Secrets

Secrets.

I'm not those type that will leak out one. But i do let them out on purpose if im overtaken by anger. Anger makes me "kill" people.

It's up to you to trust me. I didnt force you to tell me your secret. What secret is a secret when you share with someone? Haha. Think about it.

If i let out a so-called secret, i didnt do it cause i wanted to break the trust there. Or give people the impression i know much more than i actually do. More like i'm out to hurt a 3rd party. If you get what i mean. I'm not revengeful..im just evil and mean.

And please. If you dont intend to let out your secrets, then dont hint to people things or talk about it indirectly. Curiously will be aroused. Dont say your stuff halfway. If you want, say it all, or you just friggin shut the hell up.

Just a point to note. Dont be too trusting. You'll end up putting urself at a disadvantage. Best person to trust will be God. Cause he might not even exist at all and thus your secrets won't be let out.

Tell me i'm making complete sense. Im not being pessimistic or anything. Just being crisis-oriented and practical.

If it's nothing big, think of yourself first. You've gotta learn how to handle yourself before you can think of others. Cut the crap about putting others first. Please..dont act like a saint. But i do believe in putting yourself in other's shoes. Unless it's a war, don't talk to me about putting your nation and neighbours first.

Yea yea..10 commendments..those're the politically right action and behaviour and guidelines to follow. If only people try to follow, there'll be less rape cases. To hell with guys. Okies..im digressing..whatever.

I'm not referring to anyone in particular. Actually, for most of my entries, i'm referring to myself. If you think i'm talking about you, haha..too bad. Not my problem actually. Mind your own business..i said it before liao. =))

And a message to guys: No, girls are NOT hard to fathom or understand. We seems like it because we purposely make things difficult for you guys. Too bad. If not, maybe the girl has her own issues and dont even understand herself. Like as if anyone of you understand yourself fully.

Lor Mee

Haha..strangers love talking to me and Tirene. -_- Told Tirene to pay no attention to them, yet she still spoke to them. Anyway, Tirene stepped on a dead snail today. Major grossness!! Can read a detailed account of our day by clicking on my link to Tirene's blog. Was fun chilling out and studying with her anyways. =))

Raffles Place's Starbucks is fantasic. =)) It's so quiet, i can do my work in peace today..

The CIP and PEARLS system thingy..so messy..stupid school. Anyway, i only got 17 pts. That's a grade C. Have yet to add in the rest yet. Hopefully can hit grade B. Will look much prettier. =))

You know, my bathroom door is not exactly those type that fully cover all the way to the ceiling. While bathing, i hear a lot of noise outside the door - like as if someone was standin outside there doing something. Guess what?? When i opened the door, the Maid was standing on a chair and cleaning the windows outside the bathroom. Doesnt she know what's privacy?! Fcuk..by standing on the chair, she can fcuking look into the bathroom larh.

Hell..im cursed. Maybe she's lesbian. *shivers*

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Nothing much..

Paya Lebar Methodist Girls School (sec) is Band 4 for Special/Express course.
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Sentosa on Saturday morning. Miss the sun, want the sun!! How can i afford to go out right? Why not?? Make up for the time i guess..

Got back econs MCQ. Improved since mid-year..made me happy. =)) Can't wait for the rest to be back. Ms G said we did badly..the way she scolded us made me feel like i'm not literature student. Cannot be..i took literature back in PLMGSS for 4 years and did pretty well for it. Might not have much substance in my essays but i believe its worth reading..at least i'm not writing crap or dumb stuff..

You know, we have a blog to write down our personal stuff. Why are we then so concerned about how people will judge us after they read our entries?? The answer is because we are very self-conscious. I am too what.

Was wondering why girls (in particular girls with short hair) can make my heart pump so fast. Like why hasnt any guy made me feel that way? Saw Debbie..my ex-prefectorial friend in PL today..wow..must say she looks good! But i know she's obviously straight..haha..

My ear's bleeding..gross..the inside..not the ear holes. No no..it's literally the ear "hole"..

Did anyone see what Fatty Wong wore today?? Ew..her breasts the same size as her tummy!!! Major shit!! Haha..okies..i know im mean and stuff..harsh towards the people with sizing problems. But its purely out of fun..not any personal attack..as if i'm slim!!! Should check out my stomach! Shitting twice a day doesnt stop my stomach from growing..haha..from the way i'm eating..duh..

