Haha..Chingay was fun, saw Jackie Chan and TCS actor/actress..and had a great time with jiesheng..he's really gentleman..wanting to pay for my everything, mainly food and drinks. Real nice guy.. =) He lend me his watch and ring..i forgot to return him..oh well, will do so on tues..haha..saw Nigel, he teased me so i lied that Jiesheng's my cousin..he believed it, so now me and jiesheng have to ACT..

Edward came a short while later..had fun with him too..did my first man's pull-up with his help..haha..so tirene, let's compete and see who can do pull ups on our own at the end of the year!

Guess what guess what??????!!!!!

I SAW THE NEW SERIES OF MAMBO BAGS!!! not that cool but i can make do with them!! haha..89 bucks..can use my pay or ang pow money..excited!! hope no one gets the same as me..i'll die..so i better get it first for "copyright"..hahaand this bikini from Tannlines...20% off..wanna get them too.

Oh..i saw Zihui!! and her stead..gooTness...haha..cant wash off the look on her face..they were HUGGING!!! i went to join them for a hug as well..haha..i know you're reading this Zihui..haha..hi hi..you guys look loving and happy..im glad for you girl..really..just give me my pay..KILL WALTER!!! haha..take care girl..love ya!

Sunny day, sweeping the clouds away
On my way, to where the air is sweet
Can you tell me how to get, how to get to Sesame Street

Haha..sunny day..good..every good..finally got Sun early in the morning.

Anyway, had squash early and was so sunny i went to the track and ran a couple of rounds. Didnt get short-listed into the school team but im ok with that..cause im not exactly as committed to it as the others. My skills all turn rusty liao..from the best player to one of the lousiest..haha..im ok with that. =) still got my track..heex

Rushed home for tuition and guess what?? l sorta lost my EZ-card..needa check with Hougang South Bus Interchange then. The most is make a new one lor..how much does it cost huh?? Pretty cheap right..?

Later might go and see the Chingay thingy with Jiesheng.

Things to do this weekend and holiday:
1) Homework..duh..
2) Buy babes' (younger sister) birthday present
3) Class party on Monday!! Anyone wanna come party with us?? You're invited..yes..you..

The day passed pretty fast..i was the only chinese left after some of my classmates went for Chingay Preview.

Sat with Donghai during lunch break and crapped around..he kept cleaning his handphone..please..he was treating it like its a jem! Christ..

Watched "The Company Of The Wolves". it was pretty gruesome..the man changed into a werewolf, its funny too actually..haha..the sisters are all pretty girls...and cant believe in the earlier centuries, parents have sex infront of their kids..God bless us all..

GP lecture sucks since Xiangjing out dearest banana didnt collect the notes for us..we wrote everything out on the foolscape like a fool..Guess grace, tirene, parquack and nana all ebjoying themselves silly at Orchard..im home to watch all my recorded shows..what a life..

Have to do Thiang's assignment 3, math work, read the lastest uploaded notes and...hmmm...guess thats all for my weekend.

Mr Hui's butt is just too irresistable!! i really cant help but stare and stare..haha..ok, call me a pervy..just as i was staring long and hard, i realised he was wearing the same pants as yesterday..dot dot dot..

Rainy day..totally destroyed my plans for wanting to try out the Road Race route for my timing..ended up doing stupid workouts for PE which is so ineffective..dot dot dot

gooTness..almost the whole college's involved in Chingay as motivators??! And am not part of them..hhaa..made a choice to study instead. While they'll be dismissed at 1pm, i'll be in sch for GP lecture..what the hell..cant they cancel the lecture?? i mean 3/4 won't be there..

Gareth Gates CD is good..listening to it for the 3rd time.. =) BUY IT!!

What..the pototo chip "stocks" are runnin out in my house..and i want my Strawberry Cake from Angie's Choice!!

Anyway, had another interesting Lit Tutorial with Ms G...we were sharing about Rape, Cannibal, Pregnancy stuff and of course the ridiculous Werewolf story. The session was really engaging and everyone was definitely grossed out by what we all shared. It was after lunch for God's sake! Too bad i cant watch Irreverisble cause its R(A). Actaully i dont see anything wrong with R(A) movies..the most is they reveal boobies??!! Heard there was a 8minute rape scene..am dying to watch it cause i read the book!!!

