Life; In My View
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Bardot
Cleared my work fast today...since it was 1/2 day and my supervisor wasnt there, it was havoc time for me! -grinz- I was walking ard, eating Famous Amos while singing to songs on the radio. It's one week at SingTel..i've a feeling i'll stay there for long. =))
Seriously, i thought Bardot disappeared quite some time ago??? I heard the song 'I should have never let u go' on power98 fm. -gasps-
Yes Jacq, thanks for the title. Nice song.. =)) And the otehr song called 'Hush'..man...the lyircs are disturbing and sad..
:l
Why does all the small sizes get snapped up in shops??? Poor poor me...left with large size when i myself've a petite body..haiz..dont squeeze into it if it doesnt fit you!!! Rrrgg...
My area at Hougang has been officially transformed into some mini chinatown. The stoopid statue of the Fortune God has created a huge stir at the neighbourhood..traffic has became crazy during evening. 'nuff said..its gross.. -sniggers-
Think my Mum's really nice these days. She's showering me with a lot of attention and motherly touches. Warm feeling..the 2nd-child-syndrome vanished for that period of time.
It's Surf&Sweat tmr. Not that excited. Oldest's 35 years old and youngest my sister who's 16 this year. Oh, 66 teams in total..thats quite a bit. =s
Seriously, i thought Bardot disappeared quite some time ago??? I heard the song 'I should have never let u go' on power98 fm. -gasps-
Yes Jacq, thanks for the title. Nice song.. =)) And the otehr song called 'Hush'..man...the lyircs are disturbing and sad..
:l
Why does all the small sizes get snapped up in shops??? Poor poor me...left with large size when i myself've a petite body..haiz..dont squeeze into it if it doesnt fit you!!! Rrrgg...
My area at Hougang has been officially transformed into some mini chinatown. The stoopid statue of the Fortune God has created a huge stir at the neighbourhood..traffic has became crazy during evening. 'nuff said..its gross.. -sniggers-
Think my Mum's really nice these days. She's showering me with a lot of attention and motherly touches. Warm feeling..the 2nd-child-syndrome vanished for that period of time.
It's Surf&Sweat tmr. Not that excited. Oldest's 35 years old and youngest my sister who's 16 this year. Oh, 66 teams in total..thats quite a bit. =s
Friday, January 28, 2005
Work was alright..did a lot of registration today as compared to other days. Was busy busy busy..but i caught a few glimpse of that cutie. =))
Haha...its BUNG WATCH TIME everyday for me!! Does it sound like BAY WATCH or CRIME WATCH to anyone? Hmm..
Im sorry to know what has happened to Tirene at work. The security guards and delivery man ought to be shot! Bang bang bang!!!!!!!!! Yes??
I cant get this particular song outta my head for the entire week..its Beautiful Soul by Jesse. Ughs..and i can think of a perfect person to sing it to..i get excited when i hear it on radio. =) It's catchy and the lyrics kinda bought back some memories..im sure for those who've fallen in love before, you'll agree with me that the lyrics's beautiful. =)) Depicts everything just the way it is..
There's that another song i kept humming and singing too..not sure of the title but it has something with mothers and daughters and fathers...
PERFECT 10 rocks!!! AHHHHH....!! =))
Im peeling like a nice little banana...happy anot Nana..haha..im turning into a fruit from a dragon incarnate. Hurhs.
Channel5 is keeping me up late at night. =) and i just love it..with chocolates and cny goodies all over the table...wow...its the festive to eat and eat and eat and collect money! What could possibly be better right?? *grinz*
Haha...its BUNG WATCH TIME everyday for me!! Does it sound like BAY WATCH or CRIME WATCH to anyone? Hmm..
Im sorry to know what has happened to Tirene at work. The security guards and delivery man ought to be shot! Bang bang bang!!!!!!!!! Yes??
I cant get this particular song outta my head for the entire week..its Beautiful Soul by Jesse. Ughs..and i can think of a perfect person to sing it to..i get excited when i hear it on radio. =) It's catchy and the lyrics kinda bought back some memories..im sure for those who've fallen in love before, you'll agree with me that the lyrics's beautiful. =)) Depicts everything just the way it is..
There's that another song i kept humming and singing too..not sure of the title but it has something with mothers and daughters and fathers...
PERFECT 10 rocks!!! AHHHHH....!! =))
Im peeling like a nice little banana...happy anot Nana..haha..im turning into a fruit from a dragon incarnate. Hurhs.
Channel5 is keeping me up late at night. =) and i just love it..with chocolates and cny goodies all over the table...wow...its the festive to eat and eat and eat and collect money! What could possibly be better right?? *grinz*
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Shopping
A mountain of work to clear today..was busy like a little bee. Nevertheless, i've the cute bung to feast my eyes on. -grinz-
Haha. =))
Why does Daphne look like Zihui so much?? hmm...she speaks like her too!
When town for some light shopping after work. Bought my lil' sister's bday present from Topshop..and i got myself a canvas vintage shorts from Fox's new collection. I'm a happy girl. =) Was v tempted to walk into Bysi and FCUK...but i held my breath and walked off. Just waitin to receive menny red packets during cny before i transform myself back to Shanice the Shopoholic!
I spent quite a bit at Watson's too! The snack sales were unbelievably cheap. I bought lottsa junk food to store at my desk in case i get hungry during work. Seriously, my tummy is growing so huge nobody can stop me now. =/ It'll be an embarrassment on Sunday at Sentosa with me in a wetsuit..gees..cant wait to see Melissa and Liyu though.. =))
I've lost all hope for Surf&Sweat..i pray my sister and Marcus will win cause they stand a high chance.
Weekend's finally here..TGIF!!!
Haha. =))
Why does Daphne look like Zihui so much?? hmm...she speaks like her too!