Beware of people around you. They do hurtful things behind your back. Dont think just because they're angels or they're your best friends and therefore won't harm you. Dont be surprise..they actually do.

Shit you..dont wanna reply then dont. Dont take your fcuking sweet time to reply me. Fcuk..i'll delete your fcuking number. Guilty?? Dont be..i wasn't referring to you. I meant you!!

Back to school!!

It feels good to be back in school with a relaxed time-table that ends before 1pm everyday!! Haha..okie..except Tuesday. Darn.

Had 2 math tutorials and 1 math lecture today. The ultimate Mathematics day. Poof out..have about 37 days to the As thing..have to cram like shit again. So Tirene, we'll go Raffles Place's starbucks to study sometime this week yea. And have our Lor Mee. =)) It's orgasm-inducing..you guys have got to try it! *grinz* Dont say i never invite you all..but i doubt you guys wanna travel like so far just to study and eat good food. Haha..

Met Aurelia while walking out from school..still as lively and pretty and tann as ever..haha..can't wait to go clubbing with her!!

Well, i sneak home last night at 11.30pm without Mum finding out..gives me the thrill. Heard from da_jie, Mum was really harsh on Jacq today. Too bad..just hope she doesnt poison our food or kill us. Haha..i do pity her okies..just not in any position to speak up for her. Mum told us to marry off earlier so as to lessen her burden. Wait. What burden?! Whatever it is, 'm gonna get married..by this date -> 11/11/2011

Spend some time talking to Lili yesterday night. She's happily back home on the new bed her Dad bought for her. My life without Lili is equals to SHIT. But i did comment on the cleanliness of our house now right? Haha..

Not showing off the properties lar..just that without those investments and insurance my Dad has got, he wont be able to see Three daughters into University..much less give me extra money behind Mum's back.

I smell of light soya sauce. I spilt it all over me..geez..

So, me and Nana finally decided to go for Prom04. Might as well, dont wanna regret not going and since it'll mark the end of my college days, i dont mind going there to eat and have fun. =)) Took us very long to come up with the decision..i wonder why. Haha..shall get Dad to sponsor the cheapest room there..come ton over at the room then!! Boys-Girls all welcome! haha..

Lili's gone...

Lilibeth's gone just liddat.

After working for 6 years..gone..have to put up with a new maid now. Lili, i'll come and find you after my As. All your fault..dont wanna work here anymore..now mum threatening me..if i dont teach the maid how to cook, she said i'll "get it from her". Hell..if i can cook, i wouldnt have to get a maid to wait on me. Anyway, house's really clean..with the new maid around..haha..miss you Lili!!!

Args..the house's so quiet...i wanna hear your out-of-tune singing Lili!!! =/

I hate it when people leave my life..one by one..Im facing up to it..but just can't stand it. Stop leaving!!! I want you to stay!!! Hmmm..people're always worried i'll leave them one day..the fact is that they're leaving me..

Mum's yelling at Jacq the maid at this point of time..haha..she spoilt the washing machine today..and i realised i can't on my hi5 stereo anymore. Haha..poor thing..hopefully Jacq can take the scoldings..as if we care when my mother yells at us..i get scoldings from my mother EVERYDAY lor. My mum should learn how to be calm. Not everyone can take her fcukin temper..we let her be most of the time.

So, we went Karaoke on Friday, ice-skating on Saturday with Lili..all during the late evening..reach home after mid-night. Haha..daytime, she's busy teaching the new maid. Haiz..we gave her a MP3 player as a parting gift. Sad sad..just went out to defend Jacq, mum scolded me.. "how to relax??!! you go teach her larh!". So, she's still yelling now..have to tell the maid my mum's liddat..get used to her or leave the house.

Lili, just come back )):

Sometimes,
i go out of the exam venue feeling like i've done well,
only to be disappointed by what i see before me.
Sometimes,
i feel like a complete goner when the paper's done,
only to find myself smiling when my effort's paid off.
It's probability and statistics,
50-50.

2 Maids

Woah..im enjoying the comfort of 2 Maids over at my place. Jacq's training under Lili now..she's darn hardworking..greets me "good morning". Haha..i haven't converse with her yet. Lili was speaking to her in Tagalog..well, it made me laugh. =b

Her flight's at 5pm, this Sunday..havent got for her anything yet. Like as if she need anything..she's richer than me. Keep sponsoring me lunch for the past few days. What's the best parting gift?