Guess what..i dream about eating tiny human beings this morning..hell..i've become cannablistic myself..haha..

Mel --> Hee..you say one huh..then you better come for our next outing cause she's going home in 2 weeks!! Bet you'll have a good time with us -winks- Miss ya..-muacks-

Terrifically short day..

So went out with Cheryl to Suntec. Brought Gareth Gates's new CD/VCD. i love that song: Say it isnt so =) We were joking and poking fun of each other the whole time..was disturbing over people on bus i think..haha..she's returning on Feb 6th. So that means its only 2 weeks left..haiz..then she came to my place for a spendid dinner cooked by my maid. Although only my younger sis and mum was on the dining table, i just we still had fun. haha..she ate so little..it's like there's role reversal or smth..im eaitng like a pig and she's cutting down alot! She ought to anyway..haha! Oh well..

Took so many pics over at my house..haha..and they're funny pictures...gooTness!! We're acting like crazy people..we are anyway lah..haha! She re-signed on my board again..first time was in 2002..now its 2004! -smiles-

Notice there's so many happy events?? haha..Sulin and her friend was hitting my boobies again..if its gonna happen everyday, i swear i dont needa wear bra anymore..haha..all the pervies..!!

First day of NS for Maurice, wonder how's he. =)

Wah...tmr got PE. I'm so bloody excited to take my 1st timing!!! haha..wanna do well for Road Race. last year got 8th position..now im aiming for top 3. =)

Meowwz....

Sneezy day..

i fell down the moment i stepped onto the assembly ground. Great way to start the day huh..but i dont feel a least embarrassed..more like fun! =) then Sulin kept hitting my boobies..this is a game PL girls never cease to play. =)

Im eating my potato salad from Pastamania..taste good

Great day in class as well, realised Grace got this funny laughter..haha..she laughed, and i laughed..dunno for what reasons also. =P the girls are over at town, i came home to sleep and do some work..like so anti-social hor..

Hmm...some of us are thinking of having class BBQ this coming Monday cause its the public hols!! And of course, the suggestion is over at my condo..BBQ for 14 people..shouldnt be a problem..maybe Farah, Malina, Sammi and Ima can all come along. =) ok...who's gonna sponsor the food..and start the fire..haha

Hmm...CT never chaogeng today although she wore a white blouse..that explains my puffy eyes and swollen eyes 2 days ago..haha..her bra!!!

Sad sad sad...Maurice going to NS soon.. -whines-

i wonder how come the PE teacher Mr Goh knows me...and Ms Thiang actually knows my name. Sheesh..guess i have to start greeting them in case they think im impolite.

PE was super boring..thought i could escape home earlier cause i have MC. Then Mr Goh came and asked me for my help. dot dot dot...the last person who reported to me, timing was: 46mins...gooTness, nearly died while they're strolling back to SR. Runnin the route this Thursday. wanna do my best so can take timing..

As usual, squirtee was teasing me...and i said he better shaddup or else i'll just pull his cow "ohter" is this how you spell it?? someone correct me yea?

Guess what..my CT was wearing blouse again. ok, nothing wrong with that...unless you're so fat like her that people can look right through the blouse and see the colour of your bra!! Hell, the guys in my class were like: remind me not to sit on the right of the class..haha..what the hell..

Hmm...what else?? oh..grace ah grace..may your hands be cleansed after scratching your you-know-what. haha..

No monday blues!!! =)

Another boring day...no visitings today but my angpows are almost reaching my 2004 CYN target =)

sister and maid are at town, dad's off to gawd-knows-where and mum's leaving for some dinner soon..older sis is over at her bf's place. That left me with: ...me...

last day of break, i still got some English Lit work to complete, but i've also just decided to go join my sis and maid over at town. Some of you might be ondering why am i so close with my maid..simply because she's with our family for 5years plus..she can be my best friend. Just that she's always telling my mum i brought coke..you know that pisses my mum off like shit??!!

So, i made my maid promise me that she's never tell the truth again -grinz-

oooo...The Last Samurai was good! *thumbs up* haha, the plot seems a lil' familiar but...its good! i found myself yelling together with the warriors when they're on the warfield..it's like: CHARGE!!!! anyway the volume was blasting so not many could hear my enthusiasm "command"..hee..does that Taka like Tom Cruise anot..crapz..

raining again..where's my sun..