When town for some light shopping after work. Bought my lil' sister's bday present from Topshop..and i got myself a canvas vintage shorts from Fox's new collection. I'm a happy girl. =) Was v tempted to walk into Bysi and FCUK...but i held my breath and walked off. Just waitin to receive menny red packets during cny before i transform myself back to Shanice the Shopoholic!
I spent quite a bit at Watson's too! The snack sales were unbelievably cheap. I bought lottsa junk food to store at my desk in case i get hungry during work. Seriously, my tummy is growing so huge nobody can stop me now. =/ It'll be an embarrassment on Sunday at Sentosa with me in a wetsuit..gees..cant wait to see Melissa and Liyu though.. =))
I've lost all hope for Surf&Sweat..i pray my sister and Marcus will win cause they stand a high chance.
Weekend's finally here..TGIF!!!
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
3rd day at SingTel
Its finally passed midweek..which means weekend's coming!!! *yay*
By the way, Chris is such a snob. He's got salmon for lunch, didnt bother to bring it down for me and reney. How's that for our woman?? Let's beat him up Tirene!! Poor us..we ate tomyam maggi mee and tuna sandwiches! ='(
Work's fine...cleared everything on the dot today. In fact, i'd one minute free before i knocked off. *grinz* Thank God Daphne talks to me. Im super desk-bound...except times when i go to the loo or pick up faxes.
Man, the bung's really a distraction. She makes my heart pump extra extra fast. Haha..think im going crazy for her. No no..this sound so so wrong..ughs..but good in a way lar..motivation to go work. Hee..pay day's on 15feb! Plus commision from CNY, i'll be "wealthy" again! Yes..i owe someone cologne and zihui a treat. Meowz..then again, i seem pretty poor..
I love Delifrance!!!!!!!!
By the way, Chris is such a snob. He's got salmon for lunch, didnt bother to bring it down for me and reney. How's that for our woman?? Let's beat him up Tirene!! Poor us..we ate tomyam maggi mee and tuna sandwiches! ='(
Work's fine...cleared everything on the dot today. In fact, i'd one minute free before i knocked off. *grinz* Thank God Daphne talks to me. Im super desk-bound...except times when i go to the loo or pick up faxes.
Man, the bung's really a distraction. She makes my heart pump extra extra fast. Haha..think im going crazy for her. No no..this sound so so wrong..ughs..but good in a way lar..motivation to go work. Hee..pay day's on 15feb! Plus commision from CNY, i'll be "wealthy" again! Yes..i owe someone cologne and zihui a treat. Meowz..then again, i seem pretty poor..
I love Delifrance!!!!!!!!
Monday, January 24, 2005
SingTel-first day!!
Ouch...my shoulders and back hurt like crazy. No thanks to the mighty watty sun! Im burnt..but i really love the colour of my tann. =)) Its like freshly baked buns..hooooot!
First day at work...was pretty okie. I'm in charge of sim card registrations. Pretty tiring typing numbers the entire day. Tmr, i'll be working independently already cause it was Yee Ling's last day today. Sigh..she's nice and helpful..gave me M&Ms and SNICKERS..both my fav! Well, lunch with the girls was good..the chicken chop's fabulous i think ya! Thank God Tirene's there to company me though we work for different departments.
Saw a few PL lites working there too. Im probably one of the youngest employee..and oh..there's this cute bung over that. Haha..shit!!!!
Wonder how long can i stay in this job..must persevere..
First day at work...was pretty okie. I'm in charge of sim card registrations. Pretty tiring typing numbers the entire day. Tmr, i'll be working independently already cause it was Yee Ling's last day today. Sigh..she's nice and helpful..gave me M&Ms and SNICKERS..both my fav! Well, lunch with the girls was good..the chicken chop's fabulous i think ya! Thank God Tirene's there to company me though we work for different departments.
Saw a few PL lites working there too. Im probably one of the youngest employee..and oh..there's this cute bung over that. Haha..shit!!!!
Wonder how long can i stay in this job..must persevere..
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Sentosa
Its Sunset Bay with Liyu today. =)) Had fun soaking up the heat and just reading our books. Mighty mighty sun!! Shall not mention other stuff we did..its embarrassing. Haha. Lunch at Delifrance of course..my favourite. *grin* Oh, i saw Eve and her friend. Haha..
Anyway, my dear friend Liyu thinks that a jet ski is actually called a scooter. *clash of the cymbals please* Oh..are VJC students that dense??!! haha..just teasing her..she's darn smart i tell ya. Hot and "brainful". =b
Did the trail run for next Sunday's competition at Siloso Beach. So gonna die..my stamina dropped to hell. Kill me pls. Im black...reddish-black kinda tann. How to go work tmr?? My first day somemore. Gees..
Well, 2 group of guys came to chat us up. Pretty turned off but oh well...they were swallow enough to ask for her number and if they could be friends. I let her do all the talking..i knew ALL were interested in that hot babe-Liyu.
Anyways, we were just strolling by the beach and stuff. All the hunks had their eyes glued onto her. *shakes head* She was under-dressed u see. Haha..even the angmohs where making eyes at each other to signal that she's hot. My my..everytime i go out with her, she attracts countless of male species.
But the beach bar guys were nice..they offered to throw in 2 free drinks if we get the "special seats" for unlimited time. Too bad, we were cashless and they dont accept NETS.
Was fun..7 hours with her. =)) I love her so much!!! Ughs...she's bad influence. Haha.. *winks*
Anyway, my dear friend Liyu thinks that a jet ski is actually called a scooter. *clash of the cymbals please* Oh..are VJC students that dense??!! haha..just teasing her..she's darn smart i tell ya. Hot and "brainful". =b
Did the trail run for next Sunday's competition at Siloso Beach. So gonna die..my stamina dropped to hell. Kill me pls. Im black...reddish-black kinda tann. How to go work tmr?? My first day somemore. Gees..
