Phone to Heaven

Would somebody please invent a phone to Heaven??

Daryl's off to Wallaby for 24 days.. ))'=

When one is back, the other's gone. Just stay, alrights?

Maurice's back

Weee...! Maurice's back?? Like so fast? You know..when the person's away, you miss the person and stuff. When he's back, you're like "oh..so fast?". Haha..Yay!! No more calls and smses to Brunei!! =))

Went to the gym yesterday...got to know how to use more equipments. =)) No muscle aches today..gooT!!

Think im broke...after eating with Chris like so many times in a day..

Studyin was cool..finished Macroeconomics at last..time to start on GP and Microeconomics soon.

Damn..have to go People's Park now. Book tix to Bali.. =))

Oh No!

Lying isnt called love.
What's love, if I can't even be true to you?

My favourite couple broke up. Wyn and Carol. Emphasis that dishonesty and distrust can certainly end a relationship fast. Therefore, dont bother getting into one if you have my personality. I am not fully honest about anything. Im just not used to telling the complete truth. Take it or leave it.

Haha. Woked up early to go school for Econs Mock. Then, i got cheated. Dig that pile of shit?? It was postphoned an hour later. Hell. Was so sleepy?? Forcing my eyes open when it finally started at 10am. It was okie i guess..question was on PED and Price Discrimination-> Monopoly. My favourite type of questions. =)) Math consultation was cool..Mr Ang talk very fast..haha..

My lil's sister got a blog. Was reading it just now, realised i dont know alot about her life. The person she went out with last night was actually a runner i hated. Bad sportsmanship crap. Sis mentioned that she missed "uncle" and cried..otherwise my Papa..

I do miss Papa too..
I dont think about him that much anymore..
Seems like my tears can hardly flow out too..
But deep down..i miss him so much..too much..

Many people i know losin their fathers. I can understand fully what they're going through. Just be strong..if prayers help, pray. =)) I'm sure if they believe in a Heaven, we'll all unite one day.

ICA building

Went to change my Passport photo today. Custom say my photo very "out-dated". Haha..had fun posing for a photo there. Yes..its a very funny photo..haha..

Ate alot today..seriously out of shape liao. -looks at bulging stomach-

Went to Melly's place today. So the plan to Melbourne's off..her mom said it was for old people. Haha..so Bali's a better place as suggested. I dont mind..can always go Australia again after December. Got hell lot of time. -grinz- Checking out the rates and hotel stuff with the travel agencies at People's Park on Friday. Have to get the stuff settled before As start. Sheryldine, you wanna go there again?? Haha. So, on the confirm list, i still only have Melly, Brenda and myself. Edward..im waiting for you and your exit permit. Hurry!! =b

All the obese people i know from PLMGS is becoming hell thin. Time to check my diet..haha..because apparently, i can hardly see my toes liao. =)) Mrs Mingott part2. Hurhs..

My sister's gonna specialise on Physical Education in NIE. And perhaps English and Geography. Think she's really happy today. =)) How can anyone give up NUS to go become a teacher??? There..my sister lor..haha..

My right eyes very problematic these days..it was swollen yesterday. Then when i close my eyes to sleep, it hurt like shit. )'= Now should be better..but its itchy..so i keep rubbing..yikes..

Tired..wanna hug on to you..but you're not here.. -pouts-

Delifrance

I love Delifrance =)))

Hurhur..Mitchell's birthday! Happy 18th birthday to my "twin"!

So, the big plan to go Melbourne after As. With Melly and Liyu? And would anyone else wanna come along?? Have to apply for visa soon..Haha..can't wait to get outta spore!!

Nuff said..back to books..again..

Market

gooTness...Mum forced me to go market with the new maid. Can i just die?? Dig that shittt!! I havent stepped into a market for trillion years liao?? Morning was destroyed because of my trip to market. Didnt understand why cannot go supermarket. So, i dunno a thing..i was there because:

1) Mummy wants me there
2) Make sure she knows how to count the money
3) Doesnt get cheated
4) Dont get lost
5) No old man flirting with my maid (she IS pretty)
6) Translate what she wants to the smelly fishmonger
7) Get my breakfast
8) Can see what the maid's up to
9) See her buy wrong things and get scolded by Mummy -lols
10) Doing everyone a kind favour =))

Rats..another 16mins overseas call..im so dead. X_X Come back yoou dirtyboy...so both of us can save money!!! =))

Tuition teacher should be here by now..she's late..or rather not coming. No sms replies from her either. Crapz..irresponsible..alright..she just called..to say that she forgot about it..fcukit?