Raining!! haha..lovely weather! though im missing the scorching sun!

Will be visiting Sinyin's place today like any other year...my dear Liyu might not be going because she's got SAT tmr..well, all the best to those gg for the long paper tmr. =)

Wow, im surprise at the amount i've collected on the first day of CNY!!! Actually, parents's red packet took up most of the money..haha!

Why so bored!!! i can't feel the atmosphere!!! ok..probably cause i slept the day away..haha..

Happy monkeying year everybody!! *cheers* hope we all the youn and single ones get more red packet!! yea...? -lols-

Saw my doc at last and got a MC plus no PE for one week. -beams- But guess what?? i waited for over an hour!! I went in and started whinning to my doctor..i told him i couldnt hear properly due to the flu and cough...he gave me a medicine for my ear..gooTness..there's a medicine for hard-of-hearing??!! ok...

Great weather..raining, im just lazing on bed cause i dont have any energy after taking my medicine..and my classmates will be having lessons in school till 5pm!! -laughs-

Hmmm...daryl dear is complaining about having duty in camp...and i seem to be making him even more bored over sms.. -lols- i though NS is fun?? No??

X-country Champonships: Someone told me i might drop dead for running with flu and cough. Sheesh...was scared but i just went ahead. At the beginning, i was the slowest of our SR-girls team..didnt want to tire myself out by running too fast. Then i caught up and was leading for the rest of the race. gooTness, i won't wear any shoes with black soles anymore, was burning my foot!!! Sun was still out at abt 4.45pm but i didn't get a tann...so sad. i just realise i always have alot of energy for the last 300m, so next time i won't run too slowly to conserve it for my last 400m =) Well, let's just say this race was an exposure for me. Nationals then train harder!!! But must go doctor tmr..wanna get MC..my nose and throat is killing me!!! Anyway, i didnt get a position and i don't know my timing for this race, how pathetic..But im pretty satisfied with myself cause i ran even though i was sick. =) Plus, i got to know more people from track. That makes me happy..hee..wanna sleep now..muscle ache and my nose wont drop dripping water..yes..its water and not mucus ok.. =P

Miserable..was sneezing and coughing the entire day..how to run my best for X-country tomorrow afternoon?? -sobz- can't see a doc because my body wobbles when antibiotics enters.

Suddenly, i freaked out cause my SAT score was disappointing and obviously i have to retake it again as it stands 25% of the entrance score to NUS. Heard got tests coming up on the 1st week of February. Really glad its the weekend and i get to settle my work and revise stuff.

Haha..during Lit tutorial, ms G told us to close our eyes and imagine a sea. Well, in my imagination, i see a dirty East Coast Beach..with branches and rubbish floating all over the waters. Then she said the sea reflects how we view SEX. damn..so in my point of view, sex=dirty *oooo*

Hmm...last night, i lay on my bed pondering over some matters. I've come to decide that i should take one thing at a time. Family: put aside for awhile. Making sure i know my work comes first. Relationships can wait. Friendships: i've also decided to spend more time with my classmates instead of saying i got no time to know them better. now that its a class of 14, its easier to interact if you ask me. I better nurse back my health after my competition too. See! actually problems are pretty easy to settle, why did i choose to push them all aside earlier on??

Common test are over at last...can study at my own pace without having to feel stress. =) I just realise i have to be damn careful with what i post online cause people are reading my blog..even those people i have no relations with at all in college..later have track..sianz..im sick already...sore throat and cough's killing me!!