Well, 2 group of guys came to chat us up. Pretty turned off but oh well...they were swallow enough to ask for her number and if they could be friends. I let her do all the talking..i knew ALL were interested in that hot babe-Liyu.
Anyways, we were just strolling by the beach and stuff. All the hunks had their eyes glued onto her. *shakes head* She was under-dressed u see. Haha..even the angmohs where making eyes at each other to signal that she's hot. My my..everytime i go out with her, she attracts countless of male species.
But the beach bar guys were nice..they offered to throw in 2 free drinks if we get the "special seats" for unlimited time. Too bad, we were cashless and they dont accept NETS.
Was fun..7 hours with her. =)) I love her so much!!! Ughs...she's bad influence. Haha.. *winks*
Saturday, January 22, 2005
SAT test
SAT test was exciting. 4 math sections...which totally benefited me. Those 2 verbal sections were pretty much screwed. Couldnt remember most of the vocabs that was v familiar to me. How bad is that.
Well, I was at the Singapore American School right? Then i got to know 1 hawaiian girl who's 17 years old..she's friendly and all. 2 jap girls and 2 messy/curly hair guys. Haha..they sound like fruits to me. Oops. Okie..and got to know one Temask JC fat girl. =b
Mum woke up early to company me there. Can you believe it..all the way to Marsling? =)) She waited approximately 4hours for me before having lunch at the famous chicken rice stall. We head down to Causeway Point for some shopping after that. Why do i love shoppin with Mum so much? Cause she pays for ALL my stuff!! Yay...!!
Got some lingerie (again). Hey! I'll never get enough of it. The more the merrier in fact. Haha. She bought me a cardigan for work and a sleeveless top. Think it cost her about $130. She claims it is for CNY. Hell no...haha...gonna make her buy more for me. Who called her to confiscate my cards! Had wanted her to buy me the JAY CHOU cd..decided against it. I wont understand a shit anyway. Hurhs.
Sentosa tmr! =)) Finally i dont have to study for anything anymore. Shall nourish my mind with some good novels then.
Out.
Well, I was at the Singapore American School right? Then i got to know 1 hawaiian girl who's 17 years old..she's friendly and all. 2 jap girls and 2 messy/curly hair guys. Haha..they sound like fruits to me. Oops. Okie..and got to know one Temask JC fat girl. =b
Mum woke up early to company me there. Can you believe it..all the way to Marsling? =)) She waited approximately 4hours for me before having lunch at the famous chicken rice stall. We head down to Causeway Point for some shopping after that. Why do i love shoppin with Mum so much? Cause she pays for ALL my stuff!! Yay...!!
Got some lingerie (again). Hey! I'll never get enough of it. The more the merrier in fact. Haha. She bought me a cardigan for work and a sleeveless top. Think it cost her about $130. She claims it is for CNY. Hell no...haha...gonna make her buy more for me. Who called her to confiscate my cards! Had wanted her to buy me the JAY CHOU cd..decided against it. I wont understand a shit anyway. Hurhs.
Sentosa tmr! =)) Finally i dont have to study for anything anymore. Shall nourish my mind with some good novels then.
Out.
Friday, January 21, 2005
Channel 5
So many great shows coming right up on Channel 5. Forget about spongeboxsquareboobs or sexandthecity or mtv or tennisopen. Watch Desperate Housewives, American Idol, The Simple Life and The Apprentice!!! =))
Taking my SAT test tmr at spore american sch. Kinda sian..didnt study much for it. Burn midnight oil later..have to get those vocabs right and strategise on something. Wanna hit a high 1300. Hmm..
Caught a midnight show yesterday-The Aviator. Was a 2hr 50min show, could hardly sit still. But all in all, it was a pretty good. Learnt more about the obsessive-compulsive disorder. Leonardo DiCaprio's the man!! =))
Ah...im the dumbest woman on Earth for passing you for you..
Taking my SAT test tmr at spore american sch. Kinda sian..didnt study much for it. Burn midnight oil later..have to get those vocabs right and strategise on something. Wanna hit a high 1300. Hmm..
Caught a midnight show yesterday-The Aviator. Was a 2hr 50min show, could hardly sit still. But all in all, it was a pretty good. Learnt more about the obsessive-compulsive disorder. Leonardo DiCaprio's the man!! =))
Ah...im the dumbest woman on Earth for passing you for you..
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Last day at NCSS
To keep ourselves occupied, Liyu and i email each other as if we're msging each other on the hp. It saves cost you see. *grinz*
Today's my last day at work. Meng Leng bought me a peach cake as a farewell gift. Aww...how sweet?? =)) Finally got to talk to the friendly eggtart guy..found out he's only 23 years old. *jaw drops* He was very nice to me during my "stay"..didnt leave me outta everything he does. =)
Was busy from morning till now. Slacking while trying to practise some SAT brain busters. Check out the conversation this morning exchanged between my supervisor Charlie, colleague Andrew and Shanice the temp:
Charlie: you need her (meaning me) help?
Andrew: errr...not at the moment...you can USE HER first.
Shanice: *fumes*
What kinda conversation was that?? So crude..2 grown up men talking about USING a girl. o_O Please..im there to ease ur workload..not to be USED. I aint a product!!! Grrrr......
Anyways, i had the famous chicken rice from the hawker for my "farewell lunch". It was delicious!! Except i still have that horrible garlic smell in my mouth. How awful?? ='(
Guess what's next?? Of course it's my macdonald's 25cents ice-cream for a treat!! *skips* Yay..growing so fat i cant stop myself..................forget about the Surf&Sweat competition...
Went IKEA with Christopher yesternight. Apparently my booging plans at phuture failed like crap. Had the swedish meatballs and chicken wings for dinner. Hell was it filing. Then of course we wont miss out on the $1.70 hotdog and drink set after shopping right? Haha...cheapo geeks....ahhhh.....