Valuation of our darn Hougang Green Condominum: less than $700,000. Please..Dad bought it at $1 000 000+++!!!!!!! Luckily the Princeton Ville is above our expectation. This Lorong Ah Soo flat is worth about $500 000 i think..seriously more spacious than any normal condos we know. Dad and Mum bought it at about $64 000. Haha..then that Regentville is transferred over to Uncle's name..so not Dad's property anymore. Haiz..family car's gonna be sold..how to travel ard as a family then?!

Anyway, that movie "Don't Move". Geez..dunno whats the theme..but just watch lor...then Tirene was totally like "excited" about it..she's too innocent. =b Haha..you know..typical and cliche plot of a married man who raped this woman, then surposely fell in love with her. Please, its not love. Its sex! They practically made love with the clothes on..violent sex i think. Not sure what is it also..anyway, that woman died at the end..dunno what're guys up to..forever like that one..married already still fool around..as if their wife not good enough to please them. Was a sad show..will give it 3 movie bites. =))

At Subha's place now, waiting for more classmates to come..and have lunch together..bored..was lying on her bed just now..saw a lizard staring at me. Haha..thought it was ribbon the wall with EYES. -_- after lunch (curry), we played UNO STACKO. As usual, i was the one who ended the game. Not that i was rough or anything..but..haha..err..just not that good..they were playing SCRABBLE later while i slept..haha..took about 1 and 1/2 hours to get home from Tampines..terrible i tell ya..

Tonight will be karaoking with my sister and her boyfriend from 10pm to 1am. Haha..she invited me, little sister and maid. Yay!! Singing time..haha..reminds me of Rocky that Singapore Idol guy..his singing moved me. I teared while he sang the song "The Prayer". Haiz..Pink lady cannot make it..Careless Whisper guy can actually sing okies..just not professionally. Well, his pitching and tone was good for a song like that. *thumbs up* But he keeps checking out the microphone..what the hell..haha..Do Re Mi girl has got big boobs.. *gasps*

Maybe i should consider Business Management at SMU if i can make it for University. Take over Dad's family business with my cousins. But still think psychology at NUS's very interesting, will be good if i get a honours or masters..

40 more days to start of A-levels...study study studied!!!

God-father's in heaven for one month already..so fast..i think of you everyday..without fail..even if its 1 second, 10 seconds or one minute..or the days i missed you so much i actually had to pull out my photo album to look at the pathetic 3 pictures i had taken with you..tell me you're safe there..i love you..

Maid Jacq

So my new maid Jacq's here. She's pretty. Dammit. Haha..didnt talk to her. Dont why was i so anti-social. My house has got 7 people now. Wow.

Anyway, Pussy Cat was really good today..she let me pet her to sleep...haha..

And that pathetic GV Plaza...you're the best pig in the world. Wont even let my MAID in to watch that M18 show. Fcuk..you kidding..doesnt my MAID look like a filippino domestic worker to you?! I'll get you one fine day..watch out!!

Reading Jude The Obscure again..think im beginning to appreciate that book. I dont really think there's alot of sexual stuff in it. But those guidebooks are really horrible..they keep talking about intercourse and all those rubbish. Can't stand the choice of words..

Back to books..i'll be bored if i dont study..

Melly -> Rich my foot..haha..almost suffering from a deficit liao..just bought the bikini top. Bottom buy another day cause more expensive. =)) Please rest more and speedy recovery okies!! *hugs*

Tannlines

Saw Ms Thiang shopping at Wisma when i went town with Lili to collect her air ticket. Man...gonna miss her. After lit paper, shall watch movie with her, friday shall go ice-skating with her and my older sister. Anyone wanna come along? The more the merrier! =))

Melly!!!! I bought a new halter bikini from Tannlines!!! Haha..brown and white!! Very lovely!!! Sun-tanning time!!! Sentosa or wild wild wet after my exams yea!!! *skips ard* And yes, your birthday pressie still with me..rotting..haha..

Everyone, Edward thinks this --> =)) <-- is a double chin smiley face. Purposely blogged this to embarrass him. Haha..not!! It's just another expression for being happy and extremely smiley!!

Oh, and Jennifer!! Your birthday's coming!! Got you a little sth!! When can i see you?? Apparently, my tag and comments icon is not working...particularly on my darn computer..hellish..