Econs paper..i have to admit i got brain-blocked at the time of the paper. i wrote and wrote, it seems like im not even thinking at all..i hope i didnt write "non-econs" stuff on my paper..i tried and fought hard to focus, but my mind just drifted to family matters..i dont wanna screw this paper up cause i know i studied hard for the essay section. No paper tmr means i get to stay home and revise English Lit paper.

i just realised the irony in life..many a times people closes to you will say things like they'll be there for you when you need them to be. apparently, this is not the case. Yea, you'll be there for me morally and spiritually, what i need is the physical part. Sometimes when i cant reach the level of closeness i want to achieve with that person, i just wanna give the relationship up. i dont like those in-between stuff?? its either we're close or not. Period. Those in-between ones are usually those i dont really give 2 hoots with in my life. Maybe i should not think like this..not that i lack company..i myself get lost half the time..its those people who are close to me that helped me find myself back. My closest friends are all trying to help me. i tell them my stuff, they figure whats botherin me cause i dont know whats bothering me. i dont feel that im upset when i am upset..have i become emotionless???!! Or maybe i simply refuse to think about anything..why should i anyway..

MEOWZ........!!!! i need enlightenment!!!!!

Ok, so i left 2 more papers: Economics and English. Gotta be focused and stop stressing the hell of myself out. i realised how brain-blocked i am these few days..cant even understand simple sentences..gooTness..

Melissa, if you're reading this entry, i just want to tell you that u stand exactly in the same place with Cheryl. i treat both of you as my best friends..equally. no higher or lower ranking. yea, sometimes i admit that i spend more time with her than i do with you last time...but in my heart, i want you to know i really treasure you. i dont want you to think that you're 2nd place to Cheryl. i love both of you dearly and i wont want to lose you as my best friend. we catch up soon for a short lunch or smth soon ok?? miss ya lots... -hugs-

Plans before common tests:

1) Practise more summation notation questions
2) Look through questions for the econs MCQ section (havent started except NIA)
3) Look through GP notes for more content in my coming paper
4) Re-read Silas notes and do research for more "She Stoops" character notes by thurs

Plans after common tests:

1) Get myself fit for WINGS and NATIONALS track competition
2) My MAMBO bag!!!
3) Watch all the VCDs in my house, gotta clear "stocks"
4) Spend more time with God-mother and Cheryl
5) Get ready for more fun in the upcoming BBQ with Gusto family!!
6) Continue to be constant in revising for A-levels
7) Get my math tutor, Ruth in by 3rd week of January

Date with Cheryl: im suppose to meet her at noon and guess what?? i woke up only at noon!! called her to apologize and dashed down in a cab. haha...sleepy shanice. She wasnt angry...so mild-tempered hor?? Anyway, we ate at Pastamania and then transferred to Coffeebean (our usual hangout). Drank Mocha and talked for hours. I cant believe i blabbered on like a stoppid duck and she just sat down and listen to all my stories. Then she commented that i've changed alot and should continue to go church..something like she see alot of anger and hatred and pride in me now, which didnt exist in me before. And she said might be due to my family and because she wasnt around to wake me up. Haha...and i guess that's true cause im much more spiritually and mentally weak now. Realised how the environment and people im closest to changed me?? Some things are just so unexpected. Anyway, we had a great time just sitting down, talking and me bitching to her of course. I think it's time for me to be "headstrong" now. She made me "see light" in that short 3hrs. See why i need her to be around. She's leaving for Melbourne probably on Feb 1st and wont be back in 3years till she completes her BA university course. im gonna become more atrocious without her..maybe i rely on her too much...sort of explains why she's my best friend..i got so much running through my head i dunno what to type..oh..i think she mentioned something about me running away from everything in my way. Even if im really escaping, i dont think im realising it yet.. -shrugs- She asked if im still concerned over other people's problems. Of course not!! After all my experience, its better if i take a step back instead of making myself busy over other people's business. See why i give that "cant be bothered" attitude if the things dont concern me?? i realised that i cant help the entire population...ok...i hate to reach the stage whereby i'll loathe myself...but i think im reaching it...im beginning to cant stand myself for who i am..haha..need more councilling sessions with Cheryl!!! See..i dont even know what im talking about now..args..but anyway, i hope to be able to spend more time with her before she leaves for 3 years =)

Ok, my tutor failed me bad for my holiday assignment. From a decent grade of like 32/50 for composition to erm...15/50??? She said i started off well...then i wrote rubbish in the later paragraghs..huh?? haha..gotta work harder for the common test then. Wah..im in Mrs Sim's economics tutorial group..she's so fierce?? i was quite scared of her but managed to answer all her questions for me right. Hope i continue to answer them correctly cause she doesnt seem to appreciate wrong answers?? i miss my Eric Hui...his sexy purt butt...-signz-

The house decoration competition is kinda exciting..im so going to help Draco win..together with Kai Kian!! Draco has to remain as the champion house!! And the Road Race, the Sports' Meet and all other House stuff...DRACO has to prevail!!!

