JULY : Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest .Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Unpredictable. Witty and sparkly. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked.
---> Yupz..i editted some qualities that doesnt sound like ME. =) Got it off a fwd mail.

Gossipdom; Part One Haha..so the girls and i had a fun time talking about the "forest", the "beak" and "wings" today during break. Sheesh..luckily the guys sitting near us couldnt hear a single shit..they might end up laughing till they die or something. Haha..anyone wants me to take them on a ride through the great amazon forest?? You'll notice this fantastic big Eagle with the prettiest beak and flaps. Haha...right girls??

Gossipdom; Part Two This scandalous couple was fondling and having their friggin hands all over each other at the study area. He was literally going to rub himself on her thighs already..his hands were placed at her ass..sheesh..the year ones are so...*shivers*

Gossipdom; Part Three Bahaha..so the girls nicknamed this indian girl Cleopatra. Check out the bun she has on her head. Haha..we decided that if she's going to rebond her monstrous curly hair, it might cost her up to $500. =P gooTness..we're so bad..cracked other jokes about her with sashi too..laughed till i cried. Another day not to be forgotten in college..haha..Lord bless us all..haha

Whats with a farking school belt man..go check out on the councilliors and see if you can spot their belt!

Runaway Jury was a pretty cool show. =)

And i just have to comment on this week's episode on Smallville..i thought that particular scene was way too long..they should have cut short that portion..

Hmm..played squash after 3months properly today..was good wacking balls..anger all disappeared!

My turn to do a tribute!! =P

Shuyun..
She was my closest friend last year besides Nana. 3 of us would stick to each other most of the time. Remember how we used to walk to the bus-stop together and sharing so many things in our life. She was a really encouraging friend. Haha...except you simply love to steal my handphone and make me run hard and long, beg you for it! Bad girl..bleaghz..She can be a real fun girl to hang around with..talking crap or serious stuff..thanks for adding colours to my days in college ah yun. =) wait wait...who is always making fun of me that im not 18 yet huh???? *stares at parquack*

Xiangjing..
Always called you ah xiang but recently your name became Nana. Heez..remember all our crazy times back last year. Our 1st shopping trip, i actually made you wait so long because im late BUT you took a long time to choose that one piece of clothe too!! *lolz* So we're quits huh! Haha..and all your tasteless and lame jokes..sheesh..we simply cant laugh at them BUT i can always laugh at your lameless..how much crazy times we have with you around. All i can say to you is: LAME, LAME, LAME!! haha..you're the smartest in our clique, never study also can do well...wow..though you never give almost any sensible advices, but i know i can always count on you when i need someone to talk too. Except SOMEONE will be sleeping everytime i call her..bahaha!

Tirene..
This girl..haha..very easy to know and understand. I can practically read her mind. You always ask me some of the most ridiculous questions, i cant help but laugh at you and the joke! =) Fellow PL-lites, we sing songs like those days back in PL whereby we have morning singspirations and chapel periods..Then she became my going-home-partner. Always stopping by for small-bites after school and strolling back together. How beautiful is that..Just look at her grin on the face these days..haha..im glad you always give me a chance to listen to you and try to advice you..though the advices can go wrong sometimes. =P Yes..listening to perfect10 on the radio with you was the funniest incident i can recall..that "jack-would-u-be-my-girl" song..haha..and yes..the transexual guy we saw on the bus today..thanks for telling me he has boobies..*faintz*

Grace..
Haha..didnt know we can connect so well...and i only know you better this year..what a pity that we missed out on 1 year grace..haha. Nvm, its not too late to know each other even better now right? She's got one of the most contagious laughter to me..haha...recalling her laughter makes me wanna laugh now!! She's got so much love to share with all of the girls..thats what i feel lar. The cutest thing is that we both have the same taste for eye-candies! Haha..look at our faces when we see someone we both think is cute...oow..! Especially during that stoopid Fatty Wong's lessons whereby she talkes nonsense for 1hour. Hell..! And obviously when Nana crap the lamest of the lamest jokes..oh..we cant say it's a joke can we??? Haha..our expression is just so similar! Haha..thanks for allowing me to know you better grace. =) And for all your entertaining entries..loved it!!

Rushdy..
We adopted each other as siblings. The thing is that you refuse to call me your big BROTHER! i dont wanna be a sister to you!! Haha..thanks for buying me drinks FOC sometimes and offering to get foodstuff for me and the girls. You're indeed like a brother to me. Of course we share the same fascination about Lana Lang and Smallville..haha..always laughing at me for forgetting to catch the episodes. Talking about it, i'll remember to catch it tonight! =P Hee..all the PW sessions..man..i hope we dont have to talk about GM Food again?? Haha..trips to National Library, my place and Subha's place. Looking back, it was a great joy having you in my group. You're one guy that talks rubbish..but it makes sense only after awhile. You'll always be my beloved DIDI!!! =P Okie..that was to tease you..