Crampz suck.. *dull*

Personality Test!

Dad has been really nice these few days. I dont get the privilege of Mum's cook nor much of her love. We get lots of nonsense of her though. Everyday.

Dont talk to me about money substitutin love. Dad made us honey drinks yesterday dinner..me and my sisters..one glass each and today when we went shopping for a handphone, he carried my stuff for me. I want a boyfriend..or girlfriend like my Dad. *beams* Mum-she can continue crapping about us wasting her money on tuition and luxury stuff and having the luxury of a maid to serve us.

Whatever..when i told her she should have practised family planning, she was literally yelling at me in the bloody car for saying that. And she asked why we never thank her for all the stuff she did for us (basically investing on 3 daughters). Please..she dumps all our mother's day and birthday cards for her! And we spend time bloody personalising those cards. Dad kept every single one of them. People envy my parents for having us. Mum doesnt give 2 hoots. I asked Dad just now if he's proud to have 3 daughters, he replied YES. =)) Thats more than enough to make my day. Lub ya Daddy... *mwah*

Gonna get a tube dress from FashionLab..in love with the simple and slightly retrofied colour combi of that dress. It cost $79.90..with my membership, should be able to get 10% discount. There're browns in that tubbie..thats why maybe i love it. =)) Dad wanted to get for me..but he's weird, he looks and glares at me whenever i wear skimpy tops..

The problem when i wear a tubbie is that it tends to slid off. No thanks to my boobs which are hardly noticible. *pouts* But the good thing about small boobs is that we can run faster. *grinz* Explains my speed..haha..no, wait..fats are accumulating at my tummy. Gonna train with Donghai this weekend, i have to! Think my shoulders are nice enough to carry a tube dress off nicely ba..

So, Pussy cat (hamster) killed one baby hamster today. Haha..so left 4 now..dunno they come from where but i think my sister's sudent gave it to her.

Great..one more paper on thursday. I can relax for one day and revise lit paper8. Today's paper2 was major grossness!! Think i might get mundane results, nothing special about my essays. Math paper was do-able but i had lots of brain jam..so i guess didnt do very well either.

Bloody hell came..in school..why liddat?!!!!?

Going to Philippines this December..followed by Australia (dunno which part yet) on January. Booked the tickets liao..on waiting list..cheap cheap! Dont wanna travel alone..parents not coming with me..someone please come along!! Esp the trip to Tioman/Langkawi/Bali or Batam!!

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You are a WECL--Wacky Emotional Constructive Leader. This makes you a People`s Advocate.

You are passionate about your causes, with a good heart and good endeavors. Your personal fire is contagious, and others wish they could be as dedicated to their beliefs as you are.

Your dedication may cause you to miss the boat on life's more slight and trivial activities. You will feel no loss when skipping some inane mixer, but it can be frustrating to others to whom such things are important. While you find it difficult to see other points of view, it may be useful to act as if you do, and play along once in a while.

In any event, you have buckets of charisma and a natural skill for making people open up. Your greatest asset is an ability to make progress while keeping the peace.

Of the 27669 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 6.1 % are this type.

Me : Lili..no more shampoo, how to bathe??
Lili : Aiyah..later u go buy lor..
Me : What brand should i buy? Organics?
Lili : Organics no good larh..
Me : Then what's good? Orgasm??
Lili : *bursts out laughin*

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I've uploaded new pictures at Imagestation under my college, friends and family links. =)) Enjoy!

Great rain..had tuition in the morning. She was late this time. Mom commented that she's lazy. Haha..hmmm..hope my tutor Ruth isnt reading this. She clubs..gooTness..so scared when i saw her at Centro. *shivers*

My first trip to Cold Storage with my lil' sista Babes (we call her baby sometimes) - to get toileries.

We chose Organics by the way.."frizz free" and the other one called "clean" or sth liddat. People say cannot keep washing hair (no more than twice a day). With that, you can wash ur hair as many times as you like. But unless you think you're dirty like most of the time, most of us only wash out hair, maximum twice a day. Once a day for me. =) Washin long hair can die you know..i dont have much time to spare in the toilet. But i enjoy soaping my body like crazy..till my fingers wrinkle like the old woman on streets..the longer u soap urself, the longer the smell stays on ur body. Aint that perfect? Haha..