Can't wait for Sentosa on Sunday with Liyu and Singtel job on Monday!! =)) Cheers to a better monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday! Weeeeeee.....okies...stop it.... -_-lll
Today's my last day at work. Meng Leng bought me a peach cake as a farewell gift. Aww...how sweet?? =)) Finally got to talk to the friendly eggtart guy..found out he's only 23 years old. *jaw drops* He was very nice to me during my "stay"..didnt leave me outta everything he does. =)
Was busy from morning till now. Slacking while trying to practise some SAT brain busters. Check out the conversation this morning exchanged between my supervisor Charlie, colleague Andrew and Shanice the temp:
Charlie: you need her (meaning me) help?
Andrew: errr...not at the moment...you can USE HER first.
Shanice: *fumes*
What kinda conversation was that?? So crude..2 grown up men talking about USING a girl. o_O Please..im there to ease ur workload..not to be USED. I aint a product!!! Grrrr......
Anyways, i had the famous chicken rice from the hawker for my "farewell lunch". It was delicious!! Except i still have that horrible garlic smell in my mouth. How awful?? ='(
Guess what's next?? Of course it's my macdonald's 25cents ice-cream for a treat!! *skips* Yay..growing so fat i cant stop myself..................forget about the Surf&Sweat competition...
Went IKEA with Christopher yesternight. Apparently my booging plans at phuture failed like crap. Had the swedish meatballs and chicken wings for dinner. Hell was it filing. Then of course we wont miss out on the $1.70 hotdog and drink set after shopping right? Haha...cheapo geeks....ahhhh.....
Can't wait for Sentosa on Sunday with Liyu and Singtel job on Monday!! =)) Cheers to a better monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday! Weeeeeee.....okies...stop it.... -_-lll
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Soft Landing
Liyu and Shanice goes to GIM COFFEESHOP for breakfast every morning. They'll each order one half-boiled egg and 2 kaya toasts. While having egg mucas all over their chin and mouth, they'll joke and laugh about everything under the sun.
Firstly, she taught me how to do "soft landing" in the washroom. Man was i impressed. *grinz*
Secondly, we had a huge debate on where the hell's the hymen. Boy, im SURE we dont know our body. It's way too complex for SCIENCE students like us. No no...im an ARTS student. Hurhs..
Thirdly, she claims to be from some health group called LHG. It stands for LIYU HEALTH GROUP. Trust me, her diet's bad bad bad. Haha..she lusts for ice-cream daily.
Guess what?? Then im from SHB: SHANICE HEALTH BOARD. *dang* Im the most unhealthy person ever. Today's the only day i didnt've macs ice-cream for lunch.
Took 1/2 day leave to go for Singtel job interview. Pay is indeed v attractive. But i must say office politics was eminently evident, right from the time i stepped into the office till the interview was over. How i know right?? The way my supervisor told me "stuff". Anyway, i got the 5 and a 1/2 day job at $6.50 per hour. Thank you. =)) Glad i've got Tirene to company me there. Yay...
I love Jesus Christ!!!!! =))))))
Firstly, she taught me how to do "soft landing" in the washroom. Man was i impressed. *grinz*
Secondly, we had a huge debate on where the hell's the hymen. Boy, im SURE we dont know our body. It's way too complex for SCIENCE students like us. No no...im an ARTS student. Hurhs..
Thirdly, she claims to be from some health group called LHG. It stands for LIYU HEALTH GROUP. Trust me, her diet's bad bad bad. Haha..she lusts for ice-cream daily.
Guess what?? Then im from SHB: SHANICE HEALTH BOARD. *dang* Im the most unhealthy person ever. Today's the only day i didnt've macs ice-cream for lunch.
Took 1/2 day leave to go for Singtel job interview. Pay is indeed v attractive. But i must say office politics was eminently evident, right from the time i stepped into the office till the interview was over. How i know right?? The way my supervisor told me "stuff". Anyway, i got the 5 and a 1/2 day job at $6.50 per hour. Thank you. =)) Glad i've got Tirene to company me there. Yay...
I love Jesus Christ!!!!! =))))))
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Lush 99.5
Lush 99.5FM has some great music! And i think it's fab... =))
Work's boring..done with all the files..practising for SAT again. My test's this saturday at the Singapore American School. Kinda not prepared for the math session. I wanna do as well for math as i've done for verbal. Think im just gonna brush up on (more) vocab for that. Sufficient. Just worried for math..cant believe im a Mathematic (c) 9233 student some more. *faints*
8 more days and my contract for this job will end. So gonna job hop. Can't stand starin into the computer for 8hours everyday. I need human contact!!!!!!
House-warming when the house's already so old?! Okies, we kinda just got it furnished. Hur..
Work's boring..done with all the files..practising for SAT again. My test's this saturday at the Singapore American School. Kinda not prepared for the math session. I wanna do as well for math as i've done for verbal. Think im just gonna brush up on (more) vocab for that. Sufficient. Just worried for math..cant believe im a Mathematic (c) 9233 student some more. *faints*
8 more days and my contract for this job will end. So gonna job hop. Can't stand starin into the computer for 8hours everyday. I need human contact!!!!!!
House-warming when the house's already so old?! Okies, we kinda just got it furnished. Hur..
Monday, January 17, 2005
Daryl
If Daryl's ever reading my blog..this song (strangely) adumbrated my feelings for him. Some parts are a lil' exaggerated though.
Well, i might have screwed things up badly and upsetted him quite alot, however so, im not begging for another chance but i'll like to think there's another hope sometime, someday. I could be slapped in the face for what has happened. Im not daring. Im afraid of a repetition. Im afraid of losing u as a friend (or more). Simply because we havent gone far (or anywhere) to decide if we wanna end it all.
I dont wanna lose friends..i wanna keep them.