ME!!
Err..haha..thank you for being you and for making people laugh and cry at the same time. Thank you for being mean and nice at times. Haha..thank you for entertaining the class with the stoopidest jokes..thank you that the quality is better than Nana's lame jokes of the day. Haha..thank you for talking rubbish until no one wants to acknowledge you as shanice. *stares at Parquack, Nana & Grace* Thank you for bothering to write a tribute to you. =P

God..
Needless to say, you're the best Father in heaven! =)

Family..
I love you all..hope mom's love will become unconditional one day..and that God-dad will be out of the hospital soon.

Melissa, Jenn, Cheryl, Liyu, Zihui etc..
Thanks for being my friends since Secondary school days..for keeping in touch till now..for listening to me condemn SRJC..for trying to catch up with me though our schedules clash 3/4 the time..for wanting to know how i am now and then. Touches me alot and i'll never want to lose you girls as my friends! *hugs tight tight*

Other friends..
Thanks for bothering yourself to read my entries. =) Whether you like or dont like me..sometimes its weird i protect and say nice things about people only to find that im being "back-stabbed". Oh well..i still love you all. =)

Stephen Tay..
Thanks for the video clip on Change. Totally cracked me up and made me more optimistic! =)

Didnt do well for Math class test 2..Now have to put in even more effort!!

Haha..so much for the gasp in class when Ms Thiang bend huh..haha. PS: im not refering to the whatever you're thinking. So girls, you all ought to be more conscious. =)

Hmm..so Grace's 18 today..leaving poor me to be the youngest. How sad..but im still going to watch Passion of Christ with classmates. It's rated MA-18. Can always borrow my sister's ID i guess..

Sat with Huili (2a04) for Math tutotial. We couldnt stop laughing at each other when we were sharing about our fear of math tuition. Sheesh..mental torture. Then went for lunch with Joyce and Chris. =) What a pleasure!

Had a good discussion about this particular issue with the girls today at the study area..realised how our opinions defer. Only Grace and i agree with each other most of the time..

We get judged by people all the time..but only we ourselves know ourselves best (yes, sometimes we turn into weird animals, we begin to not know who we are)! Too bad if the impression isnt positive..God knows me and has the best plans for me. Amen?

Amen! =)

Listening to Hillsong's new album-United:More than life... =)

Grace, i share your joy..haha..simply because simple birthdays, with dearest people by your side, can be the happiest thing..Im always touched by these little gestures. Anyone with feelings will experience the same im sure. =)

Lil' sister is back from Perth!! Sheesh..i wanted to wake up early and pick her up at airport with Mom. Unfortunately, i didnt. Of course Mom nagged at me for saying i'll go with her to Coffeebean and ended up stucked to my bed. Oh well, was rumbling through her stuff to fish for MY presents!! All the Roxy and Billabong etc stuff..so cheap can?! Lent her my camera and yet the photos she took was pretty bad..dot dots

Haha..so many stuff..ranging from chocolates to candles to shoes to jewellary to clothes to keychains to bags to sports stuff to lingerie to oh..i'll never finish naming them. Glad she had fun. School field trips are always fun! *grinz*

Mom said that we'll go to Australia or Europe straight after my 'A's..good..havent step out of the country since last December. My passport is rotting for 3-4 months liao. The last time she dragged me to Tioman with her monkey-minkey-donkey-dinkey friends, i kinda suffered a little. Only the sea and seafood was fabulous. Swimming with the fishes was totally awesome! Yupz, you're suppose to 'scubu-dive' but if you can swim with your eyes open, you'll be swimming without that breathing apparatus lar. =) Miss Thiang was actually there during the hols..

Yeah!!! I managed to complete my holiday assignments!! Haha..except maybe Math lar..i mean you can never finish practising Math, can you?

Hee..Mr Ang, my math tutor is so so so cuuuute!!! =P
He was trying to say "Prove, prove, prove", then ended up saying "Poof, poof, poof!". Imagine the lecture hall bursting out in laugher. He apologized for his bad pronounciation.

I just figure out it might take me some time to get my spellings for certain words correct. Hmm..had the problem of recognising the letters B and D. Now, i've a major problem in spelling speAk. i always spell is as speCk. Darn..im i dumb or what..

The taiwan elections thing...watched ChannelNewsAsia anyone?? I thought the translation was really bad..ironic thing was that its an English programme! Hmm..that candidate wants the election to be null and void..whatever..

So, my tuition got cancelled for the 2nd time this week. Hopefully she turns up tmr. Got so much questions to clear. Sister heading back from Perth now. Will be goin to pick her up at 5.30am or so. Can't wait to see what she has bought!!! *screams*

Ooo...My lovely sunflowers are still surviving. Makes me smile whenever i see them..Hee..thank you for bringing that smile to me. You know who you are.. =)

Watched "The Eye 2" with elder sister and cousin. Sheesh...pregnancy is bad enough..going through labour is shitty..If you're haunted by some spirits, you might as well die! That show is abit misleading..not exactly scary cause your hair just don't stand. Hmm..okie, maybe cannot use me to gauge since im hairless everywhere except my eyebrows and head. Hey! Dad's got no hair on his legs too okie! Mom's got no underarms hair..who wants my genes?? Hee..