By the way, i heard from Sammy that Mitchell is now hot property in poly..wow..can't believe it..my twin..who looks not like me at all now (he use to look like me when we're in Sec3, he's from ACSb). He looks more angmoh now than any pure chinese blood..crazy about tennis as usual. He's a fantastic player..just like his father. =))

So, back to my first trip to Cold Storage for toileries. So i was choosing pads, liners and tampons with Babes after the shampoo section. Making a mes outta the place as usual. Is there really a huge difference between night and day use?? No leh..all the same hor?? Debate debate..wanted to stock up more maggi mee cup since i can't cook the packet ones. But think bad for my memory..which is essential during the prelims period. Talking literally about period..i ask my brains (which releases hormones) to release hormones..but no use leh..not coming at all..so..i need more hormones..its late again..what the hell..PUI the menstural chart.

Dont talk about stress..im not even sure if im stressed. I'll only be stressed when the results come back. Disappoint myself and i'll go eat shit..

New maid called Jacq coming on Next Monday. i only have 7 more days with my dearest Lili..haiz..one less friend. She worked here for 6 years liao, i didnt even learn Filipino from her..i learnt all the vulgarities in Spanish and French though. Haha. One less source of income..no one to buy things for me liao. But the good news is can bully the new maid! Heh..think she's 5 years older than me..or is it 2 years? Oh..i dunoo...

Cold Storage..the cream of chicken quite cheap..haha...$1.30 only..my fav is the cheese and milk and ham section. But cheese very expensive..so next time will drag Dad there and help me buy packets of packets. =)) End of trip with pads, liners, tampons, shampoos and can soup..cheapcheap..$20+ only. *grinz* Anyway, bought Aussie eggs (a dozen) for $6.50..wow..so expensive.

My turn..i did it. =))

Nana -> heh..you are the lamest! My whole family has got a sense of humour..but im the best! *winks*

Grace -> Haha...Bali/Batam/Tioman got good sun mah..wanna suntann and get lotsa bikinis!!! Come..lets all go together!!!!!!! *excited*

Zihui -> Smart girl..haha..shhh...promise you your testimonial (joint a/c) after my prelims-for you and your dear PTK okies?? =)) haha..love ya..

Coffeebean

Spent more time at macs and delifrance today than my Coffeebean..a pity..forever will be our place girly.. =))

Econs on Monday, Math & Lit on Tuesday and Lit on Thursday again..exciting papers.. *grinz*

Big holiday plans:

1) Renovating our house at the end of the year..im gonna be in charge of bedrooms and furnituring of the living room. Painting's included..thought of orchid (pale purple)..
2) Wanna go Bali or Batam during December. Ok, maybe can visit Tioman again. Mum wants to go Thailand instead. No way.. Someone please come along with me okies?? Girls, are you interested?? Of course guys can come along..but room is another problem la..unless you dont mind the same room with lingerie hanging all over the place...haha..
3) January, shall go back with Cheryl to Perth. =) Anyone wanna come along?? Lodging settled..if nobody wants to join me, i'll be alone on plane!! Mum's not going with me this time..she doesnt want to..she prefers her Thailand and Malaysia and China.. *major grossness*

I believe we only have like one month more to A-level..its starts on November4th..what little time we have..

I'm giving up, forget about the whole thing..its over shanice..

Mummy : Whats the animal of the year 1981?
Me: Err...wait...i go check chinese calendar...
Mummy : Quick..
Me: Rooster mum..
Mummy : okay, thanks..
Me: why you wanna know?
Mummy : Because the maid and our family musn't "clash" mah..
Me: (-_-lll

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Me: Daddy...lili go back on 26sept then how? Have to wake up with no Milo and have to iron my own uniform, 'll die leh..
Daddy : Dont worry lar..as long as my company is around for 1 day, i'll engage a maid. Afterall is i pay one. You just study.
Me: (soliloque) i have maid for 17 years liao, why results still like shit?! *lolz*

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Darn..you know what? i realise i have and had been pulling people down..not that i'll hurt them. Worst off, i end up hurting myself..why like this..i hate it all..

It dried up..so did..

Life sucks?? NOT!

Saw this badge on a girl's backpack while walking home. It says: Life Sucks.

Yea..yours sucks, poor little girl. Mine rocks. =)

Brain drain after math paper..again..But i saw Hui's sexy-butt for 3 whole hours! *chuckles*

Wind-
dust swirled up
and why do i feel so alone..?

Chipmunk -> hee...lame arse...hows the animals over at the animal farm??