Actually after school have to go eat lunch with freshies one..then i already have plan to study with Edward...then grace and tirene came along. i was forcused for NIA..didnt feel like studying wages so i just rewrote the main points out. Have yet to start on "She stoops to conquer". I've got 3 days to work my way out..cannot fail anything this time man.

Oh, in case anyone bothers to read my blog, i'll tell you all something! Edward (college faculty mate) made this pretty little pouch for me (christmas gift)!! and i still owe him his birthday prezzie 2003?? haha..im touched cause i think he made it with all his heart for me. =) yea..the colour of the zippers's not that cool..but overall, its the thought that counts like what tirene said. tell me which guy will actually sit infront of the sewing machine and do smth like that?? -speechless- you're one in a million guy edward...thanks!!

Tmr's the long-waited-date with Cheryl!!

Hee...great day at school...saw many freshies that i know...even if i dont know their names we just smile at each other cause i think they can recognise me. =) Tmr Gusto is eating lunch together!!! haha..a BBQ is coming up on the 17th Jan i think...so excited!! *hoot*

ok..and now for the serious stuff..i think im able to catch up in class...wasnt that blur about what the tutor was saying..except i lent this one girl from a04 my econs book and she didnt return to me..i ran ard tryin to look for one and tada!!! i found the kind-hearted GRILY!!! haha..gooTness...im never gonna lend anyone anymore stuff..of course people have to trust me that im responsible to take care and return their stuff on time if i borrow from them lar... =P

had fun with the girls...shuyun's birthday coming up and the girls have come up with a plan for her liao..as usual, im still saving up more money for many people's prezzies that i've yet to buy..Meowz..feels so weird doing PE in the afternoon..no sun to suntann..courts were like packed..only left the track...and who in the world will run along with me..considerin the fact that all my girlpals dont like to run...dot dot dot..gotta do so much work this weekend..and revision cause i think lit is due tmr and i havent ask for an extention for the work. Poor chrystella was scolded the entire day..cant really blame her..she's the busiest for the Orientation..during chinese lessons, the teacher wanted us to form groups and write down a chinese proposal about a store we wish to open. Marcus (squirtee) complained that he wanted to group with me..to open a SPERM BANK....gooTness....aint he dirty-minded?! and do i look like i've got sperms? ok..if only im a guy...i wanna be a guy!!! can save money on so so many things..you should know what im talking about if you're a girl..haha....meowz..suppose to be at CCA (track) now..haha..too tired...went home with Xiangjing instead..*yawnz*

FINAL DAY!!!!! -screams-
The atmosphere was fantastic and the freshies are all going nuts!!! They didnt stop cheering at all and was energetic till evening!!! gooTness...haha...they're pretty adorable and fun-loving!!! During station games, i was with Gusto2 to help out since Willy's not that free...im originally the OGL for Gusto1. =) Marcus the squirtor was damn irritating...forever getting violent with me..!!!This is not it...the campfire was the best part!!! *hoot* Everyone was having so much fun and i was jumping the screaming my ass off..haha! Our team's item was great as well!!! -screams- But you know what?? Gusto's the overall winner for the OGL camp and for the 1st Orientation!!! -claps- Im always in the winning group..last year's orientation also...Rigel rules!!!! Haha...im like super high now...

Ok, and now for my personal feelings. I suddenly didnt regret signing up as OGL!! haha..i know i know..after all those complains you heard from me right..haha!! SATISFACTION WAS OVER-WHELMING!!!! -ahhhh!!!- Meowz...the surprising thing is that when i was on my way home at the interchange, one group of freshmen from nowhere just started cheering for me when they saw me..haha..!! So cute hor?? I still cant remember faces or names from my sub-fmaily lar..but they know me can liao lar huh..haha..Made new friends...which is so so so cool to me!! Yuppie..im finally done with this Orientation and can focus on studies tmr...can wake up later too cause no more briefings in the morning!!! *hoot* haha..fun and more fun!!!!