Then headed down to T.T.S.H. again for a short while to see god-dad with sister and cousin. He has moved to another ward. He can't really talk properly anymore. Must be due to the infection of the lungs. I dunno actually..he has so many complications. Hmm..held his hands..saw that smile on his weary face. Made my heart peaceful for awhile. His sister came and actually drove us all back. Wow..the Mercs was the sports car type lah! So so cool! Feel even more rich sitting in it. =)

Well, Lesley, if you're reading this, all i can say is that my dad has also always been the constant thing in my life. Mom behaves somewhat like your mom. Except she doesnt even bother bother abt my lugguage when we go abroad. She doesnt really behave like a mom. She doesnt do household chores, she doesnt cook for us. or sit down and listen to us. She's basically concerned with money and going out to party. She scolds us all the time and dare tell us she's not strict. More like unreasonable to me. Really lucky i have an older sister to talk things too. Try talking it out..it always help in a way or another yea dearie?? *hugs* I can relate very well with you though our situations might not be 100% similar..im always here.. =)

Spent my time with god-dad at the hospital. He keeps pulling off the tubes that the nurses have to tie him to the bed. Of course an acknowledgment form was signed in case people think it's "cruelty". Stubborn god-dad..he behaved like a little boy today. The thing that irritated me was, every 1/2 hour, the nurses will drag a new machine into the room and do the whatever test on him. Sheesh..how to rest like this?? Then it was the blood test then brain scan then suction. Machines after machines. I can't even take it when he makes all the weird noises as he coughs. Needless to say: the sound of the suction machine on him. My heart aches for him and for god-brother. Financial strain on him since he's the only child. Hopefully their faith will see them through this crisis.

One of their relative came and sort of preached to me about Catholic as a religion. She told me of the difference between Methodist and Catholics. I learnt so much just by listening to her. Didnt know Mother Mary wasn't a God. She was merely the chosen one. =) Bless us all. Then she finally ended off by saying im 17 yrs old, and should be able to decide for myself the kind of religion i want. Religion is such a huge issue to me..

Tan Tock Seng Hospital changed a lot. It looks so much better now..facilities and everything looks new and clean to me. The only thing that remains the same is: THE SMELL. Args..makes me so sick sometimes..But the ward god-dad was staying at, has a very nice environment for recuperation. Maybe it's a higher class ward, which explains for the nice scenary and caring nurses. This indian nurse spoke chinese so well, i complimented her and told her i cant speak like her. *throw face* I saw how the other patients interacted with each other, understanding and learning from each other their illness. Can be a very......kind of experience for me (notice i dont know what word to use) since i dont frequent the hospital. But the service there is really good. They eat at 12pm, 3pm, 6pm then 9pm. Sheesh..good life! Bad thing's that god-dad can't eat..it's been 2 days. He's a big man, 72 this year, eats large portion of food, drinks alot of coffee, writes alot. Now, he's starving in hospital. They finally got him to wear pampers and the tube thing that collects the pee in a bag. If only he had listened last time..

Your life will never go that wrong if you're in pink of health. Watch your diet and exercise regularly!! It's the only way to go about living life to the fullest and experience things you have yet to do so.

Shit..do i sound like some idiot or what..haha.. *shakes butttt*

God-dad's admitted into T.T.S.H. Lung infection.

What im angry about is that Mom said it was a serious illness, yet she told us not to go to the hospital at night. So i merely said: Dont expect us to go down to the hospital at night should YOU get ill. Your retribution. What? The hantu at the hospital is gonna come after us?? I thought god-dad was the important reason why we should go down. Mom also said that they're just our neighbour. Please, they took care of us sisters (obviously they loved me the most so im their god-daughter) since we're a baby till now! Bonds are formed..i dare say god-mom is closer to me than mom, i always try so hard to speak chinese to her. I sound like Andrea de Cruz. God-dad was more English speaking so it wasnt any problem then. One sentence of my god-parents totally melt and touched my heart: If your parents dont care/love you, remember we'll always be there and love you. Weird, god-parents never scolded me for wrong things i've done, they just correct me.

Mom on the other hand will yell at me. Can't really feel her love for me these few years. She's not doing exactly what normal mothers would do..haha..social conventions which i'd expected in Mom..Notice i hardly talk abt dad..he's the best father..gives me whatever i want..fatherly love is felt all the time in contrast with mom. Shit..if mom reads this, she's gonna get hurt. She'll start rumbling on about what she did for us in the past. The bad thing about mom is that she keeps holding on to the past. Move on Mom..

I remembered swallowing a 50cents coin down last time. Maybe it's still in my tummy..

God-dad use to be so strong that he can lift/carry 3 of us sisters up at one time. He's the one who gave us candies and buy whatever junk-food we wanna eat. He's better than santa-claus. He was almost my everything when i was young. Later as the years go by, he started getting ill all the time. In and out of hospitals, falling down umpteen of times, coughing like hell and walking ever so slowly. It was torturing him, i can tell. Yet, he refuse to take his medicine or get a check-up at the clinic. His stubborness caused god-mom to suffer along side with him as well. God-brother seems tired of his stubborness.

Im gulity..they stay just one road away from me yet i only visit them like once/twice a month. Now, he's admitted. i reckon the least i can do is to company him whilst it's my term break..They're catholic...prayin might do wonders..