God-pa's 2nd month..Miss his smiles and waves..i love you..

Us..wit the new machine..haha..

2046

Seriously, thats the end of this month's mobile bills. Maurice called from Brunei in the morning yesterday, then i kept pickin up calls when i shouldnt be. SMSes already reached 600+ when i still have a week to the end of the month. =/ DEFICIT!!!

Shitty..dnt dare to blog on what i did yesterday when its actually 13 days to As.. =S

Kinda glad Maia's outta Idol. Hate her friggin attitude. Okay..she's sexy, short, have a great pair of boobies and a great voice. But so what? Christopher should be given more chances to shine..he can sing..not well but definitely not under pressure or when he's over-excited. My favourite's still Oli!! =))

Anyways, got my bottom half of the bikini. Cost a bomb. Shall put up (myself, melly, bren) neos soon. =))

Cheryl..im missing u right now..i shall come over soon..soon?

My maid lost my freaking *. Can't believe it. It was my favourite!!!! Args...where to find the same one that looks so perfectly gorgeous on me?? Its expensive too you know..fcukit..im sort of one more normal *..

Studied in school with Tirene..ate alot as well. Right Chris?? Haha..

Went to meet Sinyin for a while at Compass Point in the evening..get clothes cause she has the membership..discounts!! =))

Will be meeting Melly tmr after Math mock..then Edward and Jason for movie. Nice weekend..but the mugging starts after tmr again... -pouts

I want my cheese and milk!!!!

Sengkang Library

Consultations in the morning. Thiang and Ang was cool..it was mother Sim's one that i totally freaked out. Haha..

Studied at Sengkang Library. This crazy O-levels guy kept looking at *...then he kept walking pass *. Then he tried taking pictures of * via his hp. GooTness..he needs a life..like what Kimmy said: he's gonna fail his Os!! Haha...

I understand somethin happened. Im proud she's taking it well. I know exactly how it feels..a little more time might make things better soon. Be strong. =))

Alrighty...mug people..15 more days.

Whitesands

Studied with Shuyun today at WhiteSand Delifrance. Was freezin in there..

Anyway, when she reached there, i just crawled out of bed. Which means that im totally late for the meeting. Feel so bad..but i hurried down after receivin her call. So much for late night studying..ended up reaching one hour plus later? =/

Yes..very dangerous askin me out. Especially with Liyu, dont know why'll i be like super late. But usually, im pretty much on time. -shakes buttt =))

We went through 5 sets of prelim MCQ taken from different JCs. Then did our own work..help each other out basically. Was ok a day i guess... Tmr all my consultations start..poott...

Pussycat nearly bite me today...she's so fat!!! Raaahhhh..

Alright..i needa work out a budget..Mum's complaining about my hp bill..in fact, she's threatening to deduct my allowance!!!

I keep tellin myself im not studyin hard enough. But i keep losing focus. 17 more days..

Anyways, wenta town again. Just to get the Panasonic battery charger for my digital video camera. Shopped with my lil' sista..took neos but didnt buy much stuff. I'm in love with Dior's perfume. =)

Mock exam begins on Monday. But i believe it will get easier to handle. =))

I love PAUL FRANK!!!!

I was just wonderin to myself why re we spending so much time infront of the computer. When what we have before us is something non-existent. It's all virtual and i have the guts to surf the net for 2hours out of 24hours when exams in 17 days? -slap myself

I was at Coffeebean cramming with Grace and Jasmine. Bad decision to order Ice Blended Mocha. I couldnt sleep at all??!!! Was on bed for 8 hours!!! 60% awake!! From 12.30am till 8.30am!! I prayed and prayed..before i knew it, my maid was up. Which meant that it was 6am. Then i got a call from Maurice at around 8.20am??