This is the most satisfying and wonderfully fruitful day of Orientation!! -cheers!!!-

3rd day: Totally didnt see my classmates at all today..dont know what hwk there is, nobody will bother informing rushdy or me anyway...aint it sad to be in that class? why cant they put me elsewhere??? that way, i'll have no free periods like everyday and get to go home earlier to rest then revise. Why's it that only 2 freaking human beings take my combination?!? i admit im freaking having PMS now..orientation was cool cause the freshmen were cheering crazily like us and they actually liked the programme! i was like on sleeping pills the entire day..realised i didnt have enough rest that night. So i cheered like a mouse and danced like a skeleton. Oh!! good news!! i shedded off 1kg today..haha! meet this junior of mine on the way home and she said i lost alot of weight..not that true cause they havent seen me for awhile. Tmr's last day of orientation..i have to endure!!! Today i said something really mean to Lesley and 2 councillors happened to hear it. Chunmin just laughed it off and said im cute while Sofi was like "if there's anything you wanna say, can be franked with me."...huh...gooTness...i think everyone is subjected to having their opinions...i merely said i was anti-council and "down with SR". like i said, i was having PMS..anti-council doesnt mean i dont talk or be mean to them, im still good friends with Chrystella, Aisha, Ivan and so many more! Ok, i've never really liked SR cause it totally changed me mentally...of many things in life..im like not what i am anymore..and im kinda disappointed with myself too.

Just had three freaking arguments with older sister:
1) i didnt want to share my new year resolutions with her during dinner, politely offered to tell her later in the night because i was worn out for the day. She bloody yelled at me for having no directions in life and that im not putting in effort for anything in life..is that so??!!
2) i threw away a slip of photo collection paper cause my younger sister and my decision to do it since nobody claimed it. in my family, we talk abt being responsible for your stuff! She left it all over the place and got the cheek to scold us when she found it in the bin.
3) She asked when was i going to stop typing on the keyboard and when am i going to start work. Hell..im old enough to plan my time???!!! but i controlled and didnt argue back with her..she's so unreasonable!! gooTness..i wonder how her Peicai Sec classes stand her stoopid attitude?! ok...siblings do scramble and stuff but not when im PMSing and you're making my life difficult?!?!

Miserable day..i pray hard tmr's better cause it's the last day of orientation...i've waited long for this day...it's killing me...heard lectures are moving fast and what am i doing..dancing and cheering away with freshmen! sheesh..i think the only two things im happy with was that me and Maurice cleared up "unspoken" stuff we never mentioned about..and im very happy with his answers. The other thing is that Cheryl finally felt the strain in our friendship and asked me out this sat. i didnt want to go cause i have common tests coming right up the next week. but i suppose a lunch at CoffeeBean wont hurt?? haha..thats what i happy about now..so, smile shanice!! -smiles-

2nd day of school: only attended chinese and PE actually..im so heavy..i have to get rid of the extra 2kg..and i dont know why im getting shorter each year..this is so worrying..common tests next week and im missing important lectures..there's almost nobody to help me with what i've missed out in class cause they look blur and busy themselves. See?? joining OGL was a wrong move..meowz..sat beside stoopid squirtor (marcus) for chinese..hell..we were hitting each other half the time, talking and laughing at the teacher for the other half..crazy guy.. -lols-

2nd day of orientation: Hee...i tell you..the Gusto family is warming up and it's so heart-warming to see them participate and cheer. of course they're also having fun lah! Gusto got kok and gilbert to keep the fire alive..with them, Gusto will be noisy forever! haha..they picked up the college dance and cheers to fast ok!! gooTness..they're too obedient leh!! good in a way also lar..haha..there's that satisfaction im lookin for!!! tmr's gonna be till 5pm so im totally missing lessons...crap...so sad and helpless..

I cant believe mum's gonna confiscate my handphone..she grounded me and now that. whats the world becoming to?? she just made me feel more rebellious..!! But anyway, i'll just submit myself to her and be a good girl..as if!! when ever since was i a bad girl?? i've always been good know..and now like this..she said some stupid stuff and i was crying my ass off..im like so emotional again..