Birthday Celebration for Nana & Gracie
It was the weirdest celebration since both the brithday girls only arrived at Tirene's house 2 hours after the meeting time. We wanted to go cycling. Ended up with a rainy weather and so we crowded around the telly for 5 hours!!! Watched Ms G's show: Snow White and Frankenstin. Was really gruesome with lots of terrible sex scenes. I'll never forget that scene-"thrusting" action going on right infront of my eyes. *faintz*
Travelled to Chinatown for the best porridge and lou toufu. Took many pictures of course. Haha..this cool-looking Jap guy secretly took a pic on his phone, of me or tirene. He probably didnt get a close look of my zitty face in the dim lightings. Really had fun bonding with the girls. To confess, its my 2nd or 3rd outings with them only. Haha..i can't really get out of my house with a fantastically strict mom. *roarz* And Sammi commented that i look more "pubertic" now..you girls know why huh..haha..

Different bras and different postures can really make a great difference in the outlook of the female's chest. I'm fascinated by all those crap. I think every girl will agree with me on that. I came from PL..people there have this mentality of "the smaller,the better". So thats how sports bras pile up in my wardrobe. Ok..is that too private? Haha..girls talk..it's my blog anyway..

Is your heart racing?
Are you trying to look at that someone but yet trying hard not to get caught staring at?
Are you dumbfounded and quiet in that someone's pressence when you're actually dying to speak to him/her since God-knows-when?
You want to be around all the time, wherever he/she is?
The best is he/she takes notice of you?
Waitin hard for his/her reply on SMS? And then smiled like a idiot when he/she finally replied?
Ever prayed to God that he/she will like you back?
Ever wanted to go to school without having to wait for your alarm clock to sound?
Ever thought of wanting to be the best of friends when you realise being together wasn't possible;though you keep telling yourself love doesnt have to possess?

I don't know the difference between infatuation, "like", crushes, puppy love, flirting etc. But one thing i know: Love is such a powerful word. How can you ever love someone so deeply FOREVER?? Seems impossible to me for the time-being. Afterall, feelings wear out after the "honeymoon" period is over or when the relationship gets too steady and dry. To end if off, I know that the primarily love comes from my family.. =)

Grace!!! *Roars*
You poopoo nana shitty mama!! *laughs*
Why are your entries like cracking me up forever??!! Hahaha.. *dies laughing*
It's like your tone's pretty serious but yet its funnily hilarious!! *laughter can't seems to die out*

Okie..you know me..i laugh like a monster for no particular reason/s..and my laughter can be heard miles away.."how disgusting"..as described by peepz.

Mom was really lame today. She said something about her love for seafood. Here's how it goes:
I must eat "ham" (in dialect)...my favourite.
-silence on the table-
Then she added: Im very "ham"ful (harmful).

God..i nearly died..when ever since did mom adopt this sense of "humour", telling us tasteless jokes like Nana. haha..no offence okie!! =P

Spent an hour msging Aurelia today. Gawd..it's been some time since we last contacted. Haha..she's still so nice and concerned about me and Maurice. Oh, her mom and Maurice's mom works in the same company. That's actually how i got to know her..through Maurice. =)

Ahh...just finished revising for tmr's Math test on Mathematical Induction and Integration. I had better pass..tuition fee aint cheap. *brain juice drained out*

Sun at Sentosa wasnt that fantastic today..im still not "chao-ta". Saw this lorry got stuck in the sand. And all the funny noise the workers made when they tried to push the lorry. In the end, they gave up, went for lunch, with the lorry stuck there. Haha. I was laughing my ass off. =P

Meowz..Tirene!!! How come you take so many pictures with my husband Al"flirt"?? *jealous and grumphy* Hahaha..

Younger sister has flown off to Perth for Geography field trip. Gonna miss her..want her to be home soon with many gifts for me. Esp the shoes i told her to buy for me...haha...

Viewing gallery was fantastic..watching the planes taking off..chilling there was good. Saw Diana, yes..the a02 one.. =)

Hmm...so much happenings during the weekend. I was tire out by it no doubt. I dont like having to try convincing someone. I mean i've said my piece, you can take it or choose not to believe it. But i think the politicially right thing to do in this society is to convince the person so that he/she will feel better. What's the farking use?? I dont like people getting too sensitive about matters which might be a little absurd to me. But im not so heartless because i can put myself in their shoes..although i might not be able to relate that well to certain matters.

Im just stating my thoughts..please please please dont get upset. You know my character: when i cant take it, i rather leave it behind then to go and solve it. We're both are drained out by it..dont let it happen again if you can please. I think the next time, if it ever happens again, i might just ignore you. And i dont want it to happen cause you know i care for you. But enough is sometimes enough.

I dont know why for all my relationships, or half-relationships, i have to go through all these problems. And they are the same problems. Vicious cycle or something..which i might never get out off..yes..suddenly Trade Cycle is lying on my table, waiting for me to revise.

Don't worry..im fine now..just needa get it off my chest. I'm not gonna avoid this issue..haha..i dont think most of you know what im talking about..oh well.