Expose - I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me
I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time
With all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now and I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt wont show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like its here to stay
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
Oh, no matter what I do
Each nights a lifetime to live through
I cant go on like this, I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love
And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over me
Im NOT in love or under any love spells. For now, i dont care if i have suitors or if im gonna get married. Boys're sucha headache..they make ur heart-bleed. But girls are not any better..bgr or ggr, both's gross. =x
Think im jinxed..i'll never be fortunate..not now. Maybe i dont love myself, cause if i do, i wont do anything that'll hurt myself.
Well, i might have screwed things up badly and upsetted him quite alot, however so, im not begging for another chance but i'll like to think there's another hope sometime, someday. I could be slapped in the face for what has happened. Im not daring. Im afraid of a repetition. Im afraid of losing u as a friend (or more). Simply because we havent gone far (or anywhere) to decide if we wanna end it all.
I dont wanna lose friends..i wanna keep them.
Expose - I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me
I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time
With all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now and I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt wont show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like its here to stay
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
Oh, no matter what I do
Each nights a lifetime to live through
I cant go on like this, I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love
And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over me
Im NOT in love or under any love spells. For now, i dont care if i have suitors or if im gonna get married. Boys're sucha headache..they make ur heart-bleed. But girls are not any better..bgr or ggr, both's gross. =x
Think im jinxed..i'll never be fortunate..not now. Maybe i dont love myself, cause if i do, i wont do anything that'll hurt myself.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
SHALL WE DANCE
SHALL WE DANCE was 'advertised' pretty well. A pity the sneaks sucked to the core. x_x
Had his company for desert at Hagen Diaz & Swensens before heading to Plaza Singapura for our midnight movie at 2.20am. We chilled out at the Istana Park but those nasty mosquitoes wont quit sucking on us. *grrrr*
Saw Audrey and Amanda at Swensens. Gosh..didnt know she's the type that stays out late! Actually was intending on booging with Aurelia..but his foot is injured. =/
Anyway, work yesterday was pretty bad. Made so many mistakes from the previous days of work. My in-charge kept making those 'i-am-dissed' kinda noise when he spoke to me. After lunch, everything was much better. =)) Perhaps because Liyu treated me to Macs's ice-cream cone for lunch again. Haha..2 more weeks, thats about 10days and im so done with this job. Aarghs..
Going to the zoo with my animal farm soon. Yay.....!!! *skips ard*
And yes of course, trying out the Surf&Sweat route at Sentosa with my lil' sister and Marcus tmr..wee..wanna win!!!
Tired..really lack some proper rest. Came home at 5am and was up at 8am. That sucked but i loved every bit of the night (morning?). He cheered me up when i was feeling duper miserable about everything thats happening recently.
He's so special...
Had his company for desert at Hagen Diaz & Swensens before heading to Plaza Singapura for our midnight movie at 2.20am. We chilled out at the Istana Park but those nasty mosquitoes wont quit sucking on us. *grrrr*
Saw Audrey and Amanda at Swensens. Gosh..didnt know she's the type that stays out late! Actually was intending on booging with Aurelia..but his foot is injured. =/
Anyway, work yesterday was pretty bad. Made so many mistakes from the previous days of work. My in-charge kept making those 'i-am-dissed' kinda noise when he spoke to me. After lunch, everything was much better. =)) Perhaps because Liyu treated me to Macs's ice-cream cone for lunch again. Haha..2 more weeks, thats about 10days and im so done with this job. Aarghs..
Going to the zoo with my animal farm soon. Yay.....!!! *skips ard*
And yes of course, trying out the Surf&Sweat route at Sentosa with my lil' sister and Marcus tmr..wee..wanna win!!!
Tired..really lack some proper rest. Came home at 5am and was up at 8am. That sucked but i loved every bit of the night (morning?). He cheered me up when i was feeling duper miserable about everything thats happening recently.
He's so special...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
NCSS day 2
Blogger Dashboard is finally back to English!! -grinz- Looking at chinese characters gave me headache. I actually had to memerise where to click. How squalid's that?
At my lil' cubicle in this bulding of walls and computer. Human relations, sadly, can hardly be seen..i heard the phone ringing and the ladies trying to negociate "biz". Im working for the Partnership Relations. That guy next to my cubicle asked me to have lunch with him as he saw me alone. Haha..hell no..i was waiting for Liyu!!
Feeling a liiiittle peevish and querulous now..after staring at the computer for 8hours (again). No scenary to admire..aarghs..fixed space..fixed vision..
Me and Liyu had Macs ice-cream cone for 'after-lunch-desert' again. We're so gonna look like Barney the Dino soon. My tummy's expanding at a rate i dont wanna know. No more tanning..no figure to flaunt anymore? =/
Did i mention i woke up late today?? Yes i did. Got a shock when my hp flashed 8.17am right in my face (work starts at 9am). Took cab down of course..darn..there goes 12bucks. *groans*
Work's over in 30mins. It aint so bad actually, just a bit dull. Jacqie offered me a DBS job in the afternoon. Its pending now..wishing and praying it'll be mine. *cross my fingers*
At my lil' cubicle in this bulding of walls and computer. Human relations, sadly, can hardly be seen..i heard the phone ringing and the ladies trying to negociate "biz". Im working for the Partnership Relations. That guy next to my cubicle asked me to have lunch with him as he saw me alone. Haha..hell no..i was waiting for Liyu!!
Feeling a liiiittle peevish and querulous now..after staring at the computer for 8hours (again). No scenary to admire..aarghs..fixed space..fixed vision..