Cheryl said we'll only go out when she's going to return to Perth..and now what makes her think i have the time for her?? i already set aside time for her..she didnt cherished it..you call this BEST FRIENDS?? oh please..wake up shanice..maybe its time to move on...i've been too nice and all, giving my ass for this friendship..she's busy, so am i..i TAKE OUT time just for her and she's busy with god-knows-what. if i have a place in her heart as her BEST FRIEND, i probably wouldnt have to go through all these shit-ass...is there a diff between her in Perth and when she's in Singapore now?? No..hell no..we didnt meet out once since she touched down a month ago...you call this best friends if we dont meet out or talk on the phone when she's a few kilometres away from me?? Ha..dont say im not understanding..did she give me a chance to be understanding..she doesnt even bother to explain clearly whats happening or why cant she meet me out for lunch or tea-time..hellish..she just kept saying SORRY! if only sorry works..

New Year Eve: Got last minute plan to head down to Cheeky Monkeys to club. That place is crowded and messy as usual, many policemen but they dont do anything also =P Of course im not 18 years old yet, but head in anyway..was a cool place except i dont really like the music there. Oh!! guess what??? i saw Shuming and Cheryl (college-mates) Wah..didnt know Shuming dances or socialises in these sort of place! -lols- i meant it in a good way ok! He better not read this..haha..chao...drunk people everywhere..fights and arguements..crazy guys peeing at the back-alley (the urine smell was f***ing strong?!)..before i head home, saw this couple arguing..then she sort of fainted because the guy hit her. then the guy and his 2 friends carried her and they got into a cab..i wonder if it might be some sort of group-rape.. kaoz..guys are so violent??!! Ok..so the night finally ended and it was New year! *hoot* danced and hang around till 4am..ate maggi mee for supper and Maurice took me home in a cab..was sleeping in the cab..so tired..luckily i didnt drink..if not i wont make it home..a little bit of alcohol just kills me and i'll get tispy like so so so fast! Anyway, kinda got locked outside my house so he waited for another hour with me till 6am. Hee..shant mention any private stuff..that's about it..how i spent the day =) and by the way, im sort of grounded..mum said i shouldnt have stayed out so late because im a girl and that i have no discipline...oh well..its the NEW YEAR!! At least i didnt commit crime alright...

First day of school: Bahaha..was great to see my classmates again cause i miss them plenty!!!! When i checked the board to see which class i was posted to, kinda disappointed im stuck in A03..with the same civics tutor!! oh..then im pretty excited to meet my new math teacher..wonder why my new tutor havent called me to settle a date yet..meowz..need all the help i can get!! Shared with the class what i did during the holidays..realised my class have like only 12 people..so pathetic..and my combination only have 2 people this year..hellish..missed a couple of lessons..will continue to miss till Orientation's over..im so sad..results're bad enough..shouldnt have signed up for OGL..but since im in it, might as well make the best out of it..meowz..

Orientation: Freshmen in my sub-group (Gusto 1) was ok i guess...the girls are really nice cause they listen to what i've got to share..didnt really get to know the guys in my group cause they look "sian"...haha..it'll get better when the fun starts i guess..saw Joy (PLMGSS prefect junior) and was so happy to see her there interacting and all. meowz...luckily monday end at 1pm..dont wanna miss too much lessons know..catching up wont be easy..at least for me..i think the orientation tee-shirt sucks..haha..should have let me design!! i can draw life-protrait when i was in primary 4 know!!! Mum enrolled me and my sisters for some advanced art-courses since we're 4 years old..im not boosting ok! just trying to say other than being crazy and other then being able to run and swim, i can draw and design well too =)

this's gonna be a hective year..i havent really sat down to think about 2003 and what i wanna achieve in 2004..basically is just focus on A-levels and get into NUS. no more time for my Ju-on liao...will try make time for it..or the most is wait for the VCD?? haha..can consider going to Malaysia and bring back pirated ones..meowz..haha..still wanna get a MAMBO bag..have been trying to buy since last year!! gooTness.. Oh..i finally got my first BOLSTER!!! haha..they said that its dust-free, highgrade polyester and 100% something...haha...dad paid $12 for it..ok price i guess..i got a hard time trying to hug it last night cause maybe im too small and its a little too hard...not seasoned yet..haha..gotta start on my tutorials now..miss all of you guys...haha..