I refuse to reply a single msg Maurice sent to me. For one reason for another, im pissed with him. I can imagine the look on his face when he books out and sees no msg in his inbox from me. Well..do i look like i care.. *shakes buttttt*

Just planned out my one week of break yesterday. Realised i needa put in more study hours. My "cousin" said 4 hours is too much for a day..its the quality not quantity. But i always thought they were inter-related..no??

Oh well...older sister's gone for this 1-night camp. So that leaves me with, ME. Hmm..shall sleep with my darling maid tonight. =)

i spent a good couple of hours doing something for Ah Pek. Haha..in fact, i spend almost everyday trying to complete his gift. It's hard work man.. meowz..

My tongue's green!! Ate this kiddish thing called "Voodoo Jelly-Lime" and the color cant seems to fade off..hmm..it'll probably take a longer time than normal people to fade..haha..

Hmm..after reading Yamhan's blog, i found that its like a "reply" to whatever i've blogged on. She have probably read my blog then. You guys can refer to the Quickie i wrote 3 days ago..

I dont really understand the thing about being punished together as a PE group. What's the thing with initiative and togetherness??? I thought Singapore's a democractic society. So what if we're an organisation? Therefore we have to follow ground rules?! Perhaps. Let's just look at it from different aspects.

If you're a Relief Teacher: You'll get disappointed by the attitude of the students. It's understandable for a relief teacher to cry. It's only human. After the whole matter, you'll think you're so silly because if the tears shed. You pray hard that your students will change their attitude. And of course you pray for yourself to be stronger next time round, should a similar problem arise.

If you're a Teacher: You're bound to protect your collegue. Make the students go through hell during PE to make up for their farking attitude. It's only human.

If you're active during PE: You obey the teacher, do whatever she has told you, try convincing others to participate in all those activities, you'll be wondering why is she crying. Because she ought to be encouraged by those who is so enthusiastic about PE.

If you're non-active during PE: You farking ought to be disgraced and ashamed of your attitude. Come on..you think you are healthy and have a perfect figure?? Can't you just cooperate with the teacher who is trying so hard to get things going?? Where's your appreciation and sympathy??!! Look at the amount of weak animals we have in school..just look..and look at yourself too okie..why can't you guys have an attitude like Grace..

If you're a student councillor: That's the frigging boring part. They start preaching about initiative and cooperation as a PE group. Oh please..you dont like that idea of being individualistic??? And so we ought to be condemned as a group?? *rolls eye*

Actually, it all boils down to which and who's stand we take..so much more to say but i wanna watch my VCD!! haha..Ms G kindly borrowed the bloody and erotic Mary Shelley's Frankenstein for me!! PS: the cover of the CD case states: erotic. I didnt made that up okie..haha..toodles!

Had KFC for supper..what a wonderful dad. =) We're only allowed to eat fast-food in the absence of our mom. How pathetic..its past midnight..mom's out with her friends, she's got so much night life, dad doesnt really like it.

So...the thing about being the BEST CIVICS GROUP. Yes, i believe it created a lot of shit between our class and the teachers who teaches us. Please..its based solely on PUNTUALITY!! Haha..like what Ms G said, how can we be the best class when we have fatty wong as our tutor, lazy people who hands in work late and a bunch of weak animals who attends 2 days out of 5 school days. *wow*
Oh please..i wanna die of embarrassment can..BUT BUT BUT..the good thing was that we have presents!!! *laughs* Not that im after the goodies or anything..

Ms G's tutorial today was like some "candy-sharing" session. She passed around Hersey's chocolates. PS: she proclaims that she only gives us good stuff. Haha..and i totally agree on that. Then we shared with her our goodies as well! I was so greedy i took so much chocolates and stuffed myself with them for lunch. Well, i did contributed to the puntuality of the class right! Haha..remember im a junk-food eater?? =P

Meowz..during lunch break, me, Tirene and Grace were studying at the aquarium listening to some of the coolest songs on Perfect 10. The songs they played for that hour happened to be so hot! Haha..Tirene started doing her "snapping-of-fingers-routine". Oh well..i forgot there were people in the study area and danced like i was clubbing..the songs just wanna make me jump on the table and dance away! Grace simply sat there and laughed..haha..Oei..nobody interested in the party at Chinablack this coming monday??!!! Come on..it's only a couple of hours..

Hmmm...what else huh...Jiesheng pulled out 4 teeth for braces. He keeps showing me the blood and making me listen to the amount of saliva he's "storing" in this mouth. Sheesh..im glad i didnt pull out any teeth!

I always thought it War is a good way to solve problems. Haha..not that i like it or what but whats the use of negotiation and peace talk. *rolls eyes* In the end, they end up fighting. Let those animals fight lar..maybe they can get something out of it.

At least the GP lecture was on: "Make War, Not Love".
Didnt quite agree with: "Make Love, Not War."

Gotta start working on a plan, by Sunday, for my one week "holiday".

80% on studying.
10% on fun.
10% on interaction.

Quickie

Told myself not to blog today but i found myself infront of the computer, again. So i'll make this a short entry..

My neck and shoulders are frigging aching...sitting down on the floor has become a problem to me. Also, I have this feeling that my hamstring is going to give-way again..