Melt -> so sorry girly..that i can't celebrate with you. But once prelims are over..we'll spend time together again okies?? love ya.. *hugs*

Zihui -> just make the right decisions, be happy with whatever you're intending on doing yea. =)

Jenn -> yupz..will take care. Im piggin' out like a rhino liao..haha..

Shu -> and thanks for that tag..haha..i removed the number liao. haha..

In America

"Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences; open the gate.
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you; let somebody love you.
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late."

All of us are packing a world of hurt on our shoulders, struggling like the mythological Atlas to find some place where we can lay our burden to rest. However, having carried it for so long, we're often loath to let it go. As painful as it may be, we're afraid of what life will be like without it. We've lost hope, unable to believe things could ever again be as they were. Tragically, this reluctance to embrace change is precisely what prevents us from receiving the only thing that can offer a permanent solution to our pain: love. Love from others and, ultimately, love from God. Thus, if we ever hope to find that all-elusive peace, we also need to come to our senses, come down from our fences and open the gate. We need to let someone love us before it's too late.

(In America) i really love this show.. =)

Sick

Vomited at 3.30am last night. Sucks. When i woke up at 9am, i vomited again.

Thai Express-you just watch out with you and your yellow curry. *fcuk*

Doctor didnt say much, afterall, my stomach has been weak. Just advised on my food intake from now onwards.

Vomitting..can you recall when was the last time you threw up? I can't remember, but i know i friggin teared last night. Like "what a mess have i made!" Lili (my maid) was nice to help me clear a little..the smell of the undigested curry totally made me gag. It sucks..you know the way the stomach contracted so hard that even i can't breathe properly or when shit was going to flow out of my ass??? It was that terrible..

Drank like a tall glass of water when i woke up. Felt so weak, i went back to bed. *booom!!* I threw up yellowish liquid. Looks like urine but no..its curry flavouring plus my water.

Then went to the docs and waited for hell ages. Finally came home and slept from 11am to 6pm. Weak..weak..weaked!! I havent eaten anything since yesterday. Can't feel if im hungry. But i know i didnt study today..fcuk..off to work..

Muscle ache since Monday..Gosh..first time i did sprints. I nearly died in that 2hours..so friggin' tiring!! But..i'm feeling very fit now. =)

2 sets of 400m
4 sets of 200m
6 sets of 100m
8 sets of 50m

Anyway, i changed my hp number. A new hp will come later..Mum didnt even want to tell me the plan of my new line. She's obviously out to get me..

About 4 days to prelims. Im only scared of the economics paper. I'm sure lots of people are as scared as i am. Except you-know-who. *grinz* Malcom Frost's seminar..shrugs..dunno what to say about it.

Anyways, it's Cheryl's birthday tmr. Hope she has already received my parcel! Sent her a beautiful top from Fox. =) As for Melissa's birthday, sorry i can't celebrate it with you..got GP paper on that day. Nevermind..you got ur Brenda hor?? *lol*

Friendster has officially transformed itself into some porn webbie. Dont believe?? Go check it out urself. Please..of course i didnt go find obscene personal data of some faggot. Just that ppl wanna add me and i browse thru their data. *gaspz* I saw many...But anyway, i wont be able to report all of them..just too much..

My computer..believe it or not, it has self-healed. *smiles* Darn..no time to waste..back to books!

10 sincere decades is enough..

Jenn -> *waves..where have you moved to?

Melt -> Hi hi..haha..after 23rd sep alright!!

Zihui -> You study hard huh...exams coming. Gross..im not attractive can...you are! *winks*

7-11

This girl from 7-11 asked to be my friend when i was purchasing "milky bar". Sheesh..she's the 2nd girl who wants to be my friend this year. First time was this indian girl near my place. Why am i attracting girls??? They're not even THAT cute. Anyway, she msged me. Her english is like so good..haha..check it out:

-> Have free.. Came to my shop... Talk
-> Dont say that.. I will support u... You will be passed

I dont know why i gave her my real number. I didnt thought of cheating her. And i dont know why i replied her. Haha. Like what Shuming said..maybe i can get free stuff from 7-11. *grinz*

Haiz..10 days passed..i miss him..i still cry when im alone at night..but guess i can only pray. Papa, i love you..no one has ever loved me as much as you did considering we're not blood-related. Actually, blood-related or not, it isnt importnant at all..