Horrible Terrible Vegetable!!
-groans groans groans

Think my handphone bill might shoot up this month. Calls and smses Brunei..haiz..another threat from Mum coming right up! x_x

Economics --> Tryin to get concepts right and fresh in my head. Needa do more outlines.
Mathematics --> More and more papers and revision exercises. More help and tuition.
Literature --> Consultations and more good readings.

Zihui, Shanice, Victoria, Liyu

Orchard

Studied at Starbucks with Liyu again..from morning till 2plus. Had lunch at Delifrance before heading down to town. 19 more days!! Args..

Haha..my digital video camera's working!!! It's just the batteries that have died out like TOTALLY! -grinz

Got chocolates from The Cocoa Tree...yeah!!! =))

This is a major sin but yes..me and Liyu dear went to catch a movie!!! Sick a not?!!!! Hahaha..Wimbleton was nice..felt as if i was watching a real tennis match. =)) Was clapping and cheering!! Typical romantic storyline..but enough to warm our hearts. -smiles I'll give it 3 movie bites!

Saw Zihui, Victoria at Cine..haha..wow wow wow..shant say too much..Hahaha..

On the way to Marche for a quick bite with Liyu when i received a surprise msg from Daryl.. =))

Gonna get the brown sweater from GUESS. It's not very cheap but i love the colour and all. =))

Shall quit bitching around and get on with work. Hurhur..

Orchid Country Club

Graduation Day was cool. Haha. Woke up late, missed my prize on stage. Went to PE room after the whole event and saw Mr Goh.

Goh: Who do i see? Who do i see? -smiles at me like some monkey-
Me: grinz
Goh: So familiar..i wonder who.. -fixing his eyes on me-
Me: grinz
Goh: Oh! It's Shanice!
Me: -_-
Goh: Why never come to school just now?
Me: Stomach cramps..haha...
Goh: Oh really? Stomach cramps? Haha.. -walks off after waggin a finger at me-
Me: Bubye Mr Goh. =))

So, last year, i've got 20 bucks..this year increased by 50%. I've got 30bucks plus a medal. Not bad huh. -skips- Hurhur. =b

The song "WE ARE ONE" can actually be sang as a choral piece. I dont know why SRJC chose to sing it with the original soundtrack. It's like a jungle song with lions in them with teachers singing on stage. Mother Sim and Fatty was hiding behind. Couldn even see them at all!!! -whines

As usual, when T was on stage, i straight away went like "OH NO!!!". Haha..

Okies..results wise, definitely a huge leap forward. All geared up to work more and consult more. =)) Dad was pleased with my improvement. Heh...press on press on..

Studied at Orchid Country Club with Liyu. Was quiet and cold at the study area till some secondary school Beng bought his friends there to make noise. They were obviously trying to her Liyu's attention. So much for being attractive..ruined the mood.

After that, we went to the gym and checked our BMI and body fats. I'm underweight apparently. -_- I eat so much..!!

155cm -- 41.8kg -- 20.2% body fat -- 17.9 for BMI

Studied with Liyu at Raffles Place. Even she agreed with me that it's a quiet place! Haha. From 3.30pm till 7.30pm. Didnt talk much..we had too much work to do. Oh well, managed to dig out some juicy gossips from her. Anyways, her dad drove us to NUS..to fetch her sister Maureen from the Law Faculty. Got to see the place..very nicely renovated. =))

Reached home just in time to go pick Mum at the airport. As usual, she bought duty free goods and perfume from the arrival hall. That took her like 30minutes. -faintz Looks like her Bangkok shopping trip was good. Haha.

Consultation starts next wednesday:

08.00: Ms Thiang (Lit) 10.15: Mr Ang (Math) 11.15: Mrs Sim (Econs)

Im fcukin awake studying cause:

i watched telly for 3 hours
i napped for 2 hours
i walked around doing nothing for 2 hours

Why can't i concentrate in my own house?? Darn..shall go airport to study today..discipline's higher when im outside cramming. Mum's returning home from her Bangkok shopping trip at 1030pm or so..can pick her up too. =)) It's about 21 days to A levels..

-whines and groans

Ouch

I'm in pain...my ear's bleeding!!! The more i dig the hole, the more the blood comes out. My pinky's covered with blood already!! My fingernail's stuck with BLOOD!!