Hmmm..PE teacher cried. I dont really think its anyone's fault. Her lesson was a little boring because i found myself doing nothing for the 1st time during PE. Then she made us do shuttle run. She started to break down when some didnt follow her instructions and told us to go home. I just comforted her in the office..sigh..i think the only reason i'll apologise to her is that because she's our teacher and yet we made her cry, regardless of any reason.

So Bernard Tan told us to run 10 rounds in the rain..i cant believe it. Crazy..running doesnt solve a single shit you know..to be extreme, i think if you wanna be a teacher, you better know how to handle all this shit. If you wanna cry, dont do it infront of the students. My older sister is a teacher at PLMGSS now. She also cried once..but to me, its just a small matter. i know teachers have feelings because they're interacting with humans and not animals. Crying is no big deal but showing us you cant handle PE lessons is rather funny know..Mr Goh's gonna kill us tmr or smth..he can make us run another 50 rounds..i dont care..its not like its everyone's fault today..

Haha..im speaking up for myself-the ones who participated, the others who didnt participate, for the relief teachers and teacher's generally. My thoughts about what happened is all over the place. I sympathise yet found it absurd. But one thing for sure, i didnt regret any of my moves. i participated and did my best.

Okie..toodles for now..

I saw one of my PL junior today while going home.
She used to be a prefect but has quit prefectorial board.
She has very obviously turned into a bunk.
Oh well, i managed to get her to speak up on her own w/o me forcing her to tell stuff that she wouldnt be comfortable saying.

Learnt that she was really "hot" with the lesbians. She's in love with this girl who's 1 year older but they broke off. Now she's with someone she doesnt really have that much feelings for as she had with the previous girl. But the current girlfriend realised today that it sucks to be the substitute of that ex-girlfriend. So she ended it all with my junior bunk friend today although she loves her dearly. So my bunk junior friend is going to re-unite with her ex-girlfriend cause they love each other so so much. So much crying and tears..

I can relate very well with this sort of relationships..yes..the lesbian kind of relationship. When she told me all about it, it felt as if i was the girl involved in this triangle thing. My heart simply went out to my bunk junior friend and her current not-so-loved girlfriend. If you ask me why i can relate so well, thats because...

Lesbiasm: there's just so much to it. Emotional attachments take up 99.9%. Dont even think about the sexual part cause i think its only 0.1%. Yes, unless the 2 girls supposely get horny at the same time and decides to you-know-what.

If i have a girl who loves me so deeply, and im referring to romantic love, i'll go for the relationship. Maybe it due to the environment i was brought up at: PLMGPS and PLMGSS. Even until now, i still have the "feeling" of being loved by a girl..

I hope this doesnt mean that people is going to avoid me. Dont worry, i currently dont like anyone from college..haha..and will never like any girl from SR in that sense. It's just my mentality about this issue..

Gor..this might seem a little "WHAT-THE-FARK" to you...but oh well, i dont wanna hide anything..

MONSTROUS LAUGHING SHITTY MAMA DAY!!!

It started off at the canteen. Hell, i dont know why i laughed so hard and bad till my stomach hurt and was probably making too much noise banging on the table. Edward said he could hear me...oh my gooTness. *faintz* Im Sea Witch Ursula in denial. =P *laughs crazily* What the hell, i cant even remember what was i laughing about right after the break.

Hell..i got called for Econs lecture AGAIN? Screw myself..if not for the "open" answer that Shuming (he sat below me) provided me, i might not have known whats the teacher talking about. I memorised the formula w/o having the slightest clue on what is it all about..in chinese, its called "reading dead books".

So Gwen my darling husband has "married" herself to Nana, taking her as wife 17 and Parquack to be wife 18. Im no longer the last wife now..since i was wife 16 about 6hours ago.. *sobz*

Went to watch Mystic River today with my "cousin". Haha..am i the last to catch it? Oh well..i've rated it 4 stars. =) One of those great movies not to be missed..

Shuming!! I think "Pshanice" with the silent "sha" is good!! Oh my gooTness..i'm just dying with shit thinking about the word. Some people were calling me "brother-penis" today!! *faintz once more*

Tirene: thanks for the further joke and demo on vibration yea..you're beginning to be like me huh...which is a totally cool thing! Im so influential!!! bahaha..im expecting Nana to be a full-bloomed 'ME' soon, just like you. =P And to add just more thing with regatds to your entry, im telling you i didnt have SEX yesterday!! What the hell...?? haha...

Zihui: Hey girl..i think all my previous entries are not that healthy for your mind..haha..so..pretend you didnt see my entries yea. You're not even 16!!! Haha..miss you lots too pretty. =) *hugs*

Grace: Entertain me!!! Not tease me!!! *roars*

Chinese lesson was cancelled by the courtesy of Lao_Shi. For once in history, i went home at 1pm. =)

So i called in for Pizza at 3pm. Guess what? This woman who took my order didnt ask me how to spell my name. Im surprised, because people usually spell it wrong..well, at least 99% of my friends think the spelling is Chernice. *oh my gooTness*

So the delivery came.
I looked at the receipt.
My name was spelt as "SENIS".
What the hell...
doesnt it remind you of the word "PENIS"????!!!!!!