Me and Liyu had Macs ice-cream cone for 'after-lunch-desert' again. We're so gonna look like Barney the Dino soon. My tummy's expanding at a rate i dont wanna know. No more tanning..no figure to flaunt anymore? =/
Did i mention i woke up late today?? Yes i did. Got a shock when my hp flashed 8.17am right in my face (work starts at 9am). Took cab down of course..darn..there goes 12bucks. *groans*
Work's over in 30mins. It aint so bad actually, just a bit dull. Jacqie offered me a DBS job in the afternoon. Its pending now..wishing and praying it'll be mine. *cross my fingers*
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
NCSS day 1
My my...i was lost at work today. I couldnt find my table. Then i realised that i was on the wrong floor. *DANG!* haha..why do they all look alike then? *slaps myself*
Stared at the freaking computer for 8hours today. Majar grossness...my eyes're so dry now. Working is friggin independent...i didnt have anyone to converse with other than meeting Liyu before and after work and during lunch break. The guy whom offered me an eggtart's not counted..neither is the cleaner who talked to me nor the hokkien friendly "auntie". Haha..lotsa beautiful women there!! *grin*
But the end of this month, i'd have worked for 14days. Thats a total of about 640bucks. =)) Im so gonna get my credits and bankbook back!! Aarghs...
Met up with Cheryl (like finally) for dinner yesternight. When i saw her, all my anger vanished...she became my best friend again. Haha..why did i mention the word "again"? That's because she was so busy after coming back from Australia for an annual break and got no freaking time to date me. See why am i angry? No best friends behave like this. I'll kick her back to Monash if she ever dares upset me again. Haha. Kiddin on that part. I love her! *though she resembles a dumpling now* Haha.. -oops!-
We wasted the Swensen's ice-cream and apple desert. I'm so gonna be on a diet..its damn sinful to dine there.
I wanna watch SHALL WE DANCE!!! Not sure what other good shows are there..but i wanna get plenty of books too!! Almost finishing all my books. 2 books in 10 days for the start is not bad i suppose. =)
Oh...and my hair seems pretty dry these days. Time to hit the salon once i get my pay! Alrights..its not even a week and im already thinking of my pay. Darn...thats lust!!! Haha..
Stared at the freaking computer for 8hours today. Majar grossness...my eyes're so dry now. Working is friggin independent...i didnt have anyone to converse with other than meeting Liyu before and after work and during lunch break. The guy whom offered me an eggtart's not counted..neither is the cleaner who talked to me nor the hokkien friendly "auntie". Haha..lotsa beautiful women there!! *grin*
But the end of this month, i'd have worked for 14days. Thats a total of about 640bucks. =)) Im so gonna get my credits and bankbook back!! Aarghs...
Met up with Cheryl (like finally) for dinner yesternight. When i saw her, all my anger vanished...she became my best friend again. Haha..why did i mention the word "again"? That's because she was so busy after coming back from Australia for an annual break and got no freaking time to date me. See why am i angry? No best friends behave like this. I'll kick her back to Monash if she ever dares upset me again. Haha. Kiddin on that part. I love her! *though she resembles a dumpling now* Haha.. -oops!-
We wasted the Swensen's ice-cream and apple desert. I'm so gonna be on a diet..its damn sinful to dine there.
I wanna watch SHALL WE DANCE!!! Not sure what other good shows are there..but i wanna get plenty of books too!! Almost finishing all my books. 2 books in 10 days for the start is not bad i suppose. =)
Oh...and my hair seems pretty dry these days. Time to hit the salon once i get my pay! Alrights..its not even a week and im already thinking of my pay. Darn...thats lust!!! Haha..
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Helicopter Game
This game is so cool. =)) Try it!!
www.seethru.co.uk/zine/south_coast/helicopter_game.htm
Got a blazor for work. The last time i wore one was during some prefect's event. I miss prefectorial days.. =/
Chrisypoo was nice to treat me and Eddie to lunch at some fantastic muslim store at the Philippine Island. Haha...the chicken is a must-try!!
Can't wait to see Cheryl for dinner later...she's my bloodyest best friend...
www.seethru.co.uk/zine/south_coast/helicopter_game.htm
Got a blazor for work. The last time i wore one was during some prefect's event. I miss prefectorial days.. =/
Chrisypoo was nice to treat me and Eddie to lunch at some fantastic muslim store at the Philippine Island. Haha...the chicken is a must-try!!
Can't wait to see Cheryl for dinner later...she's my bloodyest best friend...
Monday, January 10, 2005
2 "sets" of human beings just got together today. It calls for a celebration, i think. =)) Cheers to love..its the greatest gift, ever.
Trip to IKEA was good yet bad. Was like some kinda budget trip! Haha..i wanna get the $188 mirror!! And plenty of photo flames with cool pictures. *skips ard*
Oh, i bought that moose and other creatures sticker from the Kid's Section. And my bedsheets of course..so lack of it. Wee.. =)
Today's one of my brain-not-engaged days (again).
Why did u have to tell me YES infront of my eyes?? Haha..think i asked for it. *slaps myself*
House warming next June. Haha..
Trip to IKEA was good yet bad. Was like some kinda budget trip! Haha..i wanna get the $188 mirror!! And plenty of photo flames with cool pictures. *skips ard*
Oh, i bought that moose and other creatures sticker from the Kid's Section. And my bedsheets of course..so lack of it. Wee.. =)
Today's one of my brain-not-engaged days (again).
Why did u have to tell me YES infront of my eyes?? Haha..think i asked for it. *slaps myself*
House warming next June. Haha..
Saturday, January 08, 2005
NTU talk
What happens when two talks interest you at the same time? Was keen on listening to the Arts&Social and Accounting/Business. But i cant be at both ballrooms, the same time right?
