know and carry out those farking rules.

If you guys are so keen on keeping rules, i suggest half the population who signed up for heats be DISQUALIFIED too. They didnt wear their house shirt. Isnt that one of the rules too??

Wake up....the best team needs to win...DRACO 1 is DQ..guess what?? DRACO 2 is also DQ??!! We're the best among all the other farking lousy groups!

This is my blog...i say what i wanna say...you dont have to agree. But i tell you, all my races are important to me. You guys just made a HUGE MISTAKE.

I dont understand why 4x400m was cancelled too. And why cant i join all events...?? Could have gotten more wins...

Fark..im pissed. Period.

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The best team with the timing of 1.02mins was disqualified. Everyone's happy "shanice's grp is DQ". Does it make a true sportsman happy when her best competitor is gone??? Come on guys..wake up and take on your enemies...challenge instead of cheering MY team is DQ.

If they claim my hand and baton was before the range, i swear they have no common sense. If my body is in the range already, how can the baton be before that range?? Dont they know the baton and hand has to be perpendicular to my body?? If thats so, i swear the farking committee has got farking no eyes. Im a sportwoman, i obviously know and carry out those farking rules.

If you guys are so keen on keeping rules, i suggest half the population who signed up for heats be DISQUALIFIED too. They didnt wear their house shirt. Isnt that one of the rules too??

Wake up....the best team needs to win...DRACO 1 is DQ..guess what?? DRACO 2 is also DQ??!! We're the best among all the other farking lousy groups!

This is my blog...i say what i wanna say...you dont have to agree. But i tell you, all my races are important to me. You guys just made a HUGE MISTAKE.

I dont understand why 4x400m was cancelled too. And why cant i join all events...?? Could have gotten more wins...

Fark..im pissed. Period.

Shanice: What have i done to myself?? *morning daze*
Brain: She forced it out of you last night remember??
Shanice: OOoookie....

Haha...yupz..she knows..but doesnt bother me. Like i've said, its over. *chuckles* Gary so kaypoh..haha. =P This is like so exciting lar...just told Willy about it...he thinks im insane. *shakes buttttt* Of course i didnt reveal the name lar..*duh*

Hmmm...went to help God-ma with God-pa last evening. Saw him in diapers only. Think he totally lost his pride. God-ma said the feeding tube came out of his throat from the stomach earlier afternoon...Man..im so sorry for him??? Hurts my heart bad..

Just a talk with Alfred..he led me to some personality webpage...http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFP.html Check me out..haha..

School's fine...my girls are okie..im okie..cant believe how mean i was when i told Sobran off...do i look like i care??

I dunno whats with me..i suddenly have a fetish for ribbons and glitters...Then i saw 2 tubetops which im dying to lay my hands. Except they dont have small size anymore. Some girls so fat still wanna take Small...deprived me of it. *screw them* Hmm...yupz..its got pinkish designs, ribbons...and the other one's got laces and its pastel green...how lovely!!!! *grinz*

Later have 1500m heats..my heart i aching cause im too nervous...have to beat CELINE!!!! Boon yen's no-threat man. But the weird thing's that Celine is slower than Boon yen. If thats so, shouldnt i be okie with Celine?? *ponders*

Im scared....ARGS!!!

Man...just a stoopid girl from school..you all so interested for what?? *grinz* How did i even have feelings for her??!! *stabs myself* Besides, its over..i still have my Wyn. =P

Wonder why Mum hasnt bought the computer..she's taking forever to decide la.. *whines*

Okie...friday's heat for 800m was scary. I had stomache after eating chips..thought i couldnt run. Hmm...tuesday have 1500m again..i hate competition..the stress is damn bad..relays are okie..since i got the best female and male runners in my team. *smiles*

Had a good meal at Esther Leong's place on Friday night..keep singing "Find us Faithful" over and over again. *faintz* Ms Quek's wedding is coming up..scary..havent got our dress yet and the song we're singin isnt even finalised!! *panic*

Then i met up with Maurice at 1030pm. Glad i got home before parents got home.. *phew*

Saturday...i spent my day studying okie..man..can't believe it. Talked to Edward for some time on the line..and then i saw this obscene shadow on my ceiling. *laughs*

Sunday was cool..went out with Melly for movie and retail-therapy. Watched "Win a Date with Tad Hilaton". Typical romantic show..nothing new..dont see how she can cry. *pokes melly* Haha..then to my surprise, i saw Maurice at Cineleisure.. *ooookkie...*

The train ride home was disgusting. This man sitting beside Melly was farking masturbating!!! *pukes* Dont ask me how we know...its farking OBVIOUS!! The motion and the bulging thing...oh man...i shant say more... *gross out to infinite* could have slapped him..

In the school library...atmosphere's scary..guess i better head back to work! Sorry guys..if you all have been reading the same 27 April entry, waiting for my new entry..there it is. *beams*