It was indeed insulting..will show you guys the receipt if you're interested. Feel like cursing Pizza Hut.

But their Afternoon Special was really good. Order 1 Supreme pizza (pan) and you'll get free breadsticks, 6 chicken drumsticks and one bottle of Pepsi. It will only cost you $19.85. Consider it cheap cause it's cooked for you and they deliver it to your place. They took an hour today cause it was raining..good junk-food, so im sharing it with you guys. =) Im a junk-food lover!!! Imagine the amount of calories though..

So, you guys all know the number to dial!
It's 6-2353535...Pizza Hut...delivery!
Bahaha..

Lying on your bed on a rainy night's the best..the coolness and softness of the bed is just enhanced..haha..sounds like breast enhancement. =P Must be me using the wrong vocabulary again..

Shuyun's absence was felt today as she was sick..hope she's better. =)

After discussing the birthday party thing for one hour (during CLAO period), we got down to almost no conclusion. I wanna go play volleyball but some people just dont like the Sun..hmm..East Coast Beach damn dirty lar..haha..and i spotted a man suntanning in the mangrove NAKED once. So, who still wanna go there??

Haha..knew that Shuyun wont want to go clubbing and Tirene wont drink. Hmm..still go clubbing for what then? We change plan lar. Anyway, I'll be at Chinablack next coming Monday with my VJC friends. Anybody interested in coming along? =)

Surf And Sweat was really fun. Though the 3km was more for trekkers, i still had fun going through all the shit. Haha..it was more like a vertical marathon cause there're so many flight of steps and upslopes that you just wanna die while climbling them. I put in 80% sadly. There's no motivation because the route was lonely without anyone infront of me. Andrew ran pass me like wind though. Marcus my partner paddled so fast..He's a sperm anyway, suppose to "swim" fast. =P

My leg's pretty ok now..hurts now and then. That stoopid PE teacher saw me walking when we're suppose to do 10 rounds around the hall. Please..im only walking..as if running is a problem to me. I merely wanted to irritate her...Yes yes..it's my 366 days-PMS attitude.

Some girl told me today that if she turns into a boy the next morning, the 1st thing she'll do is to "play with herself". Oh my gooTness..i thought that was totally SICK?!

There's a difference between dirty jokes, sexual analogies and disgusting-pukable jokes know?? Some just make me sick...unless you're talking about Bananas?? Ooo..i simply love it when it slides down my throat..haha..okok..enough of it..then again..

Anyone interested in viewing my tongue?? =P

Hee..so March Holidays are coming and im gonna be the planner for Xiangjing and Grace's birthday party!! Sorry hor..presents either Tirene or Shuyun settle can?

Since it's ME deciding on the details, you guys would expect lots of sun-bathing and sports activities which is going to make you all wet and sweaty!! =P Not missing out the eating part..i'll bring you guys to eat the best JUNK food!!

Plan Number 1:
1) Sentosa for volleyball and sun
2) Dine there for dinner and cut cake (cut cake??!! haha..sorry..was thinking abt poopoo)

Plan Number 2:
1) Ice-skating at Jurong
2) Lunching somewhere
3) Havent plan this out actually..haha

Plan Number 3:
1) Dinner at posh restaurant, not missing out the cake of course.
2) CLUBBING!!!! (Ok..i know im the youngest of the 5 girls..most of you are either 1 / 2 years older than me..but so what?? haha..i can still go clubbin right..i'll just crash in!!)

Plan Number 4:
1) Lots of afternoon activities:
2) Maybe we can go Escape Themepark.
3) Beach activities like kayaking or cycling or skating.
4) Head down for dinner somewhere..Esplanade anyone?? Food's good there..expensive though..best to have buffet since its 5 peepz.

Plan Number 5:
1) You guys can suggest more stuff.
2) Refer to 1)

Plan Number 6:
1) Combination of any of the above.

Plan Number 7:
1) you can come up with your own plan and do it yourself. Haha..

Basically, i think we should find stuff that we can all do together happily without Xiangjing or Shuyun trying to hide themselves from the Sun (HAHA). Is sammi coming along?

Well, if you have any enquires, we can talk it out in school yea.

You can always R.S.V.P Shanice the planner at 98263564. =P

I PASSED MY CHINESE WITH C6!!! haha..teacher was predicting i'll fail...And of course im gonna withdraw. Mass burning of chinese materials!!!! -chants-

But sadly, i'm gonna miss Lao_Shi. She's always been tolerating (a02 and a03) with our nonsense.

For allowing us to eat in class.
For allowing us to go home early once our work is completed.
For not confiscating our hps though she wanted to very much.
For closing one eye when she see that we've fallen asleep on the table top.
For helping us write words in our composition like she's the dictionary itself.
For not forcing us to hand in our chinese work even though deadline was 2months ago.
For being so patient towards us when we dont seem to listen very much to her.
For just being there, trying to inspire us, encourage us when we fail any assignments or test or majar examinations.
For being so real in her smile when she knew that i'd passed although we agreed its because of luck.
For being just so nice...