Oh well, was boring. Knew most of the stuff and divisions the NTU prof shared. So..was draggy for me. Bummed into Michelle and Grace there! And the a04 girls as well. =))
Think the best would be for me to major in Biz then i take up Psychology as a minor. I still want to be specialised in either. Guess i'd rather study for the next few years than to go out and find a job. -_-
Marcus (squirtz/spermy) joined me and Edward for lunch at Raffles City. Was duper hilarious..all the cow and milking shit..the SIZE..the animated chopsticks..haha..ugly and mobid face distortions..man..Twas quite an afternoon spent! *grinz*
Went to get working pants from G2000. Had a hard time with the sizes and designs. I look like im in pj's. *pouts* Why're workin clothes so gross? Oh, but i love the "transparent" blouses they offer. Haha..airy!! =b
Edward came to repair my computer (and have free dinner..hahaha). Quite impressed with what he had done. Haha..although its only done halfway. Well-done anyways. Either way, i'm still appreciative you put in so much to get 'something' done. =))
From 10am till 10pm, i spent my day and night with Edward no more than 50m away from me..no wonder im getting quite an eyesore. Haha..kidding...bad joke here. =x
I'll just shaddup... =b
Oh well, was boring. Knew most of the stuff and divisions the NTU prof shared. So..was draggy for me. Bummed into Michelle and Grace there! And the a04 girls as well. =))
Think the best would be for me to major in Biz then i take up Psychology as a minor. I still want to be specialised in either. Guess i'd rather study for the next few years than to go out and find a job. -_-
Marcus (squirtz/spermy) joined me and Edward for lunch at Raffles City. Was duper hilarious..all the cow and milking shit..the SIZE..the animated chopsticks..haha..ugly and mobid face distortions..man..Twas quite an afternoon spent! *grinz*
Went to get working pants from G2000. Had a hard time with the sizes and designs. I look like im in pj's. *pouts* Why're workin clothes so gross? Oh, but i love the "transparent" blouses they offer. Haha..airy!! =b
Edward came to repair my computer (and have free dinner..hahaha). Quite impressed with what he had done. Haha..although its only done halfway. Well-done anyways. Either way, i'm still appreciative you put in so much to get 'something' done. =))
From 10am till 10pm, i spent my day and night with Edward no more than 50m away from me..no wonder im getting quite an eyesore. Haha..kidding...bad joke here. =x
I'll just shaddup... =b
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Being Julia
Hello...minus CPF, im earning less than $4.50 per hour. I dont hold any A-lvl cert but that doesnt mean i dont have any calibre for a better pay job. You always sound like you're the know-it-all. I jollywell know i shouldn't be too picky...but your tone shouldnt sound as bad as my..
Stupid computer..cant even tag on my board. Cant even open links..to hell with it..
This is so strange...Xiangjing and Grace both got their HSBC job from Trisha (Kelly Services). Haha..maybe thats why i didnt get the job. She said more bank offers next week. So hopefully DBS picks me up.
Watched Being Julia with Edward.. =)) It aint abt love, was more like a revenge story. And how older people apparently rules over the younger generation. Something like that. Was a beautiful show..
Stupid computer..cant even tag on my board. Cant even open links..to hell with it..
This is so strange...Xiangjing and Grace both got their HSBC job from Trisha (Kelly Services). Haha..maybe thats why i didnt get the job. She said more bank offers next week. So hopefully DBS picks me up.
Watched Being Julia with Edward.. =)) It aint abt love, was more like a revenge story. And how older people apparently rules over the younger generation. Something like that. Was a beautiful show..
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
More and more interviews
Went for 4 interviews today. Shagged like crap.
Me and Liyu got in for the 1st interview. We're gonna be some kinda events assistant and the pay's about $1000-$1200 with $100 as incentives for being on-time every month. Next, the pay's adjustable after 2 months of probation. Considering.
Next, we went for 2 interviews in the same building. Didnt realise they're of the same holdings till awhile later. So anyways, the 18 year old malay guy took us around to see the working environment. Every office he passes by, he introduced to us te directors and told us what kinda car he's driving. Hell..like i care what the bosses drive. As liyu was prettier as compared to pathetic me, the stupid short arse keep looking at her. Not once did he make eye-contact with me. Well, once or twice aint considered. Was bad..i hate him. Anyhows, they called us back to say we qualified for the 2nd interview tmr which will take about 3hours cause they needa brief us on the job and company. Pay is confidential so im not sure of anything. Considering.
Third interview was a job agency company. I can see outsourcing at work. Was good except starting pay is only a mere $5.50. Thats crap too low for my calibre..besides, there's like terms and condition. Worst if i break any contact.
Thus, for 3 days, i've been to 3 job agencies. Countless of job interviews. Filled in so many forms i can puke and my hands can rot. Worst of all was the travelling fee. Shared cab with Liyu all the time and bus rides aint exactly cheap now. Adults fare SUCK!!!
By the way, i didnt go for my $7 per hour job this morning. Decided to hunt ard more.
The dilemna's that i have 2 jobs at hand tomorrow and 1 interview to confirm the work at the foreign bank with Kelly Services tomorrow as well. I hope i get the bank one so i can cancel the other potentials. Wish me luck!!!
Losing steam....totally.....
Me and Liyu got in for the 1st interview. We're gonna be some kinda events assistant and the pay's about $1000-$1200 with $100 as incentives for being on-time every month. Next, the pay's adjustable after 2 months of probation. Considering.
Next, we went for 2 interviews in the same building. Didnt realise they're of the same holdings till awhile later. So anyways, the 18 year old malay guy took us around to see the working environment. Every office he passes by, he introduced to us te directors and told us what kinda car he's driving. Hell..like i care what the bosses drive. As liyu was prettier as compared to pathetic me, the stupid short arse keep looking at her. Not once did he make eye-contact with me. Well, once or twice aint considered. Was bad..i hate him. Anyhows, they called us back to say we qualified for the 2nd interview tmr which will take about 3hours cause they needa brief us on the job and company. Pay is confidential so im not sure of anything. Considering.
Third interview was a job agency company. I can see outsourcing at work. Was good except starting pay is only a mere $5.50. Thats crap too low for my calibre..besides, there's like terms and condition. Worst if i break any contact.
Thus, for 3 days, i've been to 3 job agencies. Countless of job interviews. Filled in so many forms i can puke and my hands can rot. Worst of all was the travelling fee. Shared cab with Liyu all the time and bus rides aint exactly cheap now. Adults fare SUCK!!!