X_X -faintz

Just had prawn mee with Tirene at the interchange..so yummy!! =)) Haha..prawn mee without prawns..orgasm-inducing!!! No?

Hurhur..yess...Nana and Jenn, i'll bring you guys to the beer party next year!! Stop cursing me liao..my life is officially shortened! =p

Surprisingly, i got the 2.4km award?? With my lousy timing?? Yucks..

Melt..i wanna see the sun and you!!! Hurhur...
Missing Cheryl, Lili and Maurice like shit too..come back all of you!!! I can't live without you..

-looks for magic wand

Euphoria 04

Crammin with Layleng today can't be more productive. Raffles Place Starbucks's really good and quiet. Interacted with the female boss there and got her to turn off the jazz music. Haha...

Euphoria 2004, Tiger Beer Birthday Party was way cool!!! Haha..drank beer like nobody's business.. Haha..got VIP pass so pretty honoured..the music was great..except the Techno part which i totally hate.

Toilet was gross as usual though claimed to be cleaned it very 30mins. You know..urine vapour! Haha..held my breath though it wasnt smelly. Nearly puked..i hate the whole idea of female and male sharing THE SAME make-shift toilets.

Highlight of the night was obviously Machi and they totally rock! Haha..enjoyed myself on the grass. I'm not sure of what the singers are blabbering abt actually. Haha. Shall be back next year for more party!!! *skips*

Anyways, guys there were very lecherous..and one bung kept staring at me. Please..they prolly thot my Daddy was my boyfriend or sth..no larh! Open ur freaking eyes!!! -_-lll

Im warm all over..gonna sleep!

I keep myself busy so i dont have to think about anything. Problems will only then become far....far far away..

Kok Kok

Haha..some dumb FARKTARD actually created a friendster account for MRS KOK THE PRINCIPAL!!! Can i just faint?? Anyways, its super hilarious!!! Check it out!! Haha..all thanks to Nana Banana for telling me early in the morning at like 1030am! Can't quit laughing about it now lah! Haha..did i mention i added her to my list?? *skips around happily* =))

Yes..so damn confirm im gonna pierce my navel after As. As for my tongue, prolly awhile later when i've gathered more courage. *grinz*

You left me.
Just come back alrights.

Maurice

I did it again. Your every touch awestucks me. Know i shouldnt have accepted the invitation. Was distracted the entire day. [Dont even know why i bothered going to school for Thiang's consultation at 2pm when she totally forgot about me and shuyun.] Emotional burden. Kept thinking about it. Why is it you? Why do you have so much control over me? Will i ever break free of this fixation? I can't even break loose from myself. Just be gone. I need to brainwash myself. Burden burden. I should stop thinking about it now. Maybe later. Miles to go before i sleep. I'm stuck on you. Friend or lover. I dont know. But i know i need you in my life. Dont ever leave me baby.

Edward

Destroyed

Every time I think of you, I feel my heart shot through
But that's the way that it goes, and its what nobody knows
Living a life like it has no end?

Do you have the time, to listen to me whine?
About everything, anything all at once
I'm one of those melodramatic fools, neurotic to the bone no
Doubt about it.

Sometimes I give myself the shit.
Sometimes my mind play tricks on me, it all keeps adding up
I feel I'm cracking up, am I just paranoid, I'm just stunned.

Do you have the time to wait for me, all this while?
I guess you don't, because soon you'll go
I'm just another fool, caught in this game for two.

Time ran out, you broke the spell, I bear the curse
As long as I live.
The soul in me cries
Tearing, Tormenting, Torturing.

Am I blind, for I can hardly see now.
It vanished as fast as the wind, yet much misery it seems.
It'll have to remain the same
Because that's what i wish, or perhaps not.

What exactly's left?
Confusion, dilemna all comes to a halt.
I'm swallowing a knife
There's no other life like this.

Workers

Upgrading at my area.
Witnessed two fights in all.
China men - basically hitting and shouting at each other.
I've always enjoyed watching 2 men fight. =))
And no, i dont care about harmony.
No world peace.