Especially me - always arguing back at her, asking for permission to go to the ladies but ended up slacking somewhere else. Hahaha..for putting up with my terrible narration of chinese articles and the many intervals i inject into the passage while reading. i simply can't read continuously because i can't recognise many characters. Haha..

Yupz..my leg is better..can walk properly for 5mins before i start limping again. Have to do 3km tmr before the actual one on Sunday. Marcus still dont know about my injury..can't believe in this incredible partner of mine..he just shaved his head..if it helps him surf any faster on Sunday.

Oooo...Maurice was back today at college. =)

National X-country:
It started off with a little rain but when it came to A division, the sky cleared. The weather was considered fine for running. That's one advantage. I thought i recovered from my injury too. Apparently, this was what happened..

The horn sounded. I ran with the middle pack. It was only about 400metres when i felt the strain on my thigh. I have about 3000+metres to cover and i thought im not going to pull through with the pain.

One by one, people from the last pack overtook me. Im no longer the 1st SRJCian.
Audrey, Boonyen, then came Samantha...3 of them overtook me and where about 200metres ahead.

I wanted to give up..i grab my thigh and ran on (with one arm swinging..what the hell..). Competitors who overtook me, cheered me on when they saw me struggle. I was so touched! The weird thing was: the first-aid kiddos along the way didnt care about me. Either they were playing with horse poo-poo or they were looking skywards. Man..

Thanks to QQ, she pushed me to complete the race. If not for her, i would have collapsed some time back. I ran, I cried. The pain was overbearing. But nevertheless, i completed the race and reached the finishing line.

My position on National level was terrible. At least to me..

Many first-aid adults came to me at the finishing line. It's only then, they wrapped my thigh and iced it to prevent further swollening(?). QQ was with me all the time, telling me to bear with the pain while they massaged it for me..and thank you Jiesheng for lending me your hand to squeeze on, offering to carry me up the horrible flights of stairs and all the bottles of water you forced me to drink. Basically, you took care of me like a nice brother. =) Did i missed anyone out? Guys, you were all APPRECIATED by me. =)

Cutting all those nitty-gritty details, we got a free ride out to the bus-stop from ACJC people. Aint they nice to us?? Haha..the frequency for the shuttle bus at Turf City is 30mins..thats why we decided to ask and see if any school bus was willing to drive us out.

Reached Bishan;Junction8 and took our dinner there. They wanted to watch "Something's Gotta Give" but most of us didnt want to cause the show will end at about close to midnight. Still got sch the next day..so my "cousin" sent me home. Accordin to him, he thinks i'll fall into the drain..

That's an experience i wanna share with anyone. Those who have joined competitions would have understand how pressurizing the whole thing was. Your heart rate just keep accelerating! But you know you CANNOT QUIT.

Physical training at the beginning, but it boils down to Mental work at the end. The winner from RJC won my admiration. Check her out on Sports section of today's Straits Times.

And really a big thank you to those who asked about my leg today. I'll be fine. =) Still got competition this Sunday at Sentosa! Please come and support me if you're free okie?? I wanna recover NOW!! haha..

And to my dearies in class, esp Grace, Tirene and Shuyun: Thank you all for supporting me throughout and asking about my injury. It means so so so much to me. =) I dunno if you all will read until here lar..i know its a long entry. Hahaha..

Lit enrichment was really crazy..laughed till i've got gastric!!

Bahaha...also, i drank 3 packets of Milo today..that's $2.10!! -lols-

Another one of my many free periods...

Just realised it the hemstring that i've pulled.

Chris, you're one nice guy.. =) If i were in your shoes, i would have hated Shanice for as long as i can.

To mention, J wong called my hp during lunch break..instead of picking it up, the girls and i celebrated our "not-picking-it-up" habit. Imagine her cursing me for not picking it up in the staffroom and we are at the canteen singing while watching my hp dance on the tabletop. -laughs- She wear clothes at squeezes her fats out visibly..and i cant stand it..how can anyone stand it?? Ok.im condeming her because her GP tutorials SUCK. Hahaha...Grace!! go write a humorous version of what happened in the canteen about the dancing hp and J wong!! Mine seems to have no effect at all...?!

Watched this romantic movie of "the butterfly lovers" during chinese period. Wasn't really deemed as romantic to many of us..wasn't even true love! i bet it was affection or smth..everythin happened so fast and you can claim you love someone??!! Why is this word "love" used so readily these days..hmm..

Where's my racer??!!! Tmr's Nationals and i havent got my shoes!!! *meowz* Heard they'll be putting a computer chip on us to make sure we dont cheat on the route. Haha..so serious..think my thighs would have given way after 400m..and i'll be the 1ST to arrive at the finishing point...in a wheelchair..

I've got an injury at my thigh..National's in 2 days. Surf and Sweat is also this weekend. I think its some form of punishment for me.

I really regretted teaming up with M. Shouldnt be swayed by him. If not, i think me and C would have been a good team. Im saying all this because i think M dont care and so why should i win and split the prize into 2??

And C, im really sorry i havent had the courage to explain to you about it.
Im gulity-stricken..

Really dont wanna win...even if i do, i'll willingly give my portion of prize to you..think its the only way i'll be happy. Well, i mean thats an "IF"..