By the way, i didnt go for my $7 per hour job this morning. Decided to hunt ard more.
The dilemna's that i have 2 jobs at hand tomorrow and 1 interview to confirm the work at the foreign bank with Kelly Services tomorrow as well. I hope i get the bank one so i can cancel the other potentials. Wish me luck!!!
Losing steam....totally.....
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Job hunt
I cant remember the details of the past few days.
All i can remember is waking up to another new page of classified (RECRUITS) and going for interviews with Liyu. And seems like none are successful so i tried looking through RECRUIT EXPRESS and KELLY SERVICES.
Anyhows, i took up the $7 per hour offer temporary. Till i'm offered a better office job that is. *cross my fingers* I want long working hours!!! It's some image consultation company called NbyN. They're new in the market and needed lotsa promotions. All i have to do is to make the adults answer 5 questions and give them a free voucher to have their photos taken by professionals at their studio. Sounds ok. *shrugs*
It'll be better than staying home, and not earning a single cent. Or travelling all over for interviews. Waste money..ahhhh..why no luck..its been 2 days of job hunting!!! Args.....
Oh, i went to visit Shuyun at work the other day. Haha..why did i have to go Bali??? If not, i'd be offered the Giordano job already!
Sorry, very very very in the mood to whine. x_X
All i can remember is waking up to another new page of classified (RECRUITS) and going for interviews with Liyu. And seems like none are successful so i tried looking through RECRUIT EXPRESS and KELLY SERVICES.
Anyhows, i took up the $7 per hour offer temporary. Till i'm offered a better office job that is. *cross my fingers* I want long working hours!!! It's some image consultation company called NbyN. They're new in the market and needed lotsa promotions. All i have to do is to make the adults answer 5 questions and give them a free voucher to have their photos taken by professionals at their studio. Sounds ok. *shrugs*
It'll be better than staying home, and not earning a single cent. Or travelling all over for interviews. Waste money..ahhhh..why no luck..its been 2 days of job hunting!!! Args.....
Oh, i went to visit Shuyun at work the other day. Haha..why did i have to go Bali??? If not, i'd be offered the Giordano job already!
Sorry, very very very in the mood to whine. x_X
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Racing Frogs
Haha..this is some frog game im playing. And the report totally cracked me up:
I had a fantastic race. I came 3rd at Muddy Bank.
Hmmm...broken two resolutions already I'm afraid. I tripped over a slugand that got me mad so I threw soil over it. Then...I stuck my tongue out at a frog on the bus - for no reason!
Lazy Sunday..tmr will be making a trip down to International Plaza for job search. Why cant Daddy take me in....args....
It's the 2nd day of the year...i dont feel like its actually a new year. =/
I had a fantastic race. I came 3rd at Muddy Bank.
Hmmm...broken two resolutions already I'm afraid. I tripped over a slugand that got me mad so I threw soil over it. Then...I stuck my tongue out at a frog on the bus - for no reason!
Lazy Sunday..tmr will be making a trip down to International Plaza for job search. Why cant Daddy take me in....args....
It's the 2nd day of the year...i dont feel like its actually a new year. =/
Saturday, January 01, 2005
New Year Resolutions
Just thought about my resolutions for 2005
1) Give within my limits to people who need the cash more than i do.
2) No more "fcuk"s sprouting off my mouth.
3) Exercise at least once a week. Needa tone up.
4) Maintain a good diet-more vegetables.
5) Make sure i stay under the weight of 45kg.
6) Try to finish 1 book per month despite busy schedules.
7) Continue violin lessons.
8) Get my new plastic spectacles. Degree's rising fast.
9) Enter some kinda university.
10) Continue spending time with family & friends. Not dumping 'old' friends for new ones.
11) Try to attend mass or service more often.
12) Dont spend like i have no tomorrow. Time to control my finances (tightly).
13) Love myself more. No more nonsense or monkey businesses.
1) Give within my limits to people who need the cash more than i do.
2) No more "fcuk"s sprouting off my mouth.
3) Exercise at least once a week. Needa tone up.
4) Maintain a good diet-more vegetables.
5) Make sure i stay under the weight of 45kg.
6) Try to finish 1 book per month despite busy schedules.
7) Continue violin lessons.
8) Get my new plastic spectacles. Degree's rising fast.
9) Enter some kinda university.
10) Continue spending time with family & friends. Not dumping 'old' friends for new ones.
11) Try to attend mass or service more often.
12) Dont spend like i have no tomorrow. Time to control my finances (tightly).
13) Love myself more. No more nonsense or monkey businesses.
Happy New Year!!
Sentosa was boring. Crowd's not that fantastic. Music after midnight was lousy. But i saw Yewcheo, Huishan, Angeline, Eve, Komui and my honey Xiangjing!! Huge difficulty looking for her in that human mess!!
PTK caught the frisbee thrown from the stage by Olinda Chio..wow..how lucky! haha..
Welcomed yaer 2005 with some noise and madness on Siloso Beach with PTK. Was nice..haha..
You wont believe what i did at Delifance. But its the most logical thing to do. But its bad lar..I always start my year WRONG!! x_X
Darn..i didnt get to reflect on anything this time. Too busy with dont know what shit.
Side-tracking but I needa job...desperately!! =/
Oh, and Dad told me to bring a guy home this year after our last dinner at the restaurant.. -__-Where to find???
PTK caught the frisbee thrown from the stage by Olinda Chio..wow..how lucky! haha..
Welcomed yaer 2005 with some noise and madness on Siloso Beach with PTK. Was nice..haha..
You wont believe what i did at Delifance. But its the most logical thing to do. But its bad lar..I always start my year WRONG!! x_X
Darn..i didnt get to reflect on anything this time. Too busy with dont know what shit.
Side-tracking but I needa job...desperately!! =/
Oh, and Dad told me to bring a guy home this year after our last dinner at the restaurant.. -__-Where to find???