Emperor's New Clothes

Godmother's birthday tmr. It'll be the first time we officially bring her out for dinner. =)) I dont know how old she is actually..haha..told her we're bringing her out for dinner last night cause it's her birthday and she went "oh..my bday meh? Haha..i've forgotten!" -_-lll

Lisany's way too funny. She was joking with me about "Emperor's New Clothes" today during Math tutorial. Haha..think Mr Ang overheard our embarrassing conversation. =b

Chris also make me laugh so much during Math lecture today. Haha...and i think her information's abit to slow cause everything already ended!! Wonder what kinda gossip goes around the art room..hmmm... =p

Nana and i got so excited about the dolly's hair changing colour today. We were walking to the bus-stop in the warm sun and the UV rays did some magic on the hair. Hehe. Dearest Tirene got me the dolls from Woodlands!!! Although dont have the one with the red-head, i guess the silver head's alright and pretty as well. *grinz* It's so adorable!!

Anyway, Math paper is back. Half of GP's back. One third of Econs is back. Basically, i've improved since mid-years. =)) Not getting grades like As and Bs of course but good enough to put a smile on my face. So much to revise and practice..darn..even if im not ready for A-levels, i'll still have to say "im ready".. )'=

I'm so gonna pierce my tongue and my belly!!!!

Weekend

3 hamsters ran away from the cage..haha..so funny. My jack russell over at princeton ville's dying i think. He's hardly 6 years old..too bad the car tyre ran over his paw at the driveway. I'm not a pet lover..but i dont ill-treat them either. =) I especially love Pussycat..

The article on Life section today about Lazy Eyes scares me. I have lazy eyes. I use my better eye to see things and i do tilt my head like all the time. No wonder its 350 and my better eye's 50 only. Put a pole infront of me and my vision will be totally screwed up. One side will be clear and the other will be blur like fcuk.

Mother Sim made us do projects on current issues like oil prices and outsourcing. So helpful and applicable to what's going on recently. And, yesterday's article at Home section on Outsourcing is highly useful and relevant. These are a few of my take-aways from the articles:
1) onshore/offshore outsourcing
2) how it helps to save costs
3) how it deals with domestic problems like unemployment
4) SIA, SATS, MOM, NS were some examples stated
5) although it cut costs, it raise others
6) time zone difference and work cultures

Sun-tanning with Shuyun and Tirene was cool yesterday. It rained for 5 days and God gave us clear skies and a warm sun on Saturday. =)) Started at about 1030 and ended by 1330. Was really hot and im burnt. Everything's golden and red except you-know-where. Haha..total expenditure was only $5.70! Gonna be a Islander after A-levels. Tann there till i look like a red-indian..wanna play volleyball with Aurelia too!

Motorcycle Diaries's another fabulous movie i caught with Shuming and Edward yesterday. I remembered one phrase which goes something like that: "We have too little of each other to be divided.." Though it sounds really....hmmm....loved that show. =))

On last Friday, it was my Grandmother's birthday. We went to a vegetatrian restaurant at Serangoon Road to eat. Got to interact with my cousins..which was totally entertaining. Haha. This auntie said i look like my Grandfather..i was like..what the hell??!! Then my another aunt asked if i had a boyfriend. I casualy replied i have plenty! She was pissed off, rolled her fcukin eyes and emphasized on "intimate boyfriends". Hello..what a question to ask! Even if have also dont needa report to you! Anyway, i said i dont have. Can't she just wait for my wedding invitation or something?? By the way, she's the onyl auntie left on the shelf. *serve her right!*

I didnt mention before right..my Daddy's side of the family tree have very BAD GENES. x_x
I hate the sharp jaw.
I hate the money squabbles.
I hate all the crap on divorce case.

Talk about my Mom's side of the family tree. She's the oldest. She practically argued with all her siblings except one sista. The youngest sister is missing literally and Mom's only brother has gotten a divorce if im not wrong. My family hates this brother cause he cheated my Daddy thousands of dollars before. If i see him, i'll spit on him. Family member cheating another family member...whats this man!

I dont know exactly how rich my grandparents or parents are. All i know is that money breaks up families. And i hate to see that happening cause my family is all 've got in the world..and i love them even though i can't stand a mother who doesnt behave like a mother or a little sister who doesnt have respect for either of her older sisters. My Dad's still the best, so to speak even though he's done many things that let my family down. We forgive and the same blood still runs in